tristinaautumn

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My Boyfriend ❤️

Koushi Sugawara ❤️❤️❤️

My Friends ❤️

1. Hermione Granger (bestie)

2. Paris Geller (bestie)

3. Rory Gilmore (bestie)

4. Nanami Kento

5. Gojo Satoru

6. Getou Suguru

7. Erwin Smith

Semester 1 - 28/04/25 to 28/10/25

Goal - To move to germany (MR)

Reward - 16 days Japan trip in october during halloween

HUBBLE TELESCOPE ANIVERSARY

Aah, the telescope that took us through time and space is reaching it's middle ages ❤️😭😭😭.

Dear hubble, thank you for everything. The images you have captured have always made me feel awe. Thank you for the deep space image, it changed my life. Have an amazing 35th year birthday. Keep looking far and beyond for us love ❤️

Day 4 - 24/4/25

OMGGG I MET SOMEONE WHO IS SOOO AWSOMEEEEEE LIKE SO COOL, CONFERENCE IS AN AMAZING PLACE TO MEET AWESOME PEOPLE !!!!

anyway, work

Idk what to write, self doubt is something i need to resolve how?

Being sugawara's girlfriend would be sooooooooo good. Like imagine sunshine, rainbow, the whole cosy aesthetic, marshmallow (I haven't even tasted one), rain and comfort just mixed together and BAAAAAMM YOU GET SUGA. God, everyday i wish he was all mine.

I would literally be like tanaka. The first day i see him i would have asked his hands in marriage. GOD DAMNNNNNNNM

LIKE!!! LOOK AT HIM 🥺. Please tell me i aint alone 😭🌃❤️

Day 3 - 23/4/25 (Wednesday)

Well, we are having some technical conference in our company and there were many great things happening around. I spent time listening to start up co founder and really awesome research professors.

I finished debugging whatever was causing issue, i just dont know if things work

Eeeehhh, i should realise as an engineer i need to embrass problems and find efficient solution

Anyway, one guy kinda pissed me off today. But fuck him.

I am writing a oisuga rain fic, hehehe it is sooo fun to read for myself.

Rain / Umbrella Sharing AU ☔

Sugawara Koushi x Oikawa Tooru

☔🌧️☔🌧️☔🌧️❤️🌧️❤️🌧️☔🌃☔🌃☔🌃

I just like to imagine a scene where, It's pretty late and it's raining heavily and sugawara is stuck at a convenience store with no umbrella, and coincidentally oikawa is there too and he shares his umbrella with suga and insists on walking him home. Their shared silence doesn't feel awkward, it feels comfortable, it feels cosy, it feels warm and most importantly it feels home.

They scoot a little closer to each trying to avoid rain and to feel the warmth of the other, blood rushing into their cheeks a little when their shoulders touch.

Once they reach his home, suga waves oikawa goodbye and thanks him for helping him out. Oikawa bids him good bye and starts walking towards his place. Before he takes the next turn which will completely block suga's house from view, he turns around, to see suga still standing there and looking towards him. Suga waves at him with a big toothy smile , and oikawa can't help but smile fondly bidding him good bye and taking the turn.

It was a good day indeed and it is all thanks to the rain 🌧️

Day 2 - 22/4/25 (tuesday)

Am i stupid, is a question i M asking every fucking day. I NEED TO RESOLVE THAT ISSUE PLEASE FOR GOD SAKE I NEED TO HELP MYSELF, WHY IS IT NOT WORKING , JUST WHYYYYYYYYY

Anyway,

I did company work - the volunteer work too, which i had to do

I came home attended meeting

Still was debugging, need to finish the work book, manager said let's see it tmr. Okay!!!

Anyway i am writing a oisuga fic and its almost done heheheheeh.

