shi/hir, 17. autistic and mentally/neurologically disordered traumaendo system. previously known as riotmarrow. do not send dono asks. do not post us to fakedisordercringe or systemscringe. zios, radqueers, and darkshippers do not interact, we don't like you.
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This disability pride month can we be mad that Israel has made it so more than ten children a day lose a limb in Gaza? Can we be mad that there isn't a single fully functioning general hospital in Gaza, thanks to the Israeli army's bombings? Can we be mad that there are disabled people in Palestine who don't have access to the care they need? Can we be mad that there are disabled people in Gaza that are dying due to the lack of medicine and doctors? Can we be mad that Israel tried to give Palestine near expired COVID vaccines and then acted like they did something? Can we be mad?!
I'd rather hangout with the straight boyfriend than the queer cop who insists they're one of the "good ones" while harassing people of color
I'd rather hangout with the straight palestinian grandma than the queer zionist who keeps insisting that the death of palestinians is the one way ticket to queer liberation
I'd rather hangout with the leather dyke who is a mspec gaybian and uses paw/pawself pronouns than the puritan who makes "callout posts" clearly targeting disabled queer artists
sorry but being autistic and "not understanding conflicting labels" is NOT an excuse to put queer labels on your dni. Saying "lesboys dni" is just as bad as saying "trans men dni" or "lesbians dni". You can't pick and chose which queer people you do and don't accept. You either accept us all or accept no one. We are a community. Don't use autism to excuse transphobic and lesbophobic behavior.
Hello 😊👋
I pray you are in the best condition. I am sending you this message and I am hopeful
Can you reblog this post to help save me and my family? I'm new to Tumblr and GoFundMe, and we desperately need your support 🙏❤️.
I wish you a beautiful life 😍🥰
link to pinned post
link to gofoundme
PLEASE REBLOG
hyperestrogenism flag ^_^
hey i made a flag for hyperestrogenism, since the official one i found on a queer wiki is very brightly colored and WOW its.. something. the colors to my flag have no real meaning, aside from the femininity that is typically associated with this condition, and the variety of people it can affect, but you can make your own color meanings!
i dont make flags a lot, and im nervous about putting this out for the world to see, but here! take this flag, and someone please make an image id for me if you can! (i dont know how to make one)
hey pro-endo plurals, stop thinking about hate posts for a sec and let’s do a brain exercise. think about. a seagull.
yeah :)
[ID: A swirly, pink and blue background on all slides. Text reads; I'm laughing with my queer friends. We talk about queer love and queer sex. "God, I am such a lesbian, I'd literally throw up if I saw a dick irl!" I shrink back. She'll wonder why she doesn't have many transfem friends. "Women & AFABs" is written on a bright, rainbow sign. There's a trans flag on one corner, an intersex one on the other.
I sigh and walk inside.
They all wonder why so few transfems attended the meeting today. "AFAB Healthcare" is the title of the breast cancer awareness post on my for you page this morning.
They'll dare to wonder later why "all our beautiful trans women" are dying so young. There's a reddit post asking trans women what they think of the flag. There's 100 comments.
3 of them are trans women.
All of those have replies, telling them they're wrong.
They'll ask why trans women don't voice their opinions enough. I notice, quietly, I am far more acknowledged in conversation, with my longer hair and visible chest, than the girl across the table with buzz cut and a t-shirt.
They'll wonder why she doesn't keep contact with the rest of the group. My voice is too harsh, too loud. I don't qualify as a girl because or hairy legs or a weird nose.
They ask why so many transfems worry that much about passing. My mutuals repost and talk about punching terfs & kicking transphobes. They have never posted a transfem positivity post. They comment how little their transfem following is.
They scream predator at the trans girl in a collar and cat ears. She is 16. They comment how little they see trans girls in public these days.
I've been called a rapist, a groomer, a creep, for existing in online spaces since 14. It gets worse in short clothes or posts mentioning sex. They keep asking where to find good transfem voices online.
You drown, and you kill. You shout, and you maim. And you have the nerve, the audacity, to look me in the eyes and ask,
"Where are all the trans girls these days?" End ID]
Hello 👋 🤗,
I hope you are well 🌺.
I am writing to you with a heart full of hope and faith, asking for your urgent help. My family is in great danger due to the war, and I am running a fundraising campaign to save them.
Please, could you reblog the post about my campaign on my account? Every share can make a difference in my family's life. 🙏
Note:My old Tumblr account was deactivated💔, and I need your support again♥️.
Thank you from the bottom of my heart for any help you can provide. 🌹🌺
Sure thing, I hope everyone is doing fine despite everything! Sending lots of love and positivity.
Here is @/mohammedalanqer post
PLEASE REBLOG THE POST!!
