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A broken home
Is where he came from,
A mother who never
Showed him love,
Was her call,
A evil man
With a evil plan,
All because of the woman
Who claimed him
To this earth,
But not for love
For her own satisfaction
And now she leaves
A path of destruction ,
With no respect for a woman
Because of her own
Demented needs
Not his ,
Taught no feelings
Told not to cry
Always have to the big Man in life .
Are you glad what you did ?
To that boy who has now turned
To a man .
Left for another woman,
to try , to turn the tide.
HE deserves ,
To know,
the
power of ,
Love !
@trueemotions91
I found you
Looking so blue ,
I took you
To show you the truth ,
I opened my heart
To help you ,
Never did I think ,
You would rip
Out my soul
And make me beg,
from underneath
You.
@trueemotions91
Did you ever think
The power a child can bring to a man ?
I will admit
It’s about the sex .
But maybe we look past
How a man is made ,
His primarl instinct
To make love to woman
And watch his seed grow
Into something remarkable .
Into a soul
He connected to on a another level
Maybe it’s empowering for him
to watch
Her belly grow
Knowing it’s his well being
Made by his flow.
To allow him
To reinpreganate another soul
To find it attractive
Knowing he holds half the key
For another life
I wonder so .
@trueemotions91
“You’ll ache. And you’re going to love it. It will crush you. And you’re still going to love all of it. Doesn’t it sound lovely beyond belief?”
— Ernest Hemingway (via thoughtkick)
5 boys who are running around,
doing what these boys do.
Power rangers.
Fighting & cars
Bruises from bangs
cuts from falls.
Feet stomping from your moods.
Screaming
All in a hurry.
Baby dolls. Kissses. Cuddles. Helping. Tears.
All the things above are nothing bad.
As they are what are perparing you to be a perfect man.
Your learn to control them paddys and in return control anger.
The tears you cry now will show you that being a man also means you need emotion because you are just another
human .
The bruises and bangs just make you that little bit tougher.
The dolls you play with now will help you as you to one day become a father.
The kisses and cuddles will show you that's all your family will need one day to feel protected just like you do now.
But for now I'm sit back watching you grow with tears, laughter and sometimes a bit of frustration - but mummy knows all the bad and all the good is going make you the perfect man for your future .
@trueemotions91
In life
never loose who you are
never forget where you came from
don't let your self disappear so your left wondering " who the fuck am I "
never lose yourself in the rush
Never lose you self when your dreaming
when it comes back to reality your be the one looking in the mirror
not knowing if the person who is staring back at you is a imposter
or really you.
This world ain't full of love and happiness
its full of tears, sweat and blood
so remember when your dreaming life away to never forget who makes,
you.
Never give up on these unique things that make you the person you are
That's what makes you true
you destroy those unique things about you
your be in that mirror looking at at a shadow of who you used to be
and believe me
life is no fun staring in that mirror
lost in a pair of eyes you no longer recognise .
@trueemotions91
Fucked up words ,
Pulling at the trigger ,
Itching on my brain with this crazy fucker .
My plans in Mars
But yet your only reaching for the stars.
Do make me laugh ,
You look like a giraffe ,
Reaching for the highest branch
Without no arms .
Ground zero.
I hear you call.
The monkeys laugh
With a twisted squeal.
A monkey you know
That’s how low
Your brain has blown
What happened up there ,
Did the air
Lose all control
And now your left floating
Just full of holes,
Please show me your goals
I’m a bit confused
how your still so low
Not knowing which way to go
When I watched you climb
That big fuck off
Hill
@trueemotions91
A joker ,
Hidden from me
Are you really surprised
I can see through the pain,
Painted on smile
In red lines .
Aint hard to see in
Between .
Painted white for the world
To see
But
Under the light ,
Your just another
Delusion of the night,
You think your words can itch me,
I have clowns in my dreams
Somewhere you could never reach ,
Think your nightmares
Can stench me from
My haven ,
Only witches have that cauldron
When they cackle up the night sky,
The birds want to come play ,
Because you will always hide
When the disguise
Falls behind the blind.
@trueemotions91
Heart broken
Spoilt little whore ,
Why you looking at me
Look at the floor.
Fool ,
Your heart is filled of
Stone cold coal.
I was only trying to find
Something inside.
He was petrified.
@trueemotions91
Fondling ,
In between the leaves,
Of a crispy bed of seaweed.
Slithering down my body
To find thier new home
deep in between my legs,
Where the spiders wait
Late at night
Stalking thier next victim ,
The mouse use me for warmth,
Scared of the night time dawn.
the owl holds all
Of my darkest secrets,
The stars have witnessed
My deepest desire ,
She feels me
When I whisper ,
Her leaves curl
Into a twisted picture .
Their all use me for
shelter.
@trueemotions91
Listen to the roar
Listen to the core
I won’t kneel again
Nor will my brain repeat again.
When life is passing
Remember to keep smiling .
I look at people every day
Walking past glaring
Eyes all blurring
From a telephone .
Cant be arsed to say hello
To a real huma soul.
not a leg ache
It’s a hand ache
A demolition to the human brain
We ain’t wired for the crown
Or silver tin foil .
We are made from earth
A thousand fucked up cells .
Your ground
When electric is running around
Straight to your brain
Don’t you realise.
You look like a clown
With a upside down
Smile
Not knowing
When your next swipe
Will be more mesmerising
To them demonised eyes
Blacked out from
That devil In a disguise.
