nonbinary-spade

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it sucks because i really do care for this one friend but it seems all I do is make them mad at me. i want to really be cool with them and all i want for them is to be happy. I want a steady relationship but it seems too much to ask for

friends are fun

friends are fun

im....so tired.....of everything

I was so depressed that last night ace came to me in a dream, and not only did he talk to me, he also had a super nice set up next to a pretty scenery and it was filled with delicious food and he ate most of it, but he was there, made me laugh, and thats all i could ever ask for

it's been some time, huh??

I hate feeling so numb

hate feeling like shit but tumblr is like....a place where i can scream in the void and not expect anyone to respomd back

sad boy hours

new and updated corner for me

We don't talk anymore, but sometimes I glace at you from afar. I wonder how you are doing, how you are holding up. Have you moved on better than I did?

I hope that you are doing fine, with friends and family holding you up, even though I'm not there anymore. But that's ok, because the small time we spent together, I enjoyed ever second if it.

And so, thank you, for being my friend, even though it ended much shorter than we both may have liked. But it's the memories that we mafe together is what counts.

Right?

day to myself before the rain comes in again. it's breezy outside, hinting that the storm is coming through soon.

I'm partway through the second book of Game of Thrones!!!

Th8s game has the audacity to tell me "it takes a year to gain a friend, but an hour to lose one"

thank your for showing me kindness when i never deserved it

i need to learn how to aplogize better. I don't mean "sorry i'm a little shit"

I mean deep from the heart, explaining what I did was wrong and hurtful to you, to them, and that it was horrible to do so

i wish i can apologize for everything i've done, because i never learned how to

i've learned that the actions you take can be harmless to you, but harmful to others

i've learned that some mistakes you make, you can't, and won't, be able to fix

i've learned that the friends you have now, won't always be there later

and i've learned, that the actions i've taken, will always hurt someone, no matter how small

Today (March 31) is International Transgender Day of Visibility, and I’m sending love to all trans folks today, and always.

some of you have to learn what a real apology is

‪Honest, raw, real communication changes everything. Get it out. Unburden yourself. Say what you feel.‬

therapy needed? check

dumbass thot in your veins? check

idiot brain installed at 98%? check

lowkey kinda wanna die

sometimes, being mute is so much better than being deaf

If you do move to alaska, there will be absolutely nothing there for you. just utter darkness, and danger all around. but at least you won't be hurting anyone anymore because your dumbasss doesn't know how to be a good person

god you really are a true fuck up!!!!!

when you fuck up so much, there's no taking it back

and sometimes, an apology just won't ever be enough, no matter how big you make it to be

family isn't always everything. The family that you were born into aren't going to be there, and they don't care about you, only what's good for them in their point of view

i hate hurting ppl unintentionally

Inst @stampsandstamps

I might be a dumbass but at least im ace