Life is too short. that's itđ "My past unshapely natural stage was the best... With just one flower flaming through my breast..."
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can we make it better? âcause Iâm losing hope James Bay - Us
Hey, what do you think about Medea? I know people portray her as a cruel witch but I think she never had someone besides her than her aunt; Circe. She really deserved to be happy, right?
This is the story of the wicked villainâs daughter who whispers in the heroâs ear and teaches him how to overcome every trial. Through her magic she transmutes the most insurmountable labor into triviality, she foils the villainâs pursuit so that her father cannot catch them in their flight.
(she chops her brother into pieces and casts the pieces to the sea, so that her fatherâs fleet must be hindered dredging up every bloody portion so that their king might bury his son)
She is wise, and she is good, and she is wonderful, filled with wonders, and the story never thinks to ask:
Why, with all her knowledge and her power, in all the years before the hero came, did she do nothing to curb her fatherâs wickedness?
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When Medea excoriates Jason for his betrayal, he snaps back in retort:
âYou exaggerate your favors,â he sneers. âShould I thank you? Did you act purposefully? Or was it not the shafts of Eros, as Aphrodite willed, that compelled you to save my life?â Â
---
Medea loves her children dearly, and she kills them, and in that she is beyond compulsion.
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We might ask instead what purpose Jason served in the story, if Medea and the Argonauts accomplished all his feats for him. Did Jason on his own slaughter the six-armed Gegenees? Did he know how to withstand the fiery breath of the Kolkhis Bulls? Did he know the dangers of sowing the dragonâs teeth, how to lull the sleepless dragon into sleep?
Could he have outplayed the sirens, killed the bronze man Talos on his own initiative?
What was the point of him, then?
(the answer is: it was his story)
---
When Medea returns to her home of Colchis many years later, after all the unpleasantness with Jason is well and done, she discovers her tyrannical father has been overthrown by his brother Perses, the new king.
Unfortunately for her, this is no happy ending. Perses hopes to purge her fatherâs bloodline and eliminate all other claimants to the throne.
So, she kills him.
(she is good at that, killing family)
It was said that when the Golden Fleece was removed from Colchis, so too would the king be removed from his throne. Medea returns, years later, and kills her uncle and restores her father to the throne, and the old wrong is finally set right.
.
The dead are all still dead, of course.
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After Medea kills her brother, the gods demand she must be cleansed.
The Argo sails through storm and hellish steam and darkness, and finally docks at Circeâs island. Circe slits the throat of a piglet, stains their hands with its blood. The hearth fires blaze bright, and many cakes are brought out to be burnt as offerings to Zeus.
âThere,â Circe says afterwards. âAll done.â
Medea sits next to her on the polished chairs, looking at the thin dark line of pigâs blood still beneath her fingernails. âI donât know that I can ever be cleansed of this.â
Her aunt smirks. âToo bad,â she says. âCeremonyâs over. You are.â
âI just -â she says, and looks towards the Argo where Jason is waiting, and feels her throat close up with emotion. âI feel like Iâm going insane. I donât know what Iâve done. I feel like I would do anything for him.âÂ
âThe only morality in the world is love,â Circe says. âEverything else is mere ambition. Falling headlong into someone elseâs story, and selfishly living out your own.â
âI helped kill him,â Medea says. âI killed my brother.â
âHe was hunting you down. They would have killed you both, if they caught you.â Circe looks meditatively into the fire. âThe gods have done worse, for worse reasons. Zeus, the Cleanser of Sins, once tried to devour his own daughter.â
They are silent for a time. The fire crackles cozily, and the burnt fragrance of cake hangs in the air. âI donât deserve any of this,â Medea says.
âAh, thatâs the cruelty of it.â Circe sighs. âYou are part mortal and part divine, a truth unto yourself, consequence unmoored from judgement.â She lays a hand over Medeaâs. âYou donât deserve a damn thing.â
---
When Medea kills her children, she weeps.
(but she has wept before, and gone on to do more wickedness, and so tears are neither salve nor salvation)
After her children are dead, Helios sends down a golden chariot from the heavens to carry her away, to carry away with her the bodies of her children, so that she might bury them with her own two hands in Heraâs sacred grove, safe from any further indignity or harm.
