Q&A 8

Q&A 8

Can you share why you love the power so much of being dominant and "denial"... and then why you love submitting to alphas, being submissive to them and swallowing, being owned rather than owning and how both of them bring you such pleasure?

My power as a Dominant Woman over my beta husband comes from the fact, that I am his Princess, his Queen. He accepted his place, and he loves me unconditionaly. The games I play with him (including cuckolding) are just tools to make the relation stronger, more fulfilling in every other aspect of my life. I am sure, that if he (as a heterosexual) accepted licking other males sperm or sucking cocks only for my sadistic pleasure, he will be loyal and obedient to me in any other life situation. Also, if he accepted pussyfree status for the rest of his life with Me, he acknowledged Me as an individual of much higher status - like a Goddess. That's real power over a person.

My sexual relations with Alfa Males fulfill my life in different area. As a WOMAN, I still need to be chased, conquered and taken, put in place by a strong individual, marked by Him as His prey before He moves on to the next one. It's deep in my brain and I am not some kind of radical feminist. I am a tiny woman and size diffrence, aura of power, huge genitals and overall assertiveness works for me on some subconcious level. I know, the Alfa Male could break me with one move of His hand and the only thing He needs me for, is to release His tension to be able to function normally. There are lots of girls who dream of being in my place, so I need to be better, more compliant to Him.

I suppouse that's why very assertive, selfish, narcissistic Men turn me on the most and also that's why I liked (and still like) to be an escort for chosen Alfa Males... I am on my knees, lick His huge balls, worship His cock, feel His pheromones and testosterone, His hand on my head, His huge cockhead down my throat... I am His servant and only His needs and pleasure matters. When He cums, there's no even thought on His mind about my comfort, no "thank you, it was good." My pleasure is not important for Him. If He wants to fuck me later, He will and I will get several orgasms (I am very multiorgasmic). But if he tells me to get the fuck out of His apartment or car, I meekly get out and wait for another occasion to be able to serve Him and maybe next time to be fucked.

Weird, isn't it?