shi/hir, 17. autistic and mentally/neurologically disordered traumaendo system. previously known as riotmarrow. do not send dono asks. do not post us to fakedisordercringe or systemscringe. zios, radqueers, and darkshippers do not interact, we don't like you.
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ok i just saw some dumb shit on an anti-end0genics blog, not saying who because i dont want them to be attacked either. i only searched so i could block them HAHA
but... aspen? as in the person who has consistently fakeclaimed other systems for not being what a system 'should be' in their eyes? the person who removed pluralkit and then called people who complained larpers? the same person who has called other systems delusional fakers? among other really shitty things to say to people who are mentally ill, and most likely minors (bc, cmon. tiktok is full of children)? are we REALLY talking about the same person?
like, i support (and am part) of the endogenic community myself but there is no way in hell that aspen is a supporter of endogenics. if anything, aspen is a bootlicker of psychiatry (which, though it is incredibly useful, there are things that are either not explained by it, or there are more vague and broad experiences that others have) and a spreader of harmful misinformation that harms both traumagenics and endogenics alike. you are literally only saying that because you dislike them.
(if anyone is reading this and knows who the blog is, do NOT post this on there. the last thing i need is to get attacked but legitimately that is a STUPID take)
so about that one twitter trend huh
Real big tonal difference when you're a fan of both
📢 1. How did you get your sys/collective name? 🔔 2. Who is the current host/frequent fronters? 📎 3. Who is your first known alter(s)? 🏳️🌈 4. What is your collective/most prominent identity? 🏳️ 5. What's your systems origin? ❗6. Do you have DID/OSDD?
🛂 7. What's your headcount? 👥 8. What's your brainmade to introject ratio? 🤫 9. Who's your most mischievous headmate? (/silly) ⚪ 10. What's your headspace like? 🤔 11. How did you find out you were plural? 🗨️ 12. Random quote from a headmate, go! 🗣️ 13. "Plural culture is..." ❤️ 14. What gives you euphoria about being plural? 💔 15. What give you dysphoria about being plural? 👤 16. Is there something that makes you different from other plurals? ❓17. Make up a random question to ask!
getting fixated on an object show character is so hard because it's like Okay. this character is a twist antagonist from the previous season of the show. on a surface level she is manipulative and selfish, but harbours a deep regret for her previous harmful actions that resulted in a close friendship of hers being sabotaged. she introduces herself to a new contestant, initially only helping her for her own gain, but quickly develops an emotional attachment to her as their friendship becomes less transactional and more real, but once again her own toxic behaviour sabotages the only connection she has. she's now drowning completely in her guilt and self-hatred, believing herself to be irredeemably evil.
and then someone says "oh this character is really interesting where's she from!" and you have to say Well actually. She's a
I don't know how I haven't been following you I love you work urgshd,,,um,,,may I please request more of the Five Nights at OJ,,,, or just,,,the fnaf au,,,i eat it up its so good
yupppp, here you go!!! THANK TOU, ALOS!! IMGLIGN
Dear mutuals and followers, sorry for the politics in your dashboard but in some homes today we cannot afford to "ignore the problems".
The country where I come from, Venezuela, has had an election for president that has resulted in fraud. Mr. Nicolás Maduro has proclaimed himself President although the votes have said the opposite. This regime has devastated the lives of its citizens, resorting to violence against those who opposed it. It has brought ruin to a nation once celebrated as a pioneer of Latin American independence, yet many choose to overlook its plight. Venezuela, a country that once extended support to immigrants and provided aid to others, is now dismissed as insignificant by many.
If you are an advocate who values the dignity and needs of individuals, we urge you to raise your voice alongside us. Don't ignore us because we are Latinos, this is also a war. It is a conflict against an individual who has controlled his armed forces, law enforcement, narcotics syndicates, and citizens, rendering any attempts at reform futile despite our vocal protests. I have family members who are unable to depart through legal means, and if they choose to leave unlawfully, they face harsh judgment from people of the outside.
If you are interested, here are more information you may read:
Twitter Thread Summary // What is happening in Venezuela // Torture Center: The Helicoide
(ASK) How can I help Venezuelans?
okay we wasted three hours on the main campus trying to get rent assistance and then get told we need to get a letter from our landlord saying we’re about to be evicted or we get zero help. fucking hell
So you see, Brian sounds and acted very tired and everyone in the chat was telling him to end the stream and go to bed and I was spamming so much 😂😂
UNTIL….Justin was in the chat and telling him not to sleep! But fr me and Justin were beefing and I told him to take a nap
He seemed a little cranky tbh
anywho we fought for a little then he did this
WE ARE NOW RIVALS🤺
I WILL PREPARE FOR A BATTLE SOON🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺 @justin-chapmanswers
I DON'T WