New And Updated Corner For Me

We don't talk anymore, but sometimes I glace at you from afar. I wonder how you are doing, how you are holding up. Have you moved on better than I did?

I hope that you are doing fine, with friends and family holding you up, even though I'm not there anymore. But that's ok, because the small time we spent together, I enjoyed ever second if it.

And so, thank you, for being my friend, even though it ended much shorter than we both may have liked. But it's the memories that we mafe together is what counts.

Right?

I was so depressed that last night ace came to me in a dream, and not only did he talk to me, he also had a super nice set up next to a pretty scenery and it was filled with delicious food and he ate most of it, but he was there, made me laugh, and thats all i could ever ask for

hate feeling like shit but tumblr is like....a place where i can scream in the void and not expect anyone to respomd back

Th8s game has the audacity to tell me "it takes a year to gain a friend, but an hour to lose one"

i can’t get anything done and it’s literally slapping my ass

One of the most challenging things I’ve had to learn is that healing must be intentional. There is no one golden day that comes and saves you from all your misery. Healing is a practice. You have to decide that it’s what you want to do and actively do it. You have to make a habit out of it. Once I learned that, I only looked back to see how far I came.

when you fuck up so much, there's no taking it back

and sometimes, an apology just won't ever be enough, no matter how big you make it to be

I literally woke up from a dream that turned from a little daughter’s practice of learning how to serve ppl to a full blown out one piece theater where everyone showed up as if it was a con and it was in an open field, and there was one hancock walking with her luffy and i had happen to look and she was like “DON’T LOOK AT MY FUCKING HUSBAND YOU PEASANT” and i was like “oh ok” but my brother turned to stone looking at hancock, smh

BUT KOALA!!! WAS SO BEAURIFUL!!!! OH MY GOD!!!! And Sabo came in dressed as Lucy Sabo and they did an interaction with him and Koala w Fujitora (like a model fight you could say)

And I remembe taking pictures but a selfie with them costed 2 thousand dollars and i was like “lmao i aint thqt desperate” but i saw mum pulling put her card

“mum???? We aint got that kinda money you know that right?”

Ampnd then everyone started screaming and i was like ?????

th3 announcer was saying somwthing, and all i had to do was turn right??? And there he was, in his fame and glory, the bae, the smore, the freckled sunshine

and he walked over to me (indirectly he was getting around to something) and he smiled and i straight up fake fainted to the point the announcer announced it

“Oh, looks like we got a fainter here folks!!! Be careful!!! Fire so hot he knocks people out!!!”

anyways so i walked around and we ended uo meeting again and he was like “hmm, fate seems to think we should stick, so!!! What’s your name, buddy?”

“hgkhgkggmkhhkf”

“That’s a really big mood, man. I literally woke up from a nap and I don’t even know where I’m at yet. It’s been almost half an hour.”

And somehow, i ended up being a lead singer of the marching band and i had to sing a song i had never heard before (Destiny’s Road by LongHaven LynnHaven) and thr band knew i never heard it but i had 20 minutes to remember ut b4 i had to perform it in frONT OF THE SMORE JESUS CHRIST WHY COUKDN’T THEY LET ME BE GUITAR

i need to learn how to aplogize better. I don't mean "sorry i'm a little shit"

I mean deep from the heart, explaining what I did was wrong and hurtful to you, to them, and that it was horrible to do so

i wish i can apologize for everything i've done, because i never learned how to

lowkey kinda wanna die