Stop for a while. do not cross . My name is Amna from Gaza. We lost everything, home, dreams, and everything that gives life. My children are living in bad conditions. I ask you to help me for the sake of my children, for the sake of humanity. Those who cannot donate can share the post and link
@occupationsurfer @northgazaupdates @nabulsi @elierlick @evelyn-art-05 @soon-palestine @fairuzfan @bibyebae @riding-with-the-wild-hunt
ooooooooooookay i think im objectum. well shit
i mean old computers and inflatable pool toys are hot just saying.
if i bit into one of those brightly colored inflatable pool toys i think it would taste like a gusher (sorry pool toy)
also just in case im a minor if youre an 18+ account. be normal
I am literally fucking BEGGING you all to also acknowledge the racism behind the terms "non-man" and "non-woman" and how they're used in queer definitions.
Black and Indigenous queer people have literally been talking about this since the definition was COINED but there's literally NO acknowledgement of this when pointing out why "non-men loving non-men" and "non-women loving non-women" are shitty fucking definitions to force on a whole community.
"Nonman" and "nonwoman" are terms that have been historically used to describe the degendering of black people in society. And words can obviously be used to mean different things- we don't have to stop using these terms altogether. But forcing these terms on a whole community of queer people is really fucking antiblack.
Not to mention that it blatantly degenders a lot of 2S lesbians and gays as well. It basically tells them that they can't be 2S and as a lesbian or gay at the same time, because then they would be "contradictory." I seriously hope I don't have to explain how racist it is to exclude a large portion of Two-Spirit people from your queer label because they don't fit into your neat little white gender binary.
Like these definitions aren't bad to use for yourself personally- but stop forcing them on all lesbians/gays. And if you're advocating for why these shouldn't be used as the most prominent definition, PLEASE acknowledge the racism aspect of it.
ok this is the first serious post im making that isnt just account boundaries or anything. wow. ok how do i start this!!! so you guys know kitty bubai and franke athens from psychonauts right.
these little freakazoids from whispering rock in the first game. you know how theyre always holding hands and how theyre 'bestest friends' and shit
yeah well what if i told you they were queer. wow! as if nobody knew that already!!!! (clear sarcasm) but theres some more that meets the eye yknow. one, its remarkable the devs snuck queer girls into the first game which came out in 2005 mind you. when people still werent really all that accepting of queer people ESPECIALLY if they were in a public relationship. this was really based of the devs to do no matter how hidden it is. more under the cut
of course they refer to each other as girlfriends (iirc) and 'sister,' but theres more than you think. we all know about the campster profiles, but the information on them is actually pretty interesting about the campers, since we dont learn much of them in the game itself which is sad.
lets start off with franke. first of all, her only interest (aside from favorite medias) is literally JUST kitty.
thats pretty fucking gay if you ask me. and to add to the fire, she seems to have no real interest in other campers, especially other male campers. vernon in the campster profiles is revealed to have a crush on her, but her feelings toward him are ambivalent at BEST. her main focus is kitty, and has always been kitty.
and about her favorite medias, basically all of them are queer.
lets start with her favorite band of two women, t.A.T.u. this russian pop duo of girls, lena katina and julia volkova. they arent lesbians, but their queerness was a marketing stunt driven by shapovalov. though, maybe franke didnt know this. she just thought that their music was about two girls, loving one another. two russian girls loving one another in a time of potent homophobic stigma. russia has had homophobic ideals for a very long time, and homophobia was even more rampant back then than it is today. its forbidden love, and of course a young queer girl would eat that shit UP. its how she feels during that time.
from an article called 'the strange and homophobic history of 'queer icons' t.A.T.u,' the author writes these little tidbits.
'Perhaps catching wind of their struggling personal brand, Katina and Volkova released a statement in 2007. “Many of our fans of alternative sexual orientation thought that we lied and betrayed them,” they wrote. “This is not true! We’ve never done that and we’ve always advocated love without boundaries." A few weeks later, they performed at the Moscow’s Pride celebrations.'
'In a 2011 interview, Volkova stated that she wouldn’t accept having a gay son. “God created man for procreation, it is the nature. The man for me is the support…I won’t accept a gay son,” she said on Russian TV. “A man has no right to be a fag…I just want my son to be a real man, not a fag.” She then tried to ‘backpedal’, saying, “I have many gay friends. I believe that being gay is all still better than murderers, thieves or drug addicts. If you choose out of all this, being gay a little better than the rest.’ For what it’s worth, Katina publicly condemned Volkova’s statements.'
but of course, franke wouldnt know. this was all way after 2003, when the campster profiles were made. she would think that these two girls were lesbians, just like her. of course she would like their music.
