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Did you think I was kidding about dantrap.

I think it’s got incredible comedic and angst potential if Trapper’s marriage falls apart and all he can think is that he needs to get away. The war isn’t over yet, and no, he and Hawk never wrote, but Trap imagines that Hawkeye should have his rotation points by now (he does not know they increased them), so surely he’s home. He drives straight to Maine…and he is not there. But Daniel tells him that it’s gonna get dark soon and he’d rather Trap stay the evening rather than driving in the dark, if he’d be so kind as to keep a lonely old doctor company? And then he might as well stay the weekend because there’s a big fair the next town over and traffic’s gonna be hell. And then he just. Never goes home.

I am thinking about things like how Daniel and Trapper start his time there sitting far apart at the dining table and one on the couch and one in a lounge chair in the living room. And how slowly they begin getting closer in multiple ways. Soon they’re perpendicular at meals, not flinching if their shoes or legs brush each other’s under the table. They end up on the couch together because Trapper wants Daniel’s opinion on a recent medical journal and that’s the fastest way for them to read the article and see any visuals while holding a fervent conversation.

It’s actually. Nice. For Trap to not be instantly seeing someone as a potential sexual partner from the beginning. He’d almost forgotten what that felt like. That’s why it’s so incredibly inconvenient when they lock eyes for a long moment several weeks into his stay and he feels the telltale hunger swelling up in his chest. Daniel’s brilliant. He’s clever. Funny. Compassionate in a way that Trapper hasn’t seen in older doctors for a while—so many of them lose their heart over the course of their careers, so tired and frustrated and forgetting to see their patients as humans. It’s really unfortunate that Trapper began to fall for him before he ever realized how sexually attracted to him he is. It’s harder to cut off. It’s been so long. He was so fucking lonely before getting here.

Imagining a night when they’ve stayed up too late talking about everything and nothing. They’re sitting so their thighs are pressed flush together. Daniel keeps avoiding Trapper’s gaze, but Trap will catch him looking anyway from the corner of his eye. So Trapper does something stupid like he always does. He lightly rests his hand on his thigh. Leans in.

“Trapper,” Daniel warns but without much force behind it.

Trap grins. He can’t help it. He rests his other hand on Daniel’s cheek and watches him shiver. There is a faint sense of horror in his gaze. But there is far, far more heat.

So Trapper kisses him, gentle as anything. Lingers close to see what Daniel will do. “John.” Daniel murmurs, “We can’t.”

“Think I just did,” Trapper drawls. “What if I do it again?”

Daniel takes in a deep, shaky breath. “You know why we can’t.”

“I can help you forget it.” Trapper thumbs over Daniel’s cheek. Daniel still hasn’t pulled away.

But then Daniel says, “We have to tell Hawkeye,” and Trapper’s heart sinks all the way to the floor. He can’t breathe. Hawkeye. Hawkeye who has no idea that Trapper is even attracted to men. Hawkeye who might not make it home.

In the end it’s Trapper who pulls back, gets up, and walks to the window, staring into the infinite darkness of the new moon’s night. When Daniel stands, he doesn’t turn. He’s so busy shoving all of his emotions down like a foot in an overstuffed trash bag that he only comes out of it when he hears Daniel’s bedroom door close. He doesn’t follow.

starting a collection of 4077s signs

real egg meal…

"When an actor seriously takes on a character, there is a period of time before you let that character go. And it may be well after the job is over. I don't think I've ever fully let BJ go… and don't particularly care to." - Mike Farrell

not interested

M*A*S*H S6E2 "Fade Out, Fade In Part II" // S9E5 "Death Takes a Holiday" // S10E20 "Sons and Bowlers" // S11E16 "Goodbye, Farewell and Amen" // "Why Judy Why" by Billy Joel

Affectionate platonic kisses between Margaret and her guy friends are just the best.

to sleep, perchance to dream

Goodbye, Farewell, & Amen // No Sound But The Wind by Editors

ever think about how peg sent bj a red blanket?

