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Alfa Males cum. That's what I crave. Always.
Women... that's in our nature.
Q&A 10
If you could only have ONE, would you rather have 5 male slaves with chastity and all under your ownership and not be allowed to be dominant, say you're stuck on an island with 5 submissjves.... OR would you rather be taken and enslaved by 5 very dominant, large alphas who put a collar on you and use you however they please in a distant area where you can escape and cannot be dominant anymore on your own, completely at their whim with no power or control anymore?
I imagine both situations. Me and 5 beta boys. They would pamper me, treat me as their Queen, do anything for me... lick me to orgasm after orgasm... and what then? After few days I would be bored and long for huge cock in me and taste of Alfa sperm. I would go crazy with unfulfilled needs.
Me and 5 Alfa Males treating me as Their sex toy. Huge cocks giving me strong orgasms, lots of tasty sperm, the feeling of being used and being the only one who can satisfy Them. That's very tempting. And lack of pussy eating? I would accept it - sex toy doesn't require its pussy licked.
Well, beta boys. Look at this Woman. Would you be able to fuck Her really hard? Several times. Would you be able to throw Her on the knees and force Her to suck your small dick?
Licking Her after some Alfa Male is all you can dream of. That's reality.
Beautiful blonde.
Models in Motion
It's not a good strategy. Some beta husbands are simply stupid and want divorce. After divorce the stupid beta finds another woman and she inevitably cheats on him.
Better to make situation clear from the beginning: fuck whoever you want and if your boyfriend accepts it, then make him your beta cuckold husband.
My husband and lots of Alfa Males...
Cheating is so exciting...
Q&A 9
What is something (a fantasy) that really turns you on, but you would be afraid to do/happen in real life?
There is one... I sometimes dream of bukake session. Let's say 50 Males and me. Not ordinary Males - ONLY high testosterone Alfas with really huge cocks and balls covering me with liters of sperm. Some fucking me, some emptying Their balls in my mouth, others just masturbating over my tiny body. Very intensive session for as long, as They are ALL satisfied. Tempting.
But, in real life, it could happen only in making some porn scene (logistics, finding the proper Males, testing all of Them for STD, etc.) and I will never be a porn actress for obvious reasons.
Q&A 8
Can you share why you love the power so much of being dominant and "denial"... and then why you love submitting to alphas, being submissive to them and swallowing, being owned rather than owning and how both of them bring you such pleasure?
My power as a Dominant Woman over my beta husband comes from the fact, that I am his Princess, his Queen. He accepted his place, and he loves me unconditionaly. The games I play with him (including cuckolding) are just tools to make the relation stronger, more fulfilling in every other aspect of my life. I am sure, that if he (as a heterosexual) accepted licking other males sperm or sucking cocks only for my sadistic pleasure, he will be loyal and obedient to me in any other life situation. Also, if he accepted pussyfree status for the rest of his life with Me, he acknowledged Me as an individual of much higher status - like a Goddess. That's real power over a person.
My sexual relations with Alfa Males fulfill my life in different area. As a WOMAN, I still need to be chased, conquered and taken, put in place by a strong individual, marked by Him as His prey before He moves on to the next one. It's deep in my brain and I am not some kind of radical feminist. I am a tiny woman and size diffrence, aura of power, huge genitals and overall assertiveness works for me on some subconcious level. I know, the Alfa Male could break me with one move of His hand and the only thing He needs me for, is to release His tension to be able to function normally. There are lots of girls who dream of being in my place, so I need to be better, more compliant to Him.
I suppouse that's why very assertive, selfish, narcissistic Men turn me on the most and also that's why I liked (and still like) to be an escort for chosen Alfa Males... I am on my knees, lick His huge balls, worship His cock, feel His pheromones and testosterone, His hand on my head, His huge cockhead down my throat... I am His servant and only His needs and pleasure matters. When He cums, there's no even thought on His mind about my comfort, no "thank you, it was good." My pleasure is not important for Him. If He wants to fuck me later, He will and I will get several orgasms (I am very multiorgasmic). But if he tells me to get the fuck out of His apartment or car, I meekly get out and wait for another occasion to be able to serve Him and maybe next time to be fucked.
Weird, isn't it?
It always hurts in the beginning, beta boy. The you may go or stay and accept. If you accept, you mey have freat relationship with independent, selfish Woman. It's really worth trying and secrifices on your side,
First ultimate test for beta boyfriend aspiring to be your husband. Second one is much more difficult.
A good marriage... for the Woman anyway.
If you are in relationship with Alfa Male, you belong to Him... there is excelent sexlife, but also a lot of restrictions. If you are in relationship with beta boy, there is literally no restrictions. Perfect sexlife with many Alfas and stability of beta partner. Sounds perfect to me.
After a few years of our relationship my husband doesn't even dare to dream about fucking my pussy. For him it is a sacred place and he knows, that his penis is not worth of even being close to it.
That's how we found a Man who gave my husband (then boyfriend) the first Cock to suck.
@myheartinherhands
Q&A 7
Does your husband eat you after when you finish with an alpha?
Yes, he gets to lick me when I want.
When I meet lover at home he usually gets to clean fresh creampie or gets a cummy kiss.
When I come home with a used pussy and I'm in the mood for cunnilingus, he also has to do it.
Q&A 6
Going off what you wrote, very interesting with your husband being more worried about other "betas" and that makes sense. How have those talks gone?