Productivity Blogs - Day 1 - 21/4/25 ( Monday)

1. Company work

2. Excersize

3. Skin care

4. Hair care

5. Journal - Birthday special

6. Sleep

7. Oisuga work begins

8. I'll be putting a set of goals for this week - If i finish it, then I'll buy myself haikyuu manga vol 1

Day 4 - 17/4/25 (thursday)

1. Company work

-- Just finish the company work

Day 3 - 16/04/25 (Wednesday)

1. I took a head bath and did the skin care routine after a long time - WHY AM I GETTING ACNEEEE NOW!!!!!!!

2. Company work - wow, finally it worked and I was happy!!!

3. Volunteer work - nothing done for this

4. Linear algebra - 3 chapter revision, question practice, chapter 4,5,6,7 - couldnt finish it

5. Exercise - absolute sweat inducing - nopeeee

6. Bath, skin/hair care routine, sleep - i did do skin care

7. Book an appointment with a dermatologist - lets see, if the dr responds

8. Update my linkedin - HAVEN'T DONE IT

Day 2 - 15/04/25 (Tuesday)

Volunteer program - Workbook review - Doneeeeee, need to work on it !!!

Company work - why is the data getting rewritten!!!!!

Attend 4 meetings - yessss done

Sleep well <3 - i did the absolute skin care after a long time , slept hehe, read my cherry magic 13 manga , cleaned the room a bit

A small letter to my love girl's upcoming birthday

And a flower for that sweet girl

Semester 1 - Vision Board

---- Semester 1 Vision board | Travel | Engineering | Fashion | Decor <3

Day 1 - 14/04/25 (Monday) (6:40 am)

Restarting my life has never been better, I am starting fresh with good people. Life is good, it's worth it.

Today -

I did get good number of things done at work, still some are pending, need to complete them too!!. Weather was amazing and i was in absolute love with it. I need to schedule a meet with my manager probably next week and discuss my progress, it'll help me put thing in perspective.

Sem 1 - April goals - 2025

Career

Pending company work - will be noted in one note

Engineering mathematics - Linear Algebra | Calculus | Differential equations | Vector calculus | Transforms

COA lecture series

OS notes

C programming lecture series | C programming textbook

Image processing notes | Lab work

Signals and systems lecture series

Machine Learning Notes | Deep Learning Notes

Python udemy course

Image processing textbook - Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Wavelet transform chapter

MMS notes

SEM 1 - 14/4/25 - 14/10/25

Semester 1 Members

Tristina Autumn - Engineer

Hermione Granger - Engineer

Nanami Kento - Finance

Gojo Satoru - Business

Erwin Smith - Politics

Levi Ackerman - Politics

Getou suguru - Law

Paris Geller - Doctor

Yu Haibara - Doctor

Semester 1 goal -

Career goal -

Publish 2 technical papers

Apply for 1 patent

Course to complete - CS50 | Python | C | C++ | DeepLearning.ai courses

Finish Image processing related material - Textbook | Image processing Lecture, Notebook, Lab work

Deep learning lectures | Machine and deep learning notes | My multimedia systems notes | Lab work | MMS assignment | 1sem paper assignment

Establish myself as a credible and reliable employee

COA | OS | MPU | MCU | Dive into the world of embedded systems

Physical Health Goal - WALK | DANCE | STRETCH | BREATHE | MEDITATE

Go from 75kg to 65kg

Mental Health Goal - Therapy session every week Saturday 8 pm to 9 pm

Hobbies Make one cute aesthetic web project

Learn Uke

Learn Skateboard

Learn knife painting

Learn Japanese

Learn German

Read 7 books (manga not counted!!!)

Semester 1 Reward - Japan in December 2025

3 YEARS - VISION BOARD

Restarting my life again… with fresh perspective and an added motivation !!!!

My goal - To immigrate to Germany and enjoy my life as an engineer and a nature enthusiast. I absolutely love that country and I would love to part of it soon.