McLEAN STEVENSON as LT. COLONEL HENRY BLAKE in M*A*S*H (season 1)

Look, all I know is what they taught me at command school. There are certain rules about a war. Rule number one is young men die. And rule number two is doctors can’t change rule number one. 

strict "no fun allowed" policy

the way bj grabs his wrist just to have one last second of touching him. hawkeye has to pull his arms off of him and has to fully look away to be able to leave. the shaking cry bj lets out as he brushes him off. fuckkk

i swear i will post berg art but i have an obsession i need to get out of my system

i love mash…,,,

god this is one of my favorite scenes from mash. alan alda sat down and thought hmmm let me write a complete dressing-down for my character he is shitty!

GFA was about taking the thing that helped each person cope and also defined them, right, which means everyone’s arc was about reconciling themselves with that senseless loss, Margaret with the army, Klinger with Toledo, Mulcahy with his ability to hear confession, Hawkeye with surgery, Charles with music, Potter his career, which means Beej should have lost HIS WIFE!!! It should have been his marriage! He should have gotten a divorce, that should have been his loss, his whole thing was fidelity, his whole thing was wife guy tempted but never strays because his wife is his lifeline he should have lost his wife but he didn’t!!! That wasn’t the loss he had to reconcile himself with!!! That wasn’t the goodbye he had to say!!! That wasn’t the thing he had to address before narratively being allowed to leave korea!!!!! That wasn’t what he had to watch walk away from him!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

m*a*s*h 7x25 - ain’t love grand / what’s behind ‘the glass’? by henry jenkins / m*a*s*h 11x16 - goodbye, farewell and amen

1x23 cease-fire // 11x16 goodbye, farewell and amen

what would you do if i was dying? would you hold me and let me die in your arms, or would you just let me lay there and bleed?

kinda-sorta redraw of this that i drew for the 40th anniversary of GFA -- i think i've improved a little in the 2 years since! plus i wanted to try more of klimt's style <3

On this day, 42 years ago, the M*A*S*H finale “Goodbye, Farewell and Amen” aired on CBS. The two and half hour episode achieved a rating of 60.3 and was watched by 105,970,000 in the U.S.

Oh my god, do I want love? So say it, say it, say you'll be my Messiah

I finished the Father Mulcahy piece i started couple days ago and posted wips of, enjoy :3

Imagining Charles Emerson Winchester III, so small he hasn't even started growing into that name yet, walking past his younger brother's empty bedroom, wanting to put a name to the fear he feels but not having the words for it. Picturing him noticing the differences between three and two. Never talking about it but never forgetting either, telling himself that Honoria was too young to remember the way he does. Wondering if when he applies to medical school years later, he remembers the fear and hopes he'll finally have the words for it.

oh hewwo! this here's a father mulcahy wip, drawing him digitally and all but come... lemme show u my art process thus far in couple images (+random mulch kiss kiss)

I'll try post a finished one soon but working on lotsa art pieces atm so 👀👀👀

I do sketches on real paper, just random mind flow w inspo behind it, in this case a song+rlly wanted to draw mulcahy, mostly to get the creative juice flowing

this time it also inspired bjmulcahy outta nowhere like ok sure, maybe ill do something with it later...

but i needed to draw mulcahy with hands, just a simple human touch seems something highly personal and intimate for him... so some basic posing and halos and gold and hands it is

but after that it's just refs, a plain sketch on procreate and i start inking before i go wild

my "pencil" sketches always looks very different to my inks no matter the medium... but doing digital lets me go wild

I can feel spring creeping up and I'm not ready!! More winter MORE HOT CHOCOLATE!!!

TWO hawkahy posts on one day? I'm on a roll! (No I'm not this means I'm distracted)

“I’m sorry I’m the one you love”

Dog collar, dog tags. . . I don’t think I really have anything to say about this one, this song just makes me Feel Some Things.