Well, he is worried about other betas, because he is afraid I would leave him for relationship with a man who would be better and more dedicated slave for me. He knows I would never get into relationship other than sexual with any Alfa, but he is afraid that some other beta would steal my heart. He is wrong, but that is deep in his mind. We talk about it and usually I tell him to simply be better and more dedicated to me and my needs. And he is. I like his jealousy.
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How often do you enjoys other betas tongues? What else do they do for you?
Not very often now. I have one regular beta boy who pays me decent money to be able to lick my pussy and ass (2-3 times a month) and one who is my ex-betaboyfriend (now happily married) and sometimes begs me to sit on his face. I also had few one night stands during business travel when I took beta boys and let them lick my pussy when no decent Alfa was available.
Sometimes I let beta boy to masturbate in front of me... for example onto the floor or into the toilet. I love their confused faces after they get their cummies. I never let their sperm to touch my body - that is reserved only for my Alfa lovers and sometimes my for husband.
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Do you keep your husband in chastity? How do you keep him from cumming...and how do you allow him to do so!?
There is no strict chastity in our relationship. Most of the time he is on the honour system and I know I can trust him (I would recognize his cheating in that area momentarily). I put him in chastity always when we play with other people and I put him for longer time when I plan something special. For example before he got to suck his first cock he was 2 weeks in chastity, and before our wedding night he was full month in chastity (his record).
He is allowed to cum only in my presence. I let him masturbate in front of me or I give him handjob or footjob (since I married him, he is the only beta boy who gets my hand or foot). After cumming he is obliged to lick his sperm clean. Sometimes I decide to ruin his orgasm. From time to time (when I am extra kinky) I peg him with double dildo. It's for my pleasure, but if he leaks during pegging I can accept this.
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Are you very submissive to the alphas? Enjoy collars, bondage, anything like that?
It depends on Alfa Male and his needs. It's not about bondage or collars, but personality of a Man. I was in relationship and living together with a Man, who turned out to be sadist (it got out of him slowly) and I was trained to accept pain (to some extent) and humilitation.
Other time I was few months in relationship with another Alfa, who fucked me only 3 times (three!) during our 5 months together. He treated me as his oral cumdumpster - I got to suck him 2-3 times a day and got nothing in return. Well... he didn't care if I masturbated during sucking his cock. That was merciful, as I know few Men who would slap me hard if I didn't concentrate 100% on their cocks.
Another example... I hate anal, but if Alfa Male really wants to fuck me in the ass, he will do it. I would cry and beg him not to, I would try to move out or clench my ass, but if He is strong and brutal enough, he will take it. And I will cry from the pain but eventually submit. On mental level I love to feel conquered and I feel it has roots in the way my virginity was taken.
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For your friends who know about your dom/sub/cuckold situation. What do they think about it? Is your husband ever allowed to lick your gilfriends?
I am independent of other people opinions. I do not have many close female friends, but only one is NOT cheating on her husband or partner - Megan. She is married to real Alfa, who happens to be mine (and other women) lover and she is very submissive.
My other friends cheat on their husbands or partners and to say the truth they are very jealous of my relationship and the fact that I can do it openly.
And there is Lena - my closest friend. Her situation is totally different. She is 40 y.o. dominant Queen, her husband 55 y.o. slave. As my marriage is femdom/cuckold, Her marriage is femdom/BDSM. There are strict rules and permanent chastity, punishments and a lot of humilitation. She taught me much about femdom psychology and rules. I can say, she is my mentor in the matter. Without Her I couldn't be able to build relationship with my husband as it is now. She thinks I am too delicate and soft for him.
My husband got to lick and fuck his two girlfriends before he was mine. Since he is mine he didn't get any sex and only got to lick me. Few times he got to lick Lena, as Her husband got to lick me. So in his life he had sex with 2 girls, licked 4 pussies including mine (I plan another one in the near future) and sucked 3 different cocks several times (my plan for him is to service orally more different cocks than pussies).
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Also, have you ever "dated" a beta, or had one for an extended period of time?
Of course, I dated betas and Alfas. How else would I know the difference between them? How else would I know, that I don't want marriage with an Alfa? How else would I know, that my husband is the best choice?
Apart from my husband, relationships with other betas were rather short. For most guys (even beta SIMPs) it was hard to get used to my licentiousness and dominance. Even when they seemed to accept the fact, that I have sex with other Men and not with them, it was short term acceptance. They either run from me or argued with me and tried to change me... sometimes even if they agreed that I fuck other Men, they tried to control me. Then I kicked them out of my life.
Q&A 5
Great blog, your hubby is very lucky! Any desire to have children from an alpha male, or will that just slow you down?😁
IIn spite of my age I do not think about children yet. But if I want to have a child it will be my decision only and the father of my child would be my submissive beta husband. Having a child with some stranger Alfa Male may sound like a good fantasy, but I cannot imagine it in real life.
We have femdom/cuckold marriage and my husband is not allowed to have sex with me, but I love him. He is inteligent and handome man and would be great father. Still he wouldn't be allowed to put his dick in me (it's base rule in our relationship), so we would use artificial method of impregnation.
There should be special courses for young Ladies to teach them how to treat beta boys.
Queen and servant.
Learn and practice, beta boy...
since every man tells me they are an "expert" at this. . . read the informational pamphlet on the way in please. . .
