stop what you’re doing and watch this
So I have a theory that Jackson's Diary is less of a supernatural and more of a story about two mentally ill people with magic involved and I decided to reread it and keep notes on anything and everything that supports that theory
PS:much easier if you read the chapter after or while reading these notes
Chp3 notes:
•exer's reaction to Jackson at the start of the chapter shows just how good he is at manipulation and controlling his facial expressions to a massively strong extent it's actually pretty scary and it tells us the readers that unless we have his inner thoughts we won't know what he's thinking about for sure
•the way Jackson pulled himself out of the shock of what he saw proves he too got great control over his facial expressions and nerves
•exer look at David when he tells Jackson exer will walk him is giving off a vibe he's annoyed that David gives him commands, probably feel like his orders should be listened to and he shouldn't be the one given orders
•for someone like exer him leaving Jackson seems like a rebellious act against what David told him to do, at the same time he stopped and looked back at Jackson as a sign that while he is rebelling against David he's also letting Jackson get to his class as long as he follows behind exer
•exer giving Jackson a cold stare after talking to Brenda, that's actually another emotional manipulation tactic and an indirect warning, exer was trying to manipulate Jackson away from Brenda through scaring him with his vibe. Jackson's reaction to exer's manipulation is a sign that Jackson's own manipulation style is subconscious and without thinking unlike exer who knows what he's doing
•exer using his magic to splash water on Rick and Morty while Jackson's own eyes have green glow and mind you- I bet Jackson would've loved for this to happen like in the last ep where Jackson generally wanted Rick and Morty to pay only for exer to do exactly what he wanted but at the same time when exer used his magic to make it seem like Jackson spilled the principal coffee there was no green glow in Jackson's eyes
•exer appearing with Jackson's map which he mostly took and Jackson thinking it's a nice gesture before looking at exer's eyes and realizing it's really not as exer's eyes glow strong green
this website’s easy watch. *dangles a bunch of greek gods like keys*
We all know who the hotter one is!
What you thought I'd give you answer?😝
Happy Mootsgiving, everyone!
So, technically, I know Thanksgiving is an American holiday… history… yadda yadda. However, this is not Thanksgiving.
This is Mootsgiving, and what I say goes ‘cause this is my holiday. Anyway! Mootsgiving is all the basic ideas of Thankgiving but better because I’m great like that.
I just wanted to show everyone how grateful I am, since gratefulness is a key principle of Thanksgiving.
I want all my moots from different countries to be able to have the picture-perfect movie-esque Thanksgiving of being surrounded by friends and family with all the care and love and gratefulness that can be poured into a single human. And, as the ever-dramatic Runar, what better way to do that than to organize a huge event?
So! Rules!
State what food you brought
State one thing you’re thankful for
My name is Runar, I brought the eggnog, and I’m grateful for each and every one of you 💗🫶
Really sappy and really long paragraph/speech under the cut!!
Soooo… to start off my big long speech… *clinks my fancy wine glass that’s filled with a mysterious substance* (It’s eggnog)
When I first started this blog, it was off a whim. I wanted to do something, something that involved putting my work out there, as I was just starting out. I wanted to mean something. In any sort of way, I wanted to leave a sort of mark. Not just any mark, though, no. I wanted to add a bit of joy, a spark of life that comes from creativity, and adding words and love into the space we occupy on this floating rock in space.
I wanted to write because it made me happy, and I wanted there to be a possibility of someone who was who got joy from reading to maybe stumble upon it, and get joy from me. Get joy from something I was able to provide for them.
I was also incredibly lonely. I had no friends, I had nothing, pretty much. I didn’t talk much. I was reclusive. I was okay, but I was empty. I didn’t have a purpose. And while I wasn’t expecting much, nothing at all really, I was overjoyed at the prospect that maybe just one person would stumble upon something I wrote and for a moment of their day, maybe they got peace from it.
Maybe they felt a little less lonely. I would have been at peace with just knowing the possibility of it was out there. And then… it did. And I got more than I bargained for, even, I got a friend. My first friend.
From there, everything… clicked. Slowly, but ever so surely, things were falling into place. I was gaining something that had not even crossed my mind. A family.
So, my silly dream born from a whim became friends, connections, and family, it became life-altering. It had ups, it had downs, it had in-betweens. It was beautiful and messy and happy and sad and fucked up and so wonderfully… human?
Yeah, this is online, this is a silly mootsgiving idea I thought up three hours ago because I wanted people to know I love them.
But to someone who had nothing, this is everything. You are everything.
Even if we’ve only talked one time, you have a special place in my heart. The character growth has been… one hell of a ride. I’ve gone through many eras, and made new friends in each and every one of them. So, with the end of the year closing soon, I suppose in a way this is not just a silly mootsgiving.
