Tullium - DeccyFresh Cult Leader

i saw someone upset about how when c!Dream was in prison, no one cared about his crimes and still were like apologizing for him and saying that he should be free and what not (which, we call those people "dream apologists" obviously), but when c!Sam is thrown in, everyone kinda went "oh yeah he fucking sucks"...

That's sort of the point... yeah, Dream's character is considerably easy to hate because of what bad things he has done, but there are still ways to love his character. Of course, not all of us understand these ways, but that doesn't mean we should hate on people for seeing those ways. Meanwhile, Sam's character is lowkey MEANT to be hated. His character isn't meant to be likable. He is meant to be a bad person (in character ofc), we are meant to recognize his bad doings. Hence why there's such a big difference between reactions of them being jailed.

Yeah, sure, it's weird why people still defend c!Dream after all of his crimes, and yes, he should certainly be held accountable for what he did, but it's very important to remember that Dream has a large portion of following that are very extreme when it comes to simping, he has such a large portion because he has so many fans and subscribers. Sam doesn't have as big of a following (sadly) and has less simps because of this, and yeah, it is still definitely unfair, but that is just how it is, and that's probably the reason that people defend c!Dream.

c!Dream shouldn't be defended for his crimes at all, but neither should c!Sam. In the end, they both did really shitty things, but they're characters. They are not real. They both deserved to stay locked up, but that doesn't seem to be how the story goes.

Most of our fandom are still young, immature and don't have good judgment like older fans, so you can't just yell at them because of that, they need to be educated on it instead of being yelled at for why their opinion is wrong, and that's not even exclusive to this fandom, or any fandom at all, that applies to everything. (Meaning, no matter the circumstance, no one should be scolded or hated on for opinions, if they're opinion goes against fact, though, they should be educated on it, not yelled at.)

But idk, just another "here's what i think" post, ig.. take this with a grain of salt tho cause i'm not willing to get into drama over something as small and dumb as this

I hoped to never go on to social media to call out someone for abusing me in some way... but here I fucking am.

TW// grooming, toxic relationship

At the age of 10, I met someone online who I shared a common interest with. They introduced me to their friends, and one of them would become my abuser. After our little group fell apart, her and I stayed friends. Eventually, we figured out we liked each other, and we started dating by the time I was 12.

Things were fine for awhile, but during an arguement one time, I remember her calling me toxic. I didn't even know what that word meant, yet it stuck to me for years. I didn't get over that until I finally stepped into the light, left her behind, and finally started to get better.

We'd keep arguing, we'd take "breaks", but with each break we'd end up still be like "ily" and realize that we weren't truly having a break, ever.

Once we broke up, it only took me a day to decide that we couldn't even stay friends. It didn't feel right. I ghosted her, and I don't even remotely regret it. I was only 13. Things were quiet, and with my therapist, I had come to realize how much she really abused me.

6 months later, my abuser reached out to me. She snuck into my discord server, once she revealed herself, I was willing to make small talk. I was willing to forgive. I was naive.

I mentioned that I told my friends in my server about what she did. So she snooped and got upset when I called her a groomer. So, I deleted that message... but I really shouldn't have.

I'm 16 now, and I only just now realized that she abused me so much worse than I think. Everytime I realize that she did something wrong, I think "it can't get worse than this.", but it has. Most of my memories of the time I had with her is blotted out, but one thing I do remember is a BDSM list.

I was 13, maybe even 12, when she sent me the blank list, and one filled out. She told me, "You should do this and send it to me. Here's mine." I don't remember looking at hers, but I remember genuinely trying to fill it out, because I was young. I was naive. I didn't know any better.

I didn't know most of the things listed on it. I had to look half of it up, and I was so uncomfortable doing it the whole time. Not like anything could have had any truth to it because I was fucking 12/13. I had absolutely 0 experience in anything sexual. I was so uncomfortable doing it, it wasn't fair to me to do something like this and not understand any of it.

I didn't realize how damn weird it was back then. I only just realized it and it's been nearly half a decade. There are certain people out there that have used that list to groom their victims, I found it out just now, and it hit me like a fucking train to realize that I was victim to it.

Tabby, I don't fucking give a shit if I ruin your chances of college, or a job. You don't deserve a good life because you ruined mine. And even though I've learned to grow around my trauma, I cannot move on from the fact that you are the reason I struggle so much today. I don't fucking trust people, because of you and the way you treated me. But I have learned to realize that I will not tolerate people stepping all over me and I will not be treated unfairly because I have fucking worth and you don't get to act all innocent anymore.

My abuser is Tabbybat6. Bluebat, Tabbitha, whatever the fuck she goes by now. I first met her on Steam, we moved to hangouts, then Discord. She has Wattpad, Instagram, Tumblr, and on everything I could think of, I have her blocked and restricted.

