exploring strange new worlds...
montgomery from star trek - mixed media influence and 21+. told by olivia | sideblog
i'm sorry that i doubted you.
— 𝑇𝐻𝐸 𝑇𝐼𝑀𝐸 𝐹𝑂𝑅 𝐴𝑁 𝐴𝑃𝑂𝐿𝑂𝐺𝑌 had long since passed, because as it were they had been stranded on a planet that while hospitable to an atmosphere of breathable oxygen, it had been an arid desert planet, long since abandoned by its ancient occupants. Uhura had vehemently cautioned the Captain on the grossly underestimated cunning of the Ferengi - extending to an incredible aptitude of disguising that very fact. Though an alien race still new and not yet a part of the Federation. In summation; it was very easy to be charmed and swayed by said cunning. And presently was a cunning they were both paying the price of as they walked on for another long, scorching mile.
The shuttle they had been piloting was taken in by a deep space salvage ship when it locked their shuttlecraft in it’s tractor beam. This ship itself was a massively large vessel that belonged to an alien race known as the Drookmani. A scavenger race whose whole lineages of families operated together on ancient and gargantuan ships, sweeping the quadrant for whatever they could lay claim to over. Drookmani were also brutal and aggressive in nature, and per their cultural and social structures that were vaguely similar to Klingons. Their escape had been made possible through the cooperative efforts of herself, Kirk, and two Ferengi tradesmen who had been in their similar situation. This help came on the contingency they would be allowed to take ownership of the entire Drookmani salvage ship. A contingency Uhura snuffed out by jumping into regulations regarding the amount of Starfleet cargo and ship salvage the Drookmani had obtained. Nyota further moved on to cite that the ship itself proved vital to their way of life, and as a result would not be permitted to assume control of the ship. However, in an act of good faith, Jim offered the Ferengi their own shuttle once they returned safely to the Enterprise, it was Starfleet grade and Uhura added on to he Captain’s more than generous offer the estimated amount of gold latinum they could get on the Romulan blackmarket for Federation craft. Normally this isn’t something she would just offer, but being two shrewd salesmen known for their dealings in the Romulan blackmarket trade, she simply just cut to the point of what the both of them were thinking. Conversely, Uhura mentally estimated how much gold latinum everything on this Drookmani ship would be worth, and she knew the Ferengi had done just the same. The Lieutenant also knew, with absolute certainty, a more precise calculation than her own. The only thing they could have offered more valuable would have been the Enterprise herself. And so naturally it rang painfully false to the shrewd linguist as they put on a deeply appreciative and reverent show for she and Jim. There was nothing about that she trusted and insisted to him that he not trust their complacency. If looks could kill the skin would have melted from Jim Kirk’s whole body with the razors that dripped from his Lieutenant’s glaring eyes as both Ferengi marched Uhura and the Captain, at phase point [ their own phasers ] into escape pods that would maroon them on this fucking godforsaken planet: It was a one-hundred and twenty miles to a deep space outpost and the only company she had was the one person whom she wanted to suffocate by holding his face into the sand until he stopped moving.
To regulate this stabbing agitation Nyota walked about twenty paces in front of Jim. The short leather jacket she had worn for their original mission to a First Contact planet, was wrapped around her waist, the sleeves of her shirt rippled to fashion a scarf over her head to assuage the heat to some degree. A heat that was making James T. Kirk’s too-little-too-late apology to be taken seriously.