My timeline is simple - 3 year (6 semesters - In my home place, become absolutely precious technically and then move)

Sem 1 - 14/4/25 - 14/10/25

Sem 2 - 15/10/25 - 15/4/26

Sem 3 - 16/4/26 - 16/10/26

Sem 4 - 17/10/26 - 17/4/27

Sem 5 - 18/4/27 - 18/10/27

Sem 6 - 19/10/27 - 19/4/28

In three years (purely career)

Publish 10 Technical Papers

Have 3 Patents

MTGL - ST ( you know what this means !!! wink wink !! hahahaha)

1 award from the company i work in

Strong background in - Computer vision | Deep learning | Image processing | Electronics and Electrical engineering | Engineering mathematics | Masters subjects | Bachelors subject

Work as though i am doing my PhD in MIT

Excellent and strong foundation in programming

Have my own cute little projects

Day 2 - 11/04/25 (Friday)

1. Company work -- OneNote

2. Attend meeting

3. COA - 2 lectures

4. Excercise

5. Note down health wise what i am doing

6. Sleep

Tristina Autumn Blogs - Day 2 - 11/04/25 (

Friday)

April - 11/04/25 to 30/04/25 - 20 days !!!

April goals

1. Exercise everyday for the next 20 days

-- Morning ( 1 hour 45 mins )

--- Walk - 15 mins

--- Dance - 10 mins

--- Stretch - 10 mins

--- Breathing - 15 mins

--- App exercise - 10 mins

--- Strength Training - 10 mins

-- Evening (1 hour)

--- Walk - 10 mins

--- Dance - 10 mins

--- Stretch - 10 mins

2. Mental Health

-- Teraphy session

--- Saturday every week - 8 pm to 9 pm

3. Career

--- Pending company work - will be noted in one note

--- Engineering mathematics - Linear Algebra | Calculus | Differential equations | Vector calculus | Transforms

--- COA lecture series

--- OS notes

--- C programming lecture series | C programming textbook

--- Image processing notes | Lab work

--- Signals and systems lecture series

--- Machine Learning Notes | Deep Learning Notes

--- Python udemy course

--- Image processing textbook - Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Wavelet transform chapter

--- MMS notes

4. Hobbies

-- Join knife painting

DAY 1 - 10/4/25

I woke up and decided not to have a shitty day ( 9 am!!) -- did my company work, while coming home i was feeling a little down, but thanks to a positive talk with hermione, i feel better. I had good food. I setup some of the things i will be needing in my personal laptop. I made my semester plan and my 3 year plan, Hehe time to get it done

SEMESTER 1 - 10/04/25 to 10/10/25

International travel - South Korea (1 week)

Semester 1 Members

Tristina Autumn - Engineer

Hermione Granger - Engineer

Nanami Kento - Finance

Gojo Satoru - Business

Erwin Smith - Politics

Levi Ackerman - Politics

Getou suguru - Law

Paris Geller - Doctor

Semester 1 goal -

Career goal

Publish 2 technical papers

Apply for 1 patent

Course to complete - CS50 | Python | C | C++ | DeepLearning.ai courses

Finish Image processing related material - Textbook | Image processing Lecture, Notebook, Lab work

Deep learning lectures | Machine and deep learning notes | My multimedia systems notes | Lab work | MMS assignment | 1sem paper assignment

Establish myself as a credible and reliable employee

Physical Health Goal -

WALK | DANCE | STRETCH | BREATHE | MEDITATE

Go from 75kg to 65kg

Mental Health Goal -

Therapy session every week Saturday 8 pm to 9 pm

Hobbies

Make one cute aesthetic web project

Learn Uke

Learn Skateboard

Learn knife painting

Learn Japanese

Learn German

Read 7 books (manga not counted!!!)

DAY 1 - 10/04/25 (Thursday) - 9am

Restarting my life again... with fresh perspective and an added motivation !!!!

My goal - To immigrate to Germany and enjoy my life as a engineer and nature enthusiast. I absolutely love that country and i would love to part of it soon.

My timeline is simple - 3 year (6 semesters - In my home place, become absolutely precious technically and then move)

In three years (purely career) -

Publish 10 Technical Papers

Have 3 Patents

MTGL - ST ( you know what this means !!! wink wink !! hahahaha)

1 award from the company i work in

Strong background in - Computer vision | Deep learning | Image processing | Electronics and Electrical engineering | Engineering mathematics | Masters subjects | Bachelors subject

Work as though i am doing my PhD in MIT

Excellent and strong foundation in programming

Have my own cute little projects

Day 2 - 9/4/25 (wednesday)

I woke up and did a little walk, my face is twitching, kinda felt fucked up mentally. My sister said i need to visit a neurologist and i need to do that as well.

