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stressed out beansprout

24, Female, I'm just a stressed out beansprout who likes to write sometimes

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REBLOG IF YOU'RE STILL INTO DRAGON AGE

Please. I need to know I’m not alone.

Big fat mood

ok universe, i’m ready to feel good things. make me feel good things.

them: money can’t buy happiness!

me:

Them: Money Can’t Buy Happiness!

i hope that one day i will finally be ok….i’ll make a cherry pie when it is all over

Treat yourself as if you love yourself, even if you don’t

Drink more water and tea.

Treat yourself to a face mask or skin care regimen.

Do yoga or go for a walk.

Play with your pets more often.

Sit in the sun for as long as you can stand it.

Do things you enjoy and don’t care about how others judge your interests.

Keep around the honest, genuine people who love and appreciate you. Listen to their kind words and take them seriously.

Get rid of any negative people in your life; those who judge you, discourage you, or mock you.

Set alarms to take your meds so you don’t forget.

Don’t be afraid to ask for help.

And most importantly, don’t be too hard on yourself. We all struggle, we just have a tough time admitting it to others. Be kind and gentle with your progress, and don’t compare yourself to others. They are on their own journey, at their own speed, and so are you.

Remake Of This Thing I Did (x)
Remake Of This Thing I Did (x)
Remake Of This Thing I Did (x)
Remake Of This Thing I Did (x)
Remake Of This Thing I Did (x)
Remake Of This Thing I Did (x)

remake of this thing i did (x)

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How I Draw Eyes
How I Draw Eyes
How I Draw Eyes

How I draw eyes

This is the thing I get asked about the most so here’s an honest try.

*Looks at menu closely for 10 minutes*

“yeah i’ll order the exact same thing i order every single time i come here”

Dark Quotes & Prompts

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Anonymous said: Hi, thank you for all you do! I was wondering if you would have some dark quotes? I feel like there’s only light, airy ones floating around

Some of these are very negative and, well, dark, so if you’re not one for this sort of thing, please proceed warily.

Love

“She’s a saint with the lips of a sinner. She’s an angel with a devilish kiss.”

“If you don’t fight for what you love, you cry for what you lose.”

“I love you, as certain dark things are to be loved. In secret, between the shadow and the soul.” - Pablo Naruda

“Light is easy to love. Show me your darkness.” - R.Queen

“Hell sent us the most evil disease, and we humans called it “love” “- Conny Cernik

“You know that place between asleep and awake; that place where you can still remember dreaming? That’s where I will always love you. That’s where I will be waiting.” - Peter Pan

“But my dreams aren’t as empty as my conscience seems, to be. I have hours; only lonely. My love is vengeance that’s never free.”

“They told me not to play with fire, and I should’ve listened because I got burned by your soul and you left me in the ashes.”

“Until we’ve seen someone’s darkness we don’t really know who they are. Until we’ve forgiven someone’s darkness, we don’t really know what love is.” - Marianne Williamson

“We’re all searching for someone who’s demons play well with ours.”

“He saw the darkness in her beauty. She saw the beauty in his darkness.”

“I don’t really get why everything has to end. Nothing can be perfect but instead of quitting, People should try to fix their problems instead of leaving. Love is a really wonderful feeling but most people don’t know the real meaning.”

“He looked at me as if I were the only star in her darkest night and he kissed me as if I were the air that filled her lungs.”

“Someone I loved once gave me a box full of darkness. It took me years to understand that this too, was a gift.” - Mary Oliver

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Dragon Drawing Prompts!

Dragons!! Here’s a whole bunch of dragon drawing prompts for you! Have followers send them in, do a few at random, or make a challenge out of them! You can even write stories based off of them! Just have fun using these to fight your creativity block!

Swamp Dragons

A big, crocodile-like dragon hiding under the water and snatching down prey that gets too close

A dragon that burps up swamp gas to deter humans from its home

A dragon that eats even the biggest of snakes in a swamp

A dragon whose horns resemble the swamp’s plants

Cave Dragons

A cave dragon colony that lives like ants in an old mine, preventing miners from taking any more minerals

A cave dragon napping with some bats during the day time

A big dragon that lives deep in a cave, with tons of raw precious metals in its hoard

Forest Dragons

Forest dragons burrowing and making tunnels that intertwine between the roots of old trees

Small forest dragons climbing trees like squirrels and jumping from treetop to treetop

Rainforest dragons with vivid colorations, hiding perfectly in their tropical habitat

Rainforest dragons with huge, butterfly like wings

Tiny dragons living in the hollows of trees, hoarding anything shiny, even some shiny acorns

Arctic/Antarctic Dragons

A thick-furred dragon roaring at people because it isn’t familiar with them being near its habitat

A dragon that cannot fly, but instead swims, just like a penguin

A dragon that swims under the ice and then crashes through the ice to make prey fall into the crack

Mountain Dragons

Dragons living in hot springs beside a volcano, incubating their eggs in the warm water

Mountain climbers reaching the top of a mountain and being scared away by a dragon

A dragon dozing off outside and waking up covered in mountain top snow

Field Dragons

A large-winged dragon gliding above a field and casting a huge shadow

A deer-like dragon running past humans so quickly that their hats fly off

A small, hawk-like dragon dive-bombing prey

Underwater Dragons

A dragon living in an underwater cavern with an air pocket

A dragon living in a kelp forest, blending in with the kelp

Dragons that travel in pods and resemble orca whales

A dragon that flings itself out of the water and glides above it, like a flying fish