“ Well Captain, that might be useful if apologies were water. Or if apologies were a means to travel back in time to the SEVERAL times I explained why we shouldn’t trust them, why we shouldn't allow them phasers – it’s as though you entirely deleted the fact I spent our last shore leave at the Academy taking Doctor Pheaser’s course on Ferengi Dialects in tandem with Alegheri’s night course on Ferengi known history and culture – you signed my entry request, Jim! ” The shrillness that came from the edges of her blooming anger hung at the back of her throat, stopping now and turning to face Kirk. “You know – an alien race in which we’re trying to induct into the Federation, but why as Captain of the fucking flagship should you either have to know any of that or trust the person appointed to know EXACTLY THAT should you be bothered with such pedantic things, right?” Hands that were thrust onto her hips now hung as limp arms at her sides. Uhura’s head tipped back. She took in a deep and even breath, understanding that shouting at her Captain was never a good idea and not representative of how she liked to conduct herself no matter Jim’s flagrant disregard to codes of conduct.
“𝐴𝑝𝑜𝑙𝑜𝑔𝑖𝑒𝑠, 𝐶𝑎𝑝𝑡𝑎𝑖𝑛.”
She wasn’t. They both knew that.
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❛ i should've worshipped them sooner. ❜
❛ we were born sick. ❜
❛ the only heaven i'll be sent to is when i'm alone with you. ❜
❛ i'll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies. ❜
❛ good god, let me give you my life. ❜
❛ there is no sweeter innocence than our gentle sin. ❜
❛ it's toying somewhere between love and abuse. ❜
❛ no more alone or myself i could be. ❜
❛ [i/you] lurched like a stray to the arms that were open. ❜
❛ i lay my heart down with the rest at [your/their] feet. ❜
❛ i wonder if it's better now having survived. ❜
❛ i'm so tired trying to see from behind the red in my eyes. ❜
❛ no better version of me i could pretend to be tonight. ❜
❛ [they/you] found me just in time. ❜
❛ cause with my mid-youth crisis all said and done, i need to be youthfully felt cause i never felt young. ❜
❛ it'd be great to find a place we could escape sometimes. ❜
❛ we tried the world and it wasn't for us. ❜
❛ you knew who i was with every step that i ran to you. ❜
❛ would things be easier if there was a right way? ❜
❛ honey, there is no right way. ❜
❛ i fall in love just a little bit every day with someone new. ❜
❛ there's an art to life's distractions. ❜
❛ love with every stranger, the stranger the better. ❜
❛ all i've ever done is hide. ❜
❛ when you kill the lights and kiss my eyes, i feel ike a person for a moment of my life. ❜
❛ but you don't know what the hell you put me through. ❜
❛ it feels good to be alone with you. ❜
❛ there are questions i can't ask. ❜
❛ now, at last, the worst is over. ❜
❛ i know that you hate this place. ❜
❛ there's something tragic about you, something so magic about you, don't you agree? ❜
❛ there's something lonesome about you, something so wholesome about you. ❜
❛ innocence died screaming. ask me, i should know. ❜
❛ there's something broken about this but i might be hoping about this. ❜
❛ we'll lay here for years or for hours, your hand in my hand. so still and discreet. ❜
❛ i'd be home with you. ❜
❛ any way to distract and sedate. ❜
❛ i'm somewhere outside my life. i keep scratching but somehow i can't get in. ❜
❛ don't you stand there watching me, won't you? ❜
❛ don't you join in, you're supposed to drag me away from it. ❜
❛ i'm so full of love, i could barely eat. ❜
❛ [they/you] are sweet as can be. [they/you] give me toothaches just from kissing me. ❜
❛ no grave can hold my body down, i'll crawl home to [them/you]. ❜
❛ you never asked me once about the wrong i did. ❜
❛ [you/they] would never fret none about what my hands and my body done. ❜
❛ if the lord don't forgive me, i'd still have you and you would have me. ❜
❛ why were you digging? what did you bury? ❜
❛ i will not ask you where you came from. i will not ask and neither should you. ❜
❛ just put your sweet lips on my lips. we should just kiss like real people do. ❜
❛ i know that look, eyes always seeking. ❜
❛ i will not ask you why you were creeping. in some sad way, i already know. ❜
❛ you know better than to smile at me like that. ❜
❛ i know who i am when i'm alone. ❜
❛ you don't understand. you should never know how easy you are to need. ❜
❛ don't let me in with no intention to keep me. ❜
❛ it can't be unlearned. i've known the warmth of your doorways. ❜
❛ i'll find my way back to you. ❜
❛ my heart is heavy with the hate of some other man's beliefs. ❜
❛ screaming the name of a foreigner's good is the purest expression of grief. ❜
❛ i feel no control of my body. i feel no safety in [your/their] arms. ❜