now, lets go to her favorite tv shows and movie—ellen, laverne & shirly, and the hunger. as we all know, ellen is a lesbian. ellen publicly came out on april 30, 1997. with laverne & shirley, people have speculated that they are in a relationship, especially with how they act towards each other.
with the hunger, 1; its an erotic horror. not something a 10 year old should be watching, but honestly its not as bad as the other kids literally being peeping toms or killing animals on complete accident just with how overwhelmed and utterly powerful their minds are. 2; its a vampire flick with homosexual themes. being transformed, in both a queer awakening and a literal way, being transformed into a vampire. vampries throughout history have been associated with queerness in media, and this movie is no different. the hunger is one of the most famous movies with a literal queer plot. theres lesbian sex scenes, and theres goth swinger couples. very 1983. from a website called bitch flicks, theres a post that is titled 'nine pretty great lesbian vampire movies,' in which part of the section on the hunger says;
'Sticking well within queer tropes, however, Miriam is honestly a real U-Haul vampire, and waits all of 10 seconds after John’s death before she tries to marry Sarah pretty much out of nowhere. We are talking about someone that has an eternity ahead of her that can’t even wait like a month after her husband’s “death” before she starts moving her girlfriend in. Which is cold as Hell, because they were married for something like 300 years.'
conclusion, franke is gay as fuck. we love lesbians in this house! now, on to kitty, the more obvious of the queer couple i think.
as a brief little bit, her and frankes relationship status on campster is set to 'open marriage.' if that isnt gay, i dont know what is. franke is only interested in being friends with men and women, meanwhile kitty is interested in a serious relationship with women and men. clearly, shes already polyamorous and bi, which is absolutely based.
with her favorite media, her favorite show is xena: warrior princess. theres a bit of queerness in that show as well, with xena being clearly written as a queer character. xena and gabrielle, friends in the show, have been speculated to be queer, and the actresses for both have embraced this headcanon with open arms. in one episode, xena takes the form of a man and kisses gabrielle, and despite the heterosexual appearance, its very clearly a queer scene with obvious romantic intent. xena has been referred to as a feminist and lesbian icon. love that!
with her favorite movie, mulholland drive, it has been a key staple in sapphic media. from an article, 'the important of mulholland drive in sapphic cinematic history,' there are a few paragraphs id like to highlight.
'Rita has suffered amnesia after being in a car crash on Mulholland Drive–she can’t even remember her own name, choosing Rita from a movie poster. Betty attempts to help Rita figure out her identity and they grow close through the process, eventually sleeping together in a very passionate scene of connection. It’s nothing gratuitous, nor the focus of the film or its celebration after release. “Have you even done this before?” Betty asks Rita. “I don’t know,” Rita says. “Have you?” “I want to, with you. I’m in love with you.”'
'Viewers of Mulholland Drive are unraveling the mystery with Rita and Betty, looking for clues that might have been overlooked, some, like Melissa Anderson of ArtForum, seeing the film an upwards of 20 times. As bizarre things begin to occur–a blue key found in Rita’s purse unlocks a mystery box that has Betty becoming Diane Selwyn, a name Rita recognized earlier on as Rita is now actress Camilla Rhodes. In their new roles, Diane is in love with Camilla, Another love scene between Diane and Camilla is disconnected, one-sided. “We shouldn’t do this anymore,” Camilla says. “Don’t say that!” Diane replies. “Don’t ever say that.” Later, Camilla kisses another woman (played by Melissa George) and then a man, and laughs in Diane’s face. This madness leads Diane to hire a hitman to kill the object of her affection.'
both of these girls favorite medias are queer. all of them. clearly some thought went into these girls, and what they would like as young girls exploring themselves and their identity. it seems like franke would be more closeted about herself, meanwhile kitty is proud of herself. kitty is the ringleader in their relationship, with franke following behind.
conclusion, franke and kitty are gay as hell, and theres literally no disputing that with all the evidence at our fingertips.
sorry if this little essay post was weirdly formatted, i was interested in writing this stupid little thing.
Brian. Brian what the fuck does this mean
invirosaqua ;
an inviane gender connected to the image below.
[id 1: three rectangular flags with seven stripes. from outermost to innermost, the colors are muted blue, muted pink, pink, and pale yellow. the middle flag has a square image (see id 2) in a white outline. end id.]