@trueemotions91
When I was young
I thought I was strong
Thought life was just a laugh.
Till the voice in my head ,
Kept screaming for a chance .
Showing me things
My own eyes
Could never believe .
I ignored the noise
A racket in my brain
Used to tell the fucker
To just go away,
Always screaming at me
A fight against the other.
always in the inside
No one else can hear my brain
It sent me crazy
Used to screw
Wanted it to just escape
But it wanted to stick like glue .
Who was this screaming inside of me
I used to ask the fucker
But it would never accept the anwser .
I learnt to listen
And accept it
that’s when my words started flowing
It started screaming a little less louder
Then I realised it was me against my self
The devil and angel balancing me out
Till I accepted
That’s what my life was about
To find peace with my other self .
@trueemotions91
A flower so sweet and pure
Always staring at me
Through a open door
I wonder what
She is asking me for
Always waving hello.
I wonder if she knows
How much I adore her
And how much she makes
My skin crawl
She is amazing
Beautiful
I cant resist
To pull her from the ground
Just to give her one
Sweet kiss.
@trueemotions91
Pretty lady
Looking at me,
Why do you bring
Me to my knees,
In all the humans
Upon the world,
Your the one
I kneel to.
Not because your eyes
Enchant me
Or the whisper of your voice
Excites me,
It’s a belonging I can’t explain
just a human brain .
@trueemotions91
I don’t fit here
I don’t belong
I stand out like a sore thumb
My hearts too soft
This world’s too hard
I hold on to details
It disregards
I’m on the outside
Staring in
I’m not like them
I don’t fit in
My hearts on my sleeve
I can’t hide it within
Yet I consume judgement
Until it’s part of my skin
I let it fester
Let it rot my soul
Until I’m spiralling down a familiar hole
“I don’t fit here”
I protest from outside
On the sidelines
Is where I’ll always reside.
-JF-
I believe in fairy’s
In a galaxy far away
Because I’m allowed to.
Dreaming
Some say .
But it’s reality
To my mind
Just Because their can’t see
Them dancing
In the glistening sky
Don’t mean I’m
Dreaming
My life away.
Remember
We all see
What we want to see
Some to blinded
To see thier own
Reality .
@trueemotions91
Freedom
I hear them call
But thier ain’t ready for that door.
Freedom
Yet there still roar
Do thier know
What their are asking for?
Freedom to what
I stand and adore.
Freedom to withdraw ?
Your to in line
To know freedom
Is in the mind
Once you explore
And unwind
Then you may know
How freedom works
Because it’s
inside that cage
You locked so tight .
@trueemotions91
I thanked her
For my pain ,
For the pile of emotions
She left Upon my floor,
I still thanked her
For making me feel so raw,
Because she taught me
True life law,
I still thank her to this day
For all the heartache .
She taught me to self love
from The core,
You see ,
There is always a tale,
When they think
Thier have done the deed
And watch you crumbled to
Your knees,
But what she didn’t expect to see,
Was me to come back ,
Roaring an all ,
While she
Is still
Trying to find her
True Fairy tale,
When she allowed me
To find my soul
A long time ago.
@trueemotions91
There is a reason it takes two .
Abuse is powerful
And is on the rise
But what really
Tears up my eyes
Is ignorant parents
Who can’t see the damage
That Themselves are inflicting
To the person thier promise
Their cherish.
Out of spite ,
Not for love,
Just to cause a stupid fight
All for some petty right .
A child needs both parents
For respect and order .
I was raised by a single mother
And I adore her.
But to many parents
Put up the fight
To know it will all
end in just heart ache
It’s not fair
Nor right.
The damage you think
Is a game and a laugh
When it’s
Caused to your child’s
Other half
But your soon point the finger
When the painted picture
Comes crashing down
And all will be told
Of the child
of a
Spiteful other.
Please just
Think of how your child’s life could of been told
By the other
Story teller .
@trueemotions91
“I felt like lying down by the side of the trail and remembering it all. The woods do that to you, they always look familiar, long lost, like the face of a long-dead relative, like an old dream, like a piece of forgotten song drifting across the water, most of all like golden eternities of past childhood or past manhood and all the living and the dying and the heartbreak that went on a million years ago and the clouds as they pass overhead seem to testify (by their own lonesome familiarity) to this feeling.”
― Jack Kerouac, The Dharma Bums
Living life to the bare,
Never realising
I ain’t taking in enough air
To stoned to care
Feeling high as that airplane
In a desert island
Chillin to the beat of
Natures sound
Everyone around
Me is just
Blurring
The flowers keep turning
In amazing circles .
While the fairies are dancing
To my pretty foot sound.
The trees are sucking
From the ground .
The Bees are to busy
To see the flowers are running
Around .
The worms dig hard
But wiggle out the earth
Into it’s next survivors mouth .
The mud is moving
If I lay still enough
I’m sure I will feel it
Pretty things flying around.
@trueemotions91
Sunset
at home
If one thing I taught you
Stick it to this tune
Life ain’t fair
We all know the apple ain’t square
So when everyone is glaring
Just remember your daring
They imagantion
To the next level
As thier have never
Seen
Such a amazing
Thing
Which is you.
So don’t be shy
Don’t feel intimated
Their are all just scared
Coz thier ain’t seen
Truth, in the human form
Which spills so flultently from the tongue
As beautifully as you .
@trueemotions91