(as a sign from the gods, this might be taken as approval)
---
This is how Medeaâs story goes: Time passes and wounds slowly heal. She falls in love again, and has another child. She falls into old habits and once again tries to kill her loverâs son, but this time is unsuccessful. She is forced to flee, and at last returns to her fatherâs kingdom. She kills her uncle. More kinblood is shed.
Her son Medus grows up to take the throne, and he is so renowned in conquest that the Aryans rename themselves the Medes, in his and his motherâs name.
He is her darling son. She loves him dearly. Â
.
This is a happy ending, perhaps.
Nothing is quite as beautiful as someone who has survived losing everything and still has a tender heart.
â Unknown
The sensitive suffer more; but they love more, and dream more.
â Augusto Cury
You can't go back and change the beginning but you can start where you are and change the ending.
â C.S. Lewis
Gods help me i'm cryingđ
Remember those walls I built, well baby theyâre tumbling down. And they didnât even put up a fight, they didnât even make a sound
Reyna thinking about how sheâs been able to let Jason, and how easy it felt in comparison to others
I found a way to let you win, But I never really had a doubt, Standing in the light of your halo, I got my angel now
Honestly, Reynaâs had it tough. She had to kill her own father, OKAY. It probably feels like Jason is thisâŚstandard of perfection. She probably thought so at one point, then she gets to know him and his flaws and insecurities. Jason still being Reynaâs light REALLY makes me happy
Every rule I had you breaking, Itâs the risk that Iâm taking, I ainât never gonna shut you out
YALL!!! Reyna letting herself fall for Jason despite EVERYTHING. This hurts even more when you think about how he forgets about her in HoO. Like, she broke all her rules for himâŚand YET
Everywhere Iâm looking now, Iâm surrounded by your embrace, Baby, I can see your halo, You know youâre my saving grace
Do I even need to explain the pun?
Youâre everything I need and more, Itâs written all over your face, Baby I can feel your halo, Pray it wonât fade away
Jason is (or should be written as) this idealistic kid who just wants to do good for New Rome. Middle School!Reyna just looks at this kid who still has his rose-colored glasses on and shakes her head. Reyna wanting Jason not to lose that tho, is just *chefâs kiss*
"I don't define myself by the boys who may or may not like me."
-Reyna Avila Ramirez Arellano-
Who among us doesnât covertly read tabloid headlines when we pass them by? But if youâre really looking for a dramatic story, you might want to redirect your attention from Hollywoodâs stars to the real thing. From birth to death, these burning spheres of gas experience some of the most extreme conditions our cosmos has to offer.
All stars are born in clouds of dust and gas like the Pillars of Creation in the Eagle Nebula pictured below. In these stellar nurseries, clumps of gas form, pulling in more and more mass as time passes. As they grow, these clumps start to spin and heat up. Once they get heavy and hot enough (like, 27 million degrees Fahrenheit or 15 million degrees Celsius), nuclear fusion starts in their cores. This process occurs when protons, the nuclei of hydrogen atoms, squish together to form helium nuclei. This releases a lot of energy, which heats the star and pushes against the force of its gravity. A star is born.
Credit: NASA, ESA and the Hubble Heritage Team (STScI/AURA)
From then on, starsâ life cycles depend on how much mass they have. Scientists typically divide them into two broad categories: low-mass and high-mass stars. (Technically, thereâs an intermediate-mass category, but weâll stick with these two to keep it straightforward!)
A low-mass star has a mass eight times the Sunâs or less and can burn steadily for billions of years. As it reaches the end of its life, its core runs out of hydrogen to convert into helium. Because the energy produced by fusion is the only force fighting gravityâs tendency to pull matter together, the core starts to collapse. But squeezing the core also increases its temperature and pressure, so much so that its helium starts to fuse into carbon, which also releases energy. The core rebounds a little, but the starâs atmosphere expands a lot, eventually turning into a red giant star and destroying any nearby planets. (Donât worry, though, this is several billion years away for our Sun!)
