*starts beatboxing*
Whenever an ugly feeling arises in me, maybe resent, greed, insecurity, etc. I just have to laugh and think to myself, this is what being alive is and I don’t deny my capacity for ugliness, in fact I store my faith in it because that same awareness of my own ugliness is the place I go to when I am aware of my own beauty. I have all the time in the world to sort it out, that’s the thing with self trust. I don’t hide from others and I don’t hide from myself, where there is ugliness I observe it and I don’t turn away.
If you don’t mind me asking, what was your first destiel fic?
Not at all! I’m pretty sure the first destiel I ever read was Tripping by Hatteress. I’ve added the ao3 link here but I definitely originally read this on fanfiction.net over a decade ago lol. It’s a cute fic, in canon - taking place around season 4 & 5. It’s well written and I remember really enjoying it. Definitely a good entry into the fandom and also fanfic in general. I may have to give this little gem a reread. Thanks for this ask and stroll down memory lane!
Hello, 👋
I'm Abdelrahman, 22 years old. My journey has been marked by loss and resilience. When I was 18, my father passed away from COVID-19. Determined to build my own future, I pursued an education in multimedia technology, balancing my studies with work to cover my expenses. I was preparing to establish my home and life.
A few days later, I was hit by a missile in this previously destroyed house
However, the war in Gaza, especially in the north, brought devastating tragedy. My home, university, job, and family were all destroyed in the conflict. While my family moved to the south, I was in the north, facing famine and moving from place to place, trying to survive.
Our street used to be lively and full of people, but it is no longer like that.
I have witnessed countless difficult and painful scenes while escaping death multiple times. In northern Gaza, life is reduced to a cycle of fleeing from danger and searching for food amidst the rubble of destroyed homes.
Our house that sheltered my entire family
Now, my dream is to travel abroad with my mother and sister to continue my education and develop my practical skills. For the past eight months, I have been unemployed, focusing on self-improvement and hoping for a better future.
My mother: the princess whom we strive to make happy and satisfy. ❤️️
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With deepest gratitude,
Abdelrahman
hey everyone...my family has been abusing me and others, and I need help leaving immediately for my safety and covering basic needs so I don't end up homeless. Please any and everything helps so much! Thank you for being here for me and supporting me through this...
One year gone
One year of killing civilians
One year of bombing hospitals
One year of bombing schools
One year of destroying a whole city
One year of starving people to death
One year of making people leave their homes to live in tents
One year and still the world just watching us dying
One year thousands are missing under the rubble thousands arrested with unknown future
One year of thousands of children lost either one of their parents or both
Thousands lost parts of their bodies
I can’t imagine this will continue for a year
Fuck this world fuck everyone