Tabbitha, if somehow, you're reading this, I hope you understand the way you made me feel, someday. I hope you feel all the pain you made me feel from your abuse. And I'm praying to the god I don't believe in that justice gets fucked served.

Error: *exists*

Me:

Update to the realmeowbah twitter situation: (te// necrophilia, cringe, death) "i dont support necrophilia, be nice and kawaii, i am just supporting the dead youtuber". .....No, you're supporting necrophilia because you posted "haha he's dead lol now i get to fuck his corpse".... how is that "not supporting necrophilia"?

When i read the tweet, all I read was "oh dont cancel me uwu im just an innocent smol beanu who said id fuck a dead body of a famous youtuber who died of cancer but im not being necrophilic because im just a kawaii beanu who can do no wrong uwu owo"

I'm trying so hard not to say anything offensive, but I'm cringing so hard and probably close to puking up all my organs like a fucking frog. I can't believe people like this exist, I just can't believe it.

PLEASE. For the love of whatever fucking god you believe in, GO REPORT THEM. PLEASE. This is ridiculous!

Fave new twitter thread

Problems with “Nerd and Jock” AU.

TW/ Pedophilia, rape mentions

PJ and Fresh’s personalities don’t even go together well, not to mention Fresh is most certainly NOT a bottom. Killer and Nightmare. Minor, adult. Need I say much else? Cray and Cotton. Minor, adult. Swapfell raped Dust. Goth raped Palette, and then Palette was so rightfully broken up about it, and Goth decided it was in his best mind to try and kill himself IN THE SCHOOL LIBRARY, just for things to OH SO MAGICALLY WORK OUT PERFECTLY- Everybody thirsting Dream and Nightmare. Like yeah they’re pretty but jesus christ... Killer forcefully kissing Nightmare.

TL;DR: Minor x adults aka pedophilia, multiple rapes, non-consensual things in general, and very weird thirsting for older people.

SMART PEOPLE OF TUMBLR I NEED YOU

Lately, I've been having some weird ass dreams.

First, some context: From about 1st-2nd grade to 7th grade, I've been bullied, mostly by this one guy in particular, and his friend too. Not only have I developed trauma because of it, but I'm even paranoid about getting a job because seeing either of them in public scares me so much. (As I went to online school after 7th grade. I'm now a senior.) This anxiety and paranoia has prevented me from getting a job for the past few years. It did not help that in 2021, while working at the local haunted house, I was recognized by my bully despite my entire face being covered up. He insulted me and laughed at me, and harassed other workers on their way out. (I had to text up front to have a manager escort me out so I could take a breather. A different manager tried to go after them after hearing what they did to me and my coworkers, so now they're banned, anyway.)

But, as of the past two months, he keeps appearing in my dreams. If it was just regular bully stuff, I wouldn't be having an issue, as I easily recognize when I'm dreaming and don't get easily scared in dreams anymore. But, that is not the case. Instead, I've been dreaming of romantic situations with this guy, and it's... weird. I mean sure, I used to think I was crushing on him back in elementary school, but now? I'm terrified of this guy, I have literal PTSD because of him, so WHY am I having these dreams?

I genuinely am at a loss of what to think or do about this. I don't understand why I'm having these dreams, because I don't think even remotely positively about him. I'm scared of him, so how can I be dreaming of these situations? It honestly scares me, it makes me very frustrated. I just don't know what to do and it's worse when I don't even know why it's happening. So please, smart people with more braincells than me, does anyone have any clues as to why this could be happening??

Problems with the Red Riding Hood AU.

TW/ Rape.

Fresh has tried to rape PJ multiple times. Error doesn’t care. PJ is OBVIOUSLY younger than Fresh! Error STILL doesn’t care.

i just love feeling safe and secure in a good friendship, only for them to randomly start acting abnormal, which activates my ptsd and i immediately feeling insecure again bc i think they're no longer interested in me and that they're abandoning me or don't have time for me, so i just feel left behind and alone again which makes me feel depressed for days and it gets bad enough that i'm sure i'm relapsing but i cant stop it because i feel so alone and i cant talk to anyone about it because i know what they'll say but doing what they say isnt easy and it usually ends up with a bad result that i dont want to hear/know resulting in me falling back down the rabbit hole that i can't climb back out of

and its worse sharing this giant interest because i'm still very into that thing but looking at that thing makes me want to share it with them but now they dont even send a reaction to what you send, let alone a message which just makes me feel extremely unheard and hurt bc they dont even care enough to actually look at/watch what i send them

so now i just spend my time alone playing music because nothing is interesting anymore and i just sat on my phone half-spaced out and ready to cry at any moment because i feel as fragile as a cracked dam that just keeps cracking, therefore building more and more pressure until it bursts

Arum - dustberry fanchild - !! a friend's OC !!

Not my art - you can ask him if you want

My friend - Star_Natz