Red giants become unstable and begin pulsating, periodically inflating and ejecting some of their atmospheres. Eventually, all of the starâs outer layers blow away, creating an expanding cloud of dust and gas misleadingly called a planetary nebula. (There are no planets involved.)
Credit: NASA, ESA, and the Hubble Heritage Team (STScI/AURA)
All thatâs left of the star is its core, now called a white dwarf, a roughly Earth-sized stellar cinder that gradually cools over billions of years. If you could scoop up a teaspoon of its material, it would weigh more than a pickup truck. (Scientists recently found a potential planet closely orbiting a white dwarf. It somehow managed to survive the starâs chaotic, destructive history!)
A high-mass star has a mass eight times the Sunâs or more and may only live for millions of years. (Rigel, a blue supergiant in the constellation Orion, pictured below, is 18 times the Sunâs mass.)
Credit: Rogelio Bernal Andreo
A high-mass star starts out doing the same things as a low-mass star, but it doesnât stop at fusing helium into carbon. When the core runs out of helium, it shrinks, heats up, and starts converting its carbon into neon, which releases energy. Later, the core fuses the neon it produced into oxygen. Then, as the neon runs out, the core converts oxygen into silicon. Finally, this silicon fuses into iron. These processes produce energy that keeps the core from collapsing, but each new fuel buys it less and less time. By the point silicon fuses into iron, the star runs out of fuel in a matter of days. The next step would be fusing iron into some heavier element, but doing requires energy instead of releasing it. Â
The starâs iron core collapses until forces between the nuclei push the brakes, and then it rebounds back to its original size. This change creates a shock wave that travels through the starâs outer layers. The result is a huge explosion called a supernova.
Whatâs left behind depends on the starâs initial mass. Remember, a high-mass star is anything with a mass more than eight times the Sunâs â which is a huge range! A star on the lower end of this spectrum leaves behind a city-size, superdense neutron star. (Some of these weird objects can spin faster than blender blades and have powerful magnetic fields. A teaspoon of their material would weigh as much as a mountain.)
At even higher masses, the starâs core turns into a black hole, one of the most bizarre cosmic objects out there. Black holes have such strong gravity that light canât escape them. If you tried to get a teaspoon of material to weigh, you wouldnât get it back once it crossed the event horizon â unless it could travel faster than the speed of light, and we donât know of anything that can! (Weâre a long way from visiting a black hole, but if you ever find yourself near one, there are some important safety considerations you should keep in mind.)
The explosion also leaves behind a cloud of debris called a supernova remnant. These and planetary nebulae from low-mass stars are the sources of many of the elements we find on Earth. Their dust and gas will one day become a part of other stars, starting the whole process over again.
Thatâs a very brief summary of the lives, times, and deaths of stars. (Remember, thereâs that whole intermediate-mass category we glossed over!) To keep up with the most recent stellar news, follow NASA Universe on Twitter and Facebook.
Make sure to follow us on Tumblr for your regular dose of space: http://nasa.tumblr.com.
Well, I guess sometimes it's better to leave those places hidden away from us.
Writing Jeyna is like:
The coffee! The coffee orders! Coffee shop! The coffee!
Jellybeans. The in depth analysis of jelly bean colors and how it ties into their relationship
Hands! It's all about the hands
Paperwork. The metaphor of paperwork as in how Reyna always tries to keep ahead of schedule and do it properly whereas Jason procastinates and does it the night before.
Reyna's braids. Jason loving her hair. Enough said.
EYES! EMOTION! EYES!
Streets of New Rome. Stories on each street.
War Games. How rivalry turns to an uncertain friendship.
Senate meetings and defending each other in small ways
The little gestures. Fingers touching, leg shoving, a hand on the back, shoulders clashing. It's the small things!!!
Their friends. In depth headcanons for Gwen, Dakota, Bobby, Felix etc even though theres likeaybe 5 lines about them in canon.
AUs! High school AUs, where Reyna is usually School President ; medieval AUs; mortal AUs (Reyna's usually a lawyer)
Songs! Taylor Swift is a staple for Jeyna fanfics.
Nightmares. Sucks but it's for the â¨angstâ¨
Forehead and cheek kisses!
Ok this is usually me but I do think other jeyna writers do the same. @xstarsarewrong true or nah?
