alright y'all buckle up i got another rant incoming.
unless you have prior consent from the psychotic person, do NOT reality check them. it may be helpful for some people, but for the rest of us, it is agitating and (at least in my case) makes our psychosis worse.
if curing psychosis (not that curing psychosis is the goal) was as simple as "believe me when i say, what you see/hear/believe is untrue" i would NOT be taking 80mg of antipsychotics each day. i would just believe you. but when you tell me that the belief that is as true as day is wrong, i just feel stupid and angry. i feel stupid (especially if it was said in a patronizing tone) for believing what i believe and i feel angry that you would violate my beliefs like that.
case in point, a couple of days ago my dad and i were having a conversation and he mentioned that i am, whether i like it or not, i am human. he damn well knows that one of my strongest delusions to this day is that i have canine dna that is expressing human proteins, that's why i have a human body. scoffing and telling me that i am human and i'll realize it one day just makes me angry and reinforces my delusion. it doesn't make me believe you.
you can call yourself neurodivergent, but if you ain't normal about psychotic folks, i'll see you in autism hell, bitch.
love being a snake shapeshifter because like…there are literally thousands of species, and I could be any of them at any given point. it’s like a huge game of species roulette.
Made a meme about my experience with autism, and it seemed to resonate with people on Reddit so... here ya go.
I think this is so interesting and now I really wanna hear more about the ways different people interact with animals. I have many pets and have always been a very animal-obsessed person so I wanted to add some thoughts.
Personally, I’ve have found that the neurodivergent people I know (myself included) tend to personify animals much more than is usual. For example, when I get a new animal it takes me a while to “become friends” with them. (Which is basically just us getting to know each other/getting into a routine.) But everyone I’ve met has always been very confused by that.
Another weird thing is I’m not super empathetic towards people, but with animals I’m hyperempathetic. And I’ve seen tons of other neurodivergent people express this online! It’s such a strange thing I love it!
the cool thing about working with animals is that I have one singular neurotypical colleague (as far as I know). and it’s become super obvious to me that the way autistic people relate to animals is fundamentally different to how allistics relate to animals. and the way people with ADHD relate to animals is fundamentally different to those without.
(only one of my colleagues has Tourette’s and only two of us have OCD, so I don’t think that’s enough to make any grand sweeping statements).
anyway. a real interaction between two of my colleagues today.
ADHD: Maggie won’t stop barking at me. I think she’s upset.
autistic: let me go talk to her. I can fix this.
and that’s not uncommon? my autistic colleagues and I seem to talk to the animals to a much greater extent than anyone else. my ADHD colleagues and I seem to be the best at associating the correct name and breed and dietary requirements to the correct dog, which is weird, because I can’t do the same when it comes to humans.
I know that most people communicate with their animals but… it’s different in a way I can’t quite explain. the communication and connection seems so much deeper… I don’t know, it’s just wonderful. also, the fact that so many ND people work with me… that alone… indicates something.
I just saw your post, if you’re still doing stimboards could you do one for dragonkin?
dragonkin stimboard!! i had a lot of fun with this one, i really hope you like it ^_^
knits you one of those silly little snake sweaters so you don't get cold
^_^ thank you!!
me irl
Update on this post: I told her! It went really well!
She still doesn’t really understand, but she accepts me and is open to the idea of nonhumans. I was pretty surprised by her reaction since I know she’s been confused about therians in the past, but I was able to educate and explain some stuff to her. So it’s a win!! =3
Creatures who have told their IRLs your nonhuman identity: how did it go? I’m currently considering telling my partner, but I’m just curious about other’s experiences!
(We have a really good relationship and I’ve already explained that I’m more of a snake than a human, but I want to tell her more about the alterhuman community in general.)
aaaaaa drank a ton of coffee to try and help me to focus on my schoolwork,, nope welcome to hell
i keep my personal life off of this blog for the most part, but right now my circumstances are really dire and i seriously need help. tw for violence/abuse:
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1Bl_JBOlQpif7C7AO9HpVTeK5xfvLsR8j6UwurYy5sG0/edit
i need commissions, for money and to help my parents believe that i have a chance as an adult. im nearly 18 and i want to get out as soon as possible because living here isnt good for my mental health with me repressing what happened
if you are interested in helping, please drop me a line and we can discuss commission prices, or reblog this to boost my signal. thank you so much for reading