❛ all that i've been taught and every word i've got is foreign to me. ❜
❛ it looks ugly but it's clean. ❜
❛ your fight and fury is fiery. ❜
❛ it's worth it, it's divine. i have this some of the time. ❜
❛ you called my name til the fever broke. ❜
❛ i heard a scream in the woods somewhere. ❜
❛ i turned and ran to save a life i didn't have. ❜
❛ i need you to run to me. run to me! ❜
❛ when i was a child, i heard voices. some would sing and some would scream. ❜
❛ don't you ever tame your demons but always keep them on a leash. ❜
❛ you've done me wrong for a long, long time. ❜
❛ after all you've done, i never changed my mind. ❜
❛ please, try to love me. ❜
❛ my love will never die. ❜
HOW BORG IS YOUR BORG WHEN YOU BORG?
What is your Borg name?: The Borg Ultimatum
Do you appear in the dreams of the Borg Queen?: I hope so, that bitch is sure in mine. Yowza
What is the best thing about the Borg?: All the shit we stole from y’all
What is your dream planet to assimilate?: The Moon
How many of your character arch’s tie into Captains Picard and Janeway?: Too many
Are you that fucking traitor Hugh?: Fuck no
What y’all did to Guinan was messed tf up: Yeah? Well do sumn about it, Chief
Have you ever met Q?: No, and I hope I never do. That weird, theatrical, attention seeking cooze
If you could assimilate anyone - who would it be?: Jay
Do you mind the constant clammy flesh?: Not at all, I’m 97 and have no wrinkles
Have you ever quietly not added someone biological distinctiveness to your own?: All the time. It happens more than you think
Did you kind of hate Locutus?: Only because he just showed up and suddenly he’s the favorite? Nah, fuck that
Easiest assimilation?: Your Mom
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WHAT HE SAID WAS LOST INTO THE DESERT with The Maker while Uhura was lost inside of Spock's proximity – the way it was sudden, but simultaneously time elongated. No one sat this close; Uhura rarely permitted it of anyone. But she dreamt of him. She dreamt of his closeness. She dreamt of it as recently as that morning. For long years Uhura entertained dreamless sleeps, a blank void where exhaustion went to die and be remade into something useful in time for her to meet the sun. Uhura’s slumbers, just as her days, were functional, purposeful and planned; scarcely did she award herself frivolity. She loved her people, her Sietch; her whole, short and brutal nineteen years of life were committed to their betterment, their prosperity and defense – to their survival. Uhura could hear their laughter below echoing up from the Sietch – she wanted to turn her head, to briefly escape the weight of this intimacy. But she didn’t. She couldn’t. A fear lingered that if she broke this moment, if she looked away - it would slip through her fingers like spice on hot winds rolling up from the south. The moons were alight, reflected in vivid detail against the inky dark of his eyes; and if she trained her eyes against his enough, there mirrored in his she could even make out each finger of The Hand of God. Uhura could feel his breath against her lips, his air rolling over her tongue when she breathed in – breathing him into her lungs, into her blood. Uhura pressed their hands hard against her stomach, sliding her free hand overtop, pushing harder into her abdomen creating a natural lean-in, shaving away at the liminal space between their mouths. This pervasive kind of intimacy, fresh and new, like golden sun rising over the dunes - all the same it wasn’t natural to how she connected with people. With anyone at all. Not like this. But few things can survive, whole and joyful, on Arrakis; even in the secret places held by the heart. Because here she felt a stab of what felt like grief, but a grief she had not yet felt, followed with indecent haste by grief’s familiar bedfellow: Dread. What was this feeling? Harder she pressed their hands against the sinewy muscle of her belly, nails digging into his skin. She didn't dare to move. She let grief and dread wrestle against her bones, letting the breath in her throat paralyze while she fell headlong into the endless black of his eyes – there was something ill fated screaming from the expanse of a future she couldn’t dream. Instead rose the heat of her heart, an organ of brimstone promising ruin to anything that dared seek it’s favor. Uhura’s heart was an inhospitable place – molten fire flowed where there should have been blood; it was a place where only dragons could go. A place where only dragons could stay. “ D’rachanya, ” repeating the word with barely a breath, heady in the way it came from her like a spell or conjuration. She closed the final piece of space between them. Would they burn the other if their lips touch?