"Those who teach us the most about humanity aren't always humans..."
For real???
âEver tried. Ever failed. No matter. Try again. Fail better.â
â Anonymous
âSimilarly problematic is baseline resetting. With chronic sleep restriction over months or years, an individual will actually acclimate to their impaired performance, lower alertness, and reduced energy levels. That low-level exhaustion becomes their accepted norm, or baseline. Individuals fail to recognize how their perennial state of sleep deficiency has come to compromise their mental aptitude and physical vitality, including the slow accumulation of ill health.â
â Matthew Walker, Why We Sleep: Unlocking the Power of Sleep and Dreams
I like to laugh with myself, since I've no one besides me now. But that's alright, I still have me.
Yes please.
And I'm proud of me:)
What can people say? We are always waiting for things to happen, and boom-nothing really happens at all!
The most powerful thing you can do right now is to be patient while things are unfolding for you.
"I never knew I could feel so much pain, and yet be so in love with the person causing it..."
I scratch this today at my class because I was so bored. I put some effects on it to make it...look good. BTW hats off to @xstarsarewrong for the fic...I almost cried in front of my class after reading itđ¤Śââď¸
I scratch this today at my class because I was so bored. I put some effects on it to make it...look good. BTW hats off to @xstarsarewrong for the fic...I almost cried in front of my class after reading itđ¤Śââď¸
The Earth is flat, but the curvature of spacetime is so extreme as to make it appear rounded. This accounts for many of those niggling little issues that pop up when considering a Flat Earth, such as why ships seem to disappear below the horizon, or why you can see further from up high.
The repercussions of Curved Space are not to be underestimated. Consider: perhaps no stars exist other than the sun, and what we perceive to be stars are in fact the sunâs light traveling out in all directions along the curvature of the universe (which, if it is not uniform, allows for some rays of light to travel further, many hundreds of thousands of light years further than others), finally curving back to reach us again at different intervals as multiple images of the same star at various points in its life.
(Red giants and supernovae are where the light had to travel for so long that itâs older now. Binary stars are two different images of the sun superimposed where space curves in on itself. You canât catch me napping! Iâve thought this all out!)
This theory was first conceived in inquiry to why a Flat Earth still appears to cast a rounded shadow across the moon. In fact, what we call the moon is really multiple different celestial objects, one resembling the full moon, one the crescent moon, one the gibbous, and so on. These various bodies orbit the Earth like comets, in long elliptical paths that coincide such that only one of them is near enough to be visible from Earth at any given time.
Uncommon lunar events, such as the blood moon, supermoon, etc., are unique celestial bodies of their own, and it is the Great Work of moonwatchers to compile a comprehensive accounting of all the different moon-like objects that have ever appeared in the sky. While Many Moon believers generally accept the validity the moon landings, they also believe that human beings have only ever successfully landed on moons # 2, 4, and 5.
According to the Theory of Relativity all motion is relative, and so it makes just as much sense to model the Earth as a stationary object with the sun and moon revolving around it, and all the other planets in their epicycles around the sun.
Why not? You think our current model of the solar system is valid? Pfft! I bet you still think Mercator maps are what the world really looks like. The sun isnât even stationary, itâs moving through the universe, and so to keep with your outdated heliocentric model weâd have to imagine all the other planets spiraling after it in helices - howâs a geocentric model any more complicated than that?
It would be more intuitive! Weâre the observers here on Earth, weâre stationary, from our perspective the sun and moon move across the sky. Câmon! Ptolemy had it right. Instead of a solar system, we should all be taught about our geo system! Itâs all perfectly reasonable, right?
Okay, I guess technically, yes, there is a conspiracy. It does say on the website that the current solar system model is being propagated by a âcabal of postmodernist astronomersâ looking to deliberately âdevalue the significance of humanity in the cosmosâ. But itâs true! They are! Just look at how much sense the geocentric model makes, and weâre yet still stuck revolving around the sun? Open your eyes! What explanation is there other than that?