Nanami tells me to relax a bit, to calm down a bit, cause anger and anguish never did any good for me. Okay???

Goal -

1. Company work - need to submit it by 7 pm today !!! God damn gojo !!

2. Teraphy session - 1 hour (erwin smith)

3. Exercise (I'll add a 10 mins walk today and a stretch after my bath)

4. Sleep?

Day 1 - 8/4/25 (10 am)

I wanted to restart my life, start it fresh, start with the same kindness and empathy. Not just towards others but also towards myself.

I have a boyfriend now, kentoooo!!! My bestie Hermione and Me are engineers

We geto and paris doing what doctors doooo

Erwin's taking care of politics and life in general

And then we have rich boy gojo who does the finance and business.

Well a rag bunch, but hey its fun!!!

I referred my friend for a job, turns out she cant apply since the company doesnt sponser

Working in the current project is kinda hard, but ik I'll come with better understanding of things. So, yayy for that !!!

I did excersize and my other routines. Ima sleep now !!! Good night 🌃

Tristina Autumn Blogs - Productivity days

I am restarting my goal for this year from scratch. I feel this will give me a fresh start and a fresh goal to work with.

Semester 1 - 8/4/25 10 am - 8/10/25

Goal 1 - To be a better engineer ( To work as though i am planning to get into the phD program at MIT in my domain )

-- Expertise in the domain i am working in

-- Expertise in subjects i studied in my master

-- Expertise in subjects i studied in bachelor's

-- Expertise in SOLID programming

-- Publish at least 2 papers

-- At least apply for 2 patents

-- Expertise in engineering mathematics

Goal 2 - To have better physical health

-- To go to the park every weekend (Friday | Saturday | Sunday) -- 6 am to 8 am

-- To do a 30 mins walk in the park (morning)

-- To have a dance session for 15 mins (m)

-- To stretch for 15 mins (m)

-- To do strength training for 15 mins (m)

-- To breathe for 15 mins (m)

-- Walk 10 mins (n)

-- Dance 10 mins (n)

-- Stretch 10 mins (before sleep)

-- Sleep 6 hours compulsory (9 am to 3 am)

3. To have a better mental health

-- Teraphy session twice a week 1 hour

---- wednesday - 8 pm to 9 pm

---- Saturday - 8 pm to 9 pm

-- meditation everyday night (9 pm to 10 pm)

4. Learn ukulele | join knife painting class learn it

5. Learn skateboard

6. Adopt a cat

7. Visit south korea

Day 75 - 4/4/25 ( Friday )

Because of yesterday's hassle i couldnt get up in the morning from bed despite being awake since 4 am. I just kept reinforcing things idk rather than taking a stance and solving it.

Anyway

-- company work - i finished much of my work, hey i heard my manager saying awesome for something 🥺....this ain't good. Should build self esteem.

I am letting go of the one person who i wanted to destroy, destroying meant i need to be as cruel as possible which i dont want to. It's very hard, but time heals everything. And ik this will also go away ❤️

Day 74 - 3/04/25 (thursday)

1. Company work - 4:40 pm

- - i did some part

2. A meeting for 1 hour (6:30 pm to 7:30 pm)

-- it went okay, i was so embarrassed my manager asked me a question and god i couldnt answer, it was embarassing. The problem is i suck at signals and systems.

3. C programming - 10 videos

I prolly did like 5

4. Linear algebra - 1 video

-- i paid for the course yet to start it

5. Excersize

-- ohhhh it was fun

6. Bath/skin care/hair care

I did

7. Sleep by 10 pm

I slept after 11 pm

I was so embarrassed that i was worried sick about getting fired and didnt do shit other than feel pathetic. I understand my manager asked me a question and i couldnt answer but common, take a step back and learn, why is everything has to end up with me getting fired always ????? And my face twitching is annoying the fuck out of me

Maria Gray, from “Bad Nostalgia”

So, tell me kento 💖, are we both looking at the same moon ? 🌙