Q&A 4

Q&A 4

I've read your blog and of course I accept your reasons for being here. But I am curious. Is there a part of your sexual fantasies that involves being the real life captive of a sexual sadist that will keep you.

Against your will. Never free of restrictions. A caged and bound female sexual lab rat. Where you are never allowed to switch modes. Whipped, beaten and sexually tortured into submission. By whatever means necessary. Every day. No exit. ?

When I was younger I had many such fantasies. Sometimes still have, but not so often. One of them:

I am a virgin Princess travelling with other young girls on a ship and pirates raid the ship during cruise. We are all captured with intention to be sold in some Arab state. The other girls are kept in crates and every day taught obedience - they will be sold as sex slaves to some rich Men. The girls are forced to fuck and suck, they are punished until they are broken into total submission. The customers would pay proper price for obedient girls.

But I am very special - as a virgin and Princess I will be sold to some Arab Sheikh to become His special sex toy, maybe even wife. Nobody rapes me as my virginity is worth fortune, but I am forced to look at the other girls being trained and I get to service cocks orally - fluff them, clean them from cum and other girls fluids, suck them, swallow gallons of sperm. I am trained to worship cock whenever presented to me. After two weeks I am trained to be top class virgin cocksucker.

Then we arrive to a port and I am sold to some Sheikh (I don't even see what he looks like). I am sold like animal. Other girls are also sold to different customers. Then I am taken to some property in the middle of nowhere. There is dessert all around. No way to run.

I am bathed and prepared by other beautiful woman to be presented to my Owner. I meet Him. He sits on a luxury sofa with to beautiful woman on both sides. He is huge, muscular Male with beard and hair all over the body. He looks so strong and charismatic. I am so tiny and weak compared to Him. I am so afraid of Him.

He says: "I paid a lot of money for you, so you are my property, my toy. Your life is mine now and I will do whatever I want with you. You are here on probationary period of 3 months. If I am happy with you, you'll become my wife and give birth to many children. If I am not happy, I will sell you to a brothel and you'll be whore for thousands of men. There is no other option in your life. Everything depends on your behaviour. Now greet me properly."

Then He pulls back the tunic flaps and I see His huge, veiny cock with big head and gigantic hairy balls. Thanks to the training on the boat I know what to do...

Then the fantasy goes... I used to masturbate to this vision many times. There were two scenarioes. In one he was happy, in the other not so. In every further scenario I was just a property with no option to change anything...

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Well. Thats only fantasy. I would never want to be in this situation for real.

But in real life I was in relationship with sadistic Alfa Male and for over 9 months living in His house. I submitted to Him and He trained me step by step to His expectations. Our relationship fell apart and NOT because of the harsh sexual treatment. I loved Him and wanted to become His wife, whatever the price was. But REAL ALFA MALE is not a good material for marriage. That was my lesson from this adventure. Alfas are good for sex, but married life is much better with submissive betas. At least for me.