Theories as to what happened to the original sun:
still there, light drowned out by impostor
chemicals in food / water led to buildup in retinal cells that filter out natural sunlight
glitch in simulation
Earth drifted slowly out of orbit, replacement was deployed
hidden from us behind the moon in perpetual eclipse
needs further blood sacrifices to be restored in strength
replaced âsometime during the nightâ
The Earth is held in the gravitational orbit of the sun. Gravity is accelerationâthis is basic physics. Let something drop and itâll keep going faster until it hits the ground or hits terminal velocity. Air resistance. There is no air resistance in space. The Earth is, has been, in constant acceleration. Freefall. Itâs going faster now than itâs ever been before.Â
You feel it, donât you? In the pit of your stomach? Earth is going faster. Itâs fucking up the atmosphere, the climate. Weâre going so fast that we must be blazing like a meteor now. No, you canât tell how long a year is anymore. You canât trust the seasons. Seasons are based on axial tilt, not orbit. Weâre askew. The calendar is lying to us. You canât count the days. The days are getting longer - seriously. Moonâs leaching momentum from the Earthâs rotation. You can look this up, scientists will tell you. A billion years ago, days used to go by fast.
The Earth is going faster, but no one is admitting it. Weâre still going by the calendar while Earth is plummeting perpetually off the edge in freefall. How many years have we lived through since January, how many circles âround the sun? Earthâs accelerating, and thereâs nothing that can stop it. You can feel it, canât you? This is the fastest itâs ever been.
The Nutcracker and the Four Realms (2018)
A true queen does whatâs best for her people. And you were right, Sugar Plum⌠I am every inch my motherâs daughter.
I mean, if I was a demigod and a hot bad boy with a scar on his face making him look all tough and offering vengeance on my shit parents asked me to join the dark side, I wouldve tweeted myself over to the Princess Andromeda. Just saying
Everyone else to me:
I'm aware
david shrigley
Hey, what do you think about Medea? I know people portray her as a cruel witch but I think she never had someone besides her than her aunt; Circe. She really deserved to be happy, right?
This is the story of the wicked villainâs daughter who whispers in the heroâs ear and teaches him how to overcome every trial. Through her magic she transmutes the most insurmountable labor into triviality, she foils the villainâs pursuit so that her father cannot catch them in their flight.
(she chops her brother into pieces and casts the pieces to the sea, so that her fatherâs fleet must be hindered dredging up every bloody portion so that their king might bury his son)
She is wise, and she is good, and she is wonderful, filled with wonders, and the story never thinks to ask:
Why, with all her knowledge and her power, in all the years before the hero came, did she do nothing to curb her fatherâs wickedness?
---
When Medea excoriates Jason for his betrayal, he snaps back in retort:
âYou exaggerate your favors,â he sneers. âShould I thank you? Did you act purposefully? Or was it not the shafts of Eros, as Aphrodite willed, that compelled you to save my life?â Â
---
Medea loves her children dearly, and she kills them, and in that she is beyond compulsion.
---
We might ask instead what purpose Jason served in the story, if Medea and the Argonauts accomplished all his feats for him. Did Jason on his own slaughter the six-armed Gegenees? Did he know how to withstand the fiery breath of the Kolkhis Bulls? Did he know the dangers of sowing the dragonâs teeth, how to lull the sleepless dragon into sleep?
Could he have outplayed the sirens, killed the bronze man Talos on his own initiative?
What was the point of him, then?
(the answer is: it was his story)
---
When Medea returns to her home of Colchis many years later, after all the unpleasantness with Jason is well and done, she discovers her tyrannical father has been overthrown by his brother Perses, the new king.
Unfortunately for her, this is no happy ending. Perses hopes to purge her fatherâs bloodline and eliminate all other claimants to the throne.
So, she kills him.
(she is good at that, killing family)
It was said that when the Golden Fleece was removed from Colchis, so too would the king be removed from his throne. Medea returns, years later, and kills her uncle and restores her father to the throne, and the old wrong is finally set right.
.
The dead are all still dead, of course.
---
After Medea kills her brother, the gods demand she must be cleansed.
The Argo sails through storm and hellish steam and darkness, and finally docks at Circeâs island. Circe slits the throat of a piglet, stains their hands with its blood. The hearth fires blaze bright, and many cakes are brought out to be burnt as offerings to Zeus.