[id 2: an image of light pink and peach roses floating on water. the water is iridescent, with reflections of green, pink, and purple. the entire image has a very ethereal feeling to it. end id.]
etymology ; "invi" + "ros" + "aqua"
pronunciation ; in - vee - rose - aqua
requested by ; no one :3
tagging @inviane-archive
i made a reddit post asking if i could use a cane without getting 'called out' for it (post stemmed from an argument with mom the night before, abt how basically she got mad and suddenly went on a tangent abt how were lazy and dont need a cane when it would likely assist with some possible disabilities) and i guess people downvoted our post? and i thought we would get support or something but people have been mostly questioning it since we are very unsure ourselves and it just feels like we shouldnt have made that post at all. only one person has been like 'if you need a cane, use it, no matter what someone else says' which is nice but the others have been questioning at best. and we didnt un-upvote our own stuff so we can tell others downvoted it. what the fuck even is reddit
like in our post i said it would help with possible cfs and pots, as well as breathing problems caused by excess exertion, flat-footed walking, and balance issues. i thought it would be obvious that i meant it wouldnt stop any of those but it would provide assistance but... i guess not? i thought it was obvious that a cane meant i could lean on it or something to provide just a little bit of relief for our feet and body but i guess it isnt obvious to the disability reddit. idk. like ik it wont stop any of those, but;
1. for fatigue and exertion-caused asthmatic issues it would provide me with a little bit of a rest spot since it isnt just my body doing all of the hard work
2. for the almost fainting of possible pots, a cane would let me lean on something without having the total possibility of falling, ive almost fell before because i havent had anything to lean on
3. with balance issues, same thing. it would probably allow me to trip over my own feet less. because 1, you have to be thoughtful abt walking with a cane. i know that damn well, and also it might let me hold on so i dont fall flat on my ass
4. and with my feet, it would relieve a bit of pressure i have on my feet when walking for long distances.
idk i guess reddit hates me (joking)
CONTRADICTIM: A term for anyone who uses contradictory labels and terms. Anyone may use this label, as long as they use it in good faith.
I used a Dove as a symbol to represent freedom in identity and self expression. FLAG AND TERM COINED BY ME !
TAGS: @radiomogai
oh my god this is so us i need to add this to our prns.cc STAT
✦﹕ good faith 4 good faith , , ,
Flag remake
Good faith for good faith is a strong ou exclusive preference for those who use good faith / contradicting identities 。
This includes mspec gays ,lesboys etc .
✦﹕ originally coined by Killjoy
╰ self - indulgent ??? ,,
[PT: good faith 4 good faith. Good faitg for good faith is a strong or exclusive preference for those who use good faith / contradicting identities
This includes mspec gays , lesboys etc. End PT]
i keep getting ed stuff for no reason on this app when i do not interact with those people at all and keep blocking them. tumblr can you stop please im just a fat mf trying to exist in this world without someone telling me that im an obese unlovable bitch and that i need to get to 90 pounds. like okay you guys have fun killing yourselves over not being able to fit into a child size (lighthearted) (kind of not)
btw i literally have a binging disorder (bed) and frequently go into binging episodes. i am similar yet opposite to yall but please can this app stop forcing me to look at 7h1nsp0 (replace 7, 1, 0 with t, i, o respectively). i love my thunder thighs dont yall bitches steal my thunder.
anyways for anyone trying to recover from an ed i love you ill give you so many kisses. mwah
i keep listening to demondice. help
dice of a generation is such a bangerrrr
WHAT THE FUCK DID ALPHA DO TO OUR TIMBLR
IM NOT EVN PUTTING HT EBANNER UP WHAT THE FUC DID HE DO
just had to deal with someone who ban/kick evaded in a server 3 times just because they wanted to say some corny shit and ping admins for a supposed genshin roleplay. its too late at night for this shit.
People are so annoying. Can't they simply take "no" for an answer? "I don't want to be here anyways, this sucks" then why did you rejoin several times? To get the last laugh? People are so insufferable, I hate them. dni banner
https://xtwitter.com/jam_etc_art/status/1780038184828608975
There is no possible reality where this is in any way capable of being passed off as self-defense. It was never self-defense. It is, and always has been, a genocide.
Crying babies. Crying babies. This is, beyond a shadow of a doubt, meant to draw out and kill civilians while also making it far more difficult to locate and aid children who are trapped or alone.
If you have money to spare, please consider donating to some of the fundraisers on Operation Olive Branch to help people escape this genocide.
Hello everybody.
Please share resources and don’t keep silent about Palestine. Dedicate your day for them today. Do not ignore them, do not let their voices go unheard.
Here are some resources you can share around:
Please do not ignore this post, share as much information and resources as you can for Palestine.
i almost forgot. happy weed day chat
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why do i hear our other parts voices its making me feel blurry right now. i hear this damn spoon nearing front and im trying to drown him out with music (thank you digital/physical heart by vane lily) and i think i can hear him vaguely complaining about it. help me save me
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oh my god finally im done with that fucking intro post. its so late at night. also happy birthday to our mom. we watched migration and honestly im surprised illumination can make a good movie that isnt the mario movie
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