Desert Dragons

Dragons stealing treasure from long-buried monuments in the sand

A dragon breathing fire so hot it creates chunks of glass, which the dragon makes its nest out of

A dragon accidentally stepping on a cactus, and other dragons try to pry the cactus out of the other’s foot

Dragons so heavy and callous that even when a huge sandstorm passes, they are unaffected

Urban Dragons

Dragons living in old subway tunnels and collecting loose change they find on the ground

Dragons living in the sewer systems of big cities, only seen by those needing to clean the sewers out

A small dragon living near a plaza, swiping jewelry right off of unsuspecting pedestrians

A dragon living near a power plant and being curious about the people working there

Neighborhood dragons that are very used to being around people and will even let some people pet them

just trying to do my bestpacito here

Theres people out there currently meeting Tom Holland, Sebastian Stan, Anthony Mackie and Tom Hiddleston all at once.

And then there’s me sat over the other side of the Atlantic in my pyjamas…

Theres People Out There Currently Meeting Tom Holland, Sebastian Stan, Anthony Mackie And Tom Hiddleston

Does anyone else ever see someone who they used to be friends with and think, "what happened to you?". I'm seeing one of my friends going down a rabbit hole of things she shouldn't be and I'm concerned. But we're not close enough for me to say "maybe you should stop." I just don't want to see her get washed up and become another statistic.

things i’m emotionally attached to

the one pair of jeans that fit perfectly

a specific pencil or pen

that really comfy sweater

super comfy underwear that makes your butt look good

drinking out of one specific mug

NET NEUTRALITY IS NOT. DEAD. YET.

it’s dying, but it’s NOT. DEAD. YET.

we can still save this old horse.

now here’s whatcha gotta do.

go to battleforthenet.com and call your house reps; a house vote on the cra is soon to come!!!

PETITIONS WON’T HELP, BY THE WAY. THEY’RE USELESS AND WON’T GET THE GRAVY TRAIN MOVIN’.

now GO!!!

Heck, this one minute long video took me just over a month to fully complete. Everything you see in this video was made from scratch in After Effects. No screenshots, no cheating; all made from masking and shape layers. Wow. I am so proud of the final result! 

@therealjacksepticeye I know you may never see this, but I have never felt so motivated to finish such a large project. Thank you for being such a beacon of positivity to me and to your entire community.

Also…bet ya all didn’t see that plot twist coming. ;p

Short PMV thingy based off of “Who Killed Markiplier”. Didn’t do as much as I do wanted, but still pretty ok with it :’)

Song: Hello Neighbor Song (Get Out) - DAGames Characters: Markiplier

RedBubble: https://www.redbubble.com/people/phoebeleigh?asc=u

Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/phoebeleigh

Phantom: He was bound to love you, when he heard you sing.

Raoul: Newsflash asshole! I've been in love with her the entire goddamn time!

Guess it’s just me and my crystals in this bitch of an earth.

He Had To Freshen Up For His Man (x)
He Had To Freshen Up For His Man (x)
He Had To Freshen Up For His Man (x)
He Had To Freshen Up For His Man (x)

he had to freshen up for his man (x)

The beginning of Infinity War :

The Beginning Of Infinity War :

First few minutes :

The Beginning Of Infinity War :

Thinking it can’t get worse :

The Beginning Of Infinity War :

Don’t accepting the end of the movie :

The Beginning Of Infinity War :

Don't mind me while I drown in my tears...

the russos said that That scene between peter and tony was an improv by tom and then you remember that the hug scene in hoco was ALSO improvised by tom and then you realize that your emotional well-being and over-all mental health is compromised because tom holland couldn’t stop sneaking hugs with robert downey jr. 

I'm starting to notice that there's a weird distance between my friends and I. I just can't tell of I'm the one causing it, or them. But I know if I ask about it then I'll be ridiculed for it. We used to do so much and talk about everything and now... nothing.


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Hello, my name is Beautiful

I've decided that I am pretty. No matter what the weight scales say or what I try to tell myself: I am pretty.

I am Beautiful.


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I'm not exactly sure how I'm supposed to balance life? Like I have a job, and friends who I like to hang out with, and classes that I need to study for, a boyfriend, and my family to spend the rest of my time wth. I don't have enough time to dream or write about the things I love.

But I guess that's life.

Reblog if you're not homophobic.

Every URL will be written in my notebook.

Hey, I just wanted to say,

Human lives are worth more than bullets.


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February 12, 2019

I feel like I'm trapped. It's a big circle and it won't change. I start to get happy and feel confident, and then it comes tumbling down and I'm depressed and I hate myself. But I guess that's life. I'm so stressed out because of the constant balancing trick I have to do between school, work, spending time with my friends, and my being with my family.

So, as an experiment, I am going to try and make my tumblr a diary of sorts. A place where I can vent and let my troubles go, and not feel guilty about unloading all of my feelings on my friend and mom(also to avoid telling other people about my problems and to have them not care.) I don't care if any one reads these, and I promise to try and post other things than just posts about my life.

Well, I have to go study and not get a full 4 hours of sleep.

Sincerely,

I'm really tired and stressed out

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