âThere,â Circe says afterwards. âAll done.â
Medea sits next to her on the polished chairs, looking at the thin dark line of pigâs blood still beneath her fingernails. âI donât know that I can ever be cleansed of this.â
Her aunt smirks. âToo bad,â she says. âCeremonyâs over. You are.â
âI just -â she says, and looks towards the Argo where Jason is waiting, and feels her throat close up with emotion. âI feel like Iâm going insane. I donât know what Iâve done. I feel like I would do anything for him.âÂ
âThe only morality in the world is love,â Circe says. âEverything else is mere ambition. Falling headlong into someone elseâs story, and selfishly living out your own.â
âI helped kill him,â Medea says. âI killed my brother.â
âHe was hunting you down. They would have killed you both, if they caught you.â Circe looks meditatively into the fire. âThe gods have done worse, for worse reasons. Zeus, the Cleanser of Sins, once tried to devour his own daughter.â
They are silent for a time. The fire crackles cozily, and the burnt fragrance of cake hangs in the air. âI donât deserve any of this,â Medea says.
âAh, thatâs the cruelty of it.â Circe sighs. âYou are part mortal and part divine, a truth unto yourself, consequence unmoored from judgement.â She lays a hand over Medeaâs. âYou donât deserve a damn thing.â
---
When Medea kills her children, she weeps.
(but she has wept before, and gone on to do more wickedness, and so tears are neither salve nor salvation)
After her children are dead, Helios sends down a golden chariot from the heavens to carry her away, to carry away with her the bodies of her children, so that she might bury them with her own two hands in Heraâs sacred grove, safe from any further indignity or harm.
(as a sign from the gods, this might be taken as approval)
---
This is how Medeaâs story goes: Time passes and wounds slowly heal. She falls in love again, and has another child. She falls into old habits and once again tries to kill her loverâs son, but this time is unsuccessful. She is forced to flee, and at last returns to her fatherâs kingdom. She kills her uncle. More kinblood is shed.
Her son Medus grows up to take the throne, and he is so renowned in conquest that the Aryans rename themselves the Medes, in his and his motherâs name.
He is her darling son. She loves him dearly. Â
.
This is a happy ending, perhaps.
seefromthesky
Social Distancing
Raa Atoll, Maldives by Muhammad Saushan
There you go girl... life is a fucking shit without its hopes.
Pandora opened the boxâ
inside the box there was a great wickedness. inside the box there was an apple. inside the box there was the knowledge of good and evil. inside the box there was a mirror. inside the box there was the contents of her own heart, given form and volition. inside the box there was a darkness that was dispelled the moment it was opened, leaving her only with an open box and all the world around her and an amorphous sense of dread.
inside the box there was another box. inside the box there was the box itself, unopened. inside the box there was a replica of the world and all its ills, made miniature. inside the box there was an infinite series of progressively smaller boxes, so that her labor might never be complete, nay, not til the end of mankind.
inside the box there was a secret. inside the box there was the bloody remains of all the women who had dared to open the box before her. inside the box there was a great treasure, a revelation that could outweigh all the splendor of the idyllic world around her. inside the box was whatever evil her Creator had placed inside of it to begin with. inside the box was the innermost portion of the soul that must first be known in order to be loved, were she to love Him in His entirety. inside the box was her inheritance. inside the box was evidence of a crime.
inside the box there was a promise. inside the box there was nothing at all, nothing but a moral lesson. inside the box there was a tiny image of Pandora herself, her head bent over a box as if seen from a great height, and when Pandora looked up it was then for the first time she saw the four walls surrounding her.
Inside the box there was a perfect world, just waiting to begin.
Greek mythology from A to Z:
[P] - Pandora (ΠινδĎĎÎą), the first woman, was created by Zeus to neutralize the blessing of fire, which had been stolen by Prometheus from Olympus.
In Hesiodâs Works and Days, Pandora had a jar containing all manner of misery and evil. Zeus sent her to Epimetheus, who forgot the warning of his brother Prometheus and made Pandora his wife. She afterward opened the jar, from which the evils flew out over the earth. Hope alone remained inside, the lid having been shut down before she could escape.