Not outwardly. Rather it burned inwardly, where the point of origin was the center of her stomach, the place where Uhura still held fast to his hand with both of hers. Deeper she pushed into him, committing the details of his mouth to sacred memory. The swirling movement of her jaw, her lips, had slowed – slowing until finally she stopped and pulled away, but only just far enough she could level her eyes to his again. “ If you were to become a dragon – would you still come to Arrakis and find me in the desert? ”
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She ran two, slow fingers against the underside of his index and middle fingers. It was a custom entirely alien to her, but Uhura liked the rush of warmth in her chest incited by listening to the way his breath would change, albeit almost imperceptibly. They sat on the ridge of a particularly steep dune, the sun having melted into the horizon hours ago, where Uhura held his hand in hers, like some delicate, invaluable treasure unearthed from the deep desert, idling together in contented silence - broken by the onset of a sudden thought-turned-spoken query. “ Hayalit, ” she began, though the scathing she once married to this term had dissolved bit-by-bit, leaving behind the suggestions of deep affection she had yet to speak aloud between them. An affection that still only lived by touch and sight; in dreams. “ – I once heard a man in Arrakeen say that long ago dragons ruled your distant, red deserts. Is that true ? ” Uhura’s fingers idly remained against the underside of his, with a slow and steady back and forth as she moved her own. “Could you find them, Mahdi ? ” But a smirk pushed itself in the corner of her mouth. She didn’t necessarily believe Spock to be the Lisan al-Gaib, and from time to time she reminded him of that but the cavalier way she would use all those holy names her people had assigned him.
HE RESISTS A SHUDDER ON THE plains of Arrakis. The sun is gone, bright gold away from the sea of red flecks and shimmering heat. Spock can still see it as it rises from the sands, a contradiction to the sensations she gives him, the cool touch of her fingertips. It is almost reverent, the hiss and curl of a slow-burning fire. But Spock is not so foolish as to consider what she does, the things she says to him, with anything else but teasing. He watches them nonetheless, partially distracted until Uhura calls him by the name given to him by the desert and its people. Hayalit, followed by others, other words that skitter, demanding things, against his skin and the curves of his ears.
It means to change, creature of the deep crimson sand with mutating scales. Spock stares nowhere, everywhere all at once, eyes dark when they pin somewhere between the ravines of her fingers. How can he change for the good of the many, never the few?
Never the one.
Spock cannot pretend to know; he loathes the answer. It seeks him regardless.
—fire and glass, a red flag streaming across a battlefield with the symbol of his father's house.
" Dragons? " Spock raises a brow. " D'rachanya, " he explains, Vuhlkansu knife-like where it sears off his tongue and he twitches his chin, sharp and an observant like a bird, " So they say. "
His hand fists, gripping hers, flexing and immediately stilling, as though aghast of its own involuntary movement. Spock shakes his head, " I have no wish to. " He cannot, calculating; despite its strangeness, there are greater possibilities than such a discovery. He leans, mouth quirking slightly above hers. " It would be more likely to become one. "
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