My bigger end goal, really, was to make sure as we get to the end of this ear, you know how genuinely important this whole year has been to me. How important you have been. I got an anon ask,
What does it feel like to be wanted?
It was beautiful poetry. I replied, said I wouldn’t know what it feels like to be wanted. But really? I think maybe I do. I think it feels like having enough people that you love to organize and invite everyone to a huge event online, to write out this heartfelt paragraph and trust that at least one person will care enough to read it.
My beginning goal has changed so much, and not at all. My biggest purpose in life has been, and I think will always be, to add something into this world.
Creativity, joy, happiness, compassion, I want to ensure that no matter what, as long as you know me, you know you have one person on this earth who loves and cares about you with as much feeling that can physically be felt by one person without exploding into a bunch of tiny little runar pieces.
But moreso, I think maybe my goal has changed from wanting to put stories out there, to putting myself out there. I don’t want to write stories that are just fiction, just crafted ideas meshed together to create a blob of fiction.
I want to write pieces of myself into everything, which i think might genuinely be impossible to not do. I want my heart to pour out of my fingers into the things i type out for you, and i want to not only feel things, but to maybe make you feel something too. Something warm and fuzzy, something good, as good as you deserve.
Aaaaannnd…. to end this….
I love you guys, thanks for being here <3
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Can I just point out that even though the whole smp restarted and stuff I still want a cfundy final lore? And I would very much like it to be a wholesome stream in which one of smp members would just comfort him? Someone to finally tell him that everything will be fine from now on? And actually mean it unlike the empty words everyone else tell him?
What fundy been through is cruel, maybe even more cruel then Tommy because Tommy after all had tubbo by his side but fundy had no one
Leaving him like this would be just even more cruel and I would hate a fate where he will never get the reassuring that he not just needs but also DESERVES whither he restarted with everyone else or not he deserves better,
He deserves someone to finally reach out and take his hand instead of it being empty or him being the one to reach out.
If Tommy suffered because of the discs and his arrogant behavior toward dream, then what reason is it that fundy have to suffer?
The fact that he's a furry? That's just a dumb and even cruel reason to hurt him
Or is it the fact that he's wilbur little son whose spoiled? Because as far as I and anyone else who watched his stream know, he's always been a higher achiver, even though that he's been lied to betrayed and put down he didn't stop trying until he endured more then most people can.
So yeah give me that wholesome final fundy stream with a well deserved huge and assurance for our fox! 👏
The stereotypeing for making fundy lovesick/clingy in some different fictions & george a bit*h in fwt fictions.
Okay ya'll someone really REALLY needed to step up and talk about that, but since none is willing to, I'm taking the bullet
There is this thing with fans making fundy in fwt and dnf naive,clingy and lovesick, which is annoying 🙄
Before you come at me yes I know c!fundy is quite clingy to people around him (especially c!wilbur back in the days)
Now I didn't say that in the start, I'll say it now
I am NOT making an argue wither fwt or dnf better, you're free to ship whatever you like
My argument is about how you stereotype the characters, that's all so please don't come at me saying stuff like dream loves george or fwt is better
Fundy WAS the one to constantly ask dream on that date, he was the one to confess, and the most to talk/prepare about the wedding
BUT after the wedding desister he was very much the most annoyed at dream, he kept calling back stuff that annoyed him about the relationship
Now I don't know about you guys but that doesn't sound clingy,desperate or lovesick to me,
And despite his anger about what happened he didn't do or say anything bad about George in that matter, his anger about what happened was directed at and only at dream.
In fact the one who's more clingy in the fwt relationship ever since the wedding was dream,
he constantly tried to get fundy back, so how come this went by unseen?
Meanwhile, many MANY fwt shippers like to make george the evil guy,
Okay I get it, he objected to the wedding that wasn't very nice of him really, but fundy himself didn't say anything about him being evil or smth, like I said his anger was on dream alone
And george did say later on that he wanted fundy, and was pretty much jealous dream was marrying him,fast forward saying he wanted to be the one fundy marrys
Looking at George's character,
he's not a bad guy, he likes his friends, and he wants to be king because that's what dream promised him
And he sleeps, like ALOT
Fundy and George's characters are very much alike to say the least,
Both are good and nice people who have suffered and been betrayed by people they trust,
However both have some kind of grey circle, one that they do things that are considered evil while still going back to being good afterwards
Like george betraying dream after he was dethroned
And fundy helping destroy lamburge after wilbur died (and he NEVER got blamed for it, everyone pretty much thinks it's teachno fault)
Both have similar nightmares/dreams,
My point is they very much are NOT enemies, so stop making them to be in your mind because of dream.
Dream as well in that matter,cares about both
Wither he loves fundy or george is not really important here,
All in all the moral of this post is
Fundy is not a lovesick puppy
George is not an evil assh*le
End Of Story.
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