Thebreezy1 - A Sissy's Diary

So true. Tried to quit off and on for about 8 years, finally now have just embraced it!

I’m sure this is how my girlfriend felt when we first started dating. I was a virgin and she was more experienced.

OMG YES

Obsessing over PE

A friend, who shares my PE fetish, pointed out to me that I unconsciously feed this passion and thus make my PE worse. I avoid masturbating although I know that releasing some of that pent-up pressure might make me last longer inside a pussy. Instead, I purposely let the pressure build because I know it’ll make me lose it even faster, and because being PE has become a huge turn-on. I think about PE all the time, read about it, blog about it, talk about it. When I am about to have intercourse, I think "how quickly will I cum?"..."it’ll probably be even quicker than last time"...."I won’t even last a minute" and so on. And those thoughts just speed up my release. We all know the power of words and thoughts and suggestion.

So it's no surprise that during sex a few days ago, after three or four very gentle, very tentative pumps, I knew it was going to happen within seconds. So I just stopped, was totally still, didn’t move a muscle at all, just tightly held on to her. I felt the point-of-no-return inevitably, unstoppably coming at me like a freight train in slow motion. And then it was there. Earth-shattering orgasm. And another very premature ejaculation. I totally loved it.

How do you experience PE?

3-some?

My gf has mentioned before that she would be down with me bringing another person into the bedroom with us if I was ever interested. I didn’t respond when she said it but I would love nothing more than to try this. I don’t need another woman there to disappoint so it would 100% be a man that I would suggest to join us. (Preferably a man with a massive fully functioning cock, unlike mine.)

With how much I already struggle to perform and maintain for her, I’m convinced that I wouldn’t be able to get it up at all in this case. This would lead to true humiliation in front of both of them. I would insist we not let my limp dick ruin the night and go ahead with the fun. So she would get fucked by a real man right there in front of me as I simply licked and touched and watched them, not really needed.

I think our relationship would totally change after that. She would probably see me as a beta male permanently after that and would finally experience what it’s like to truly get fucked and cum on a cock. I’m sure this would lead to many more times like this whether I knew about them or not!

This is my ultimate fantasy, a girl that appreciates me cumming quick and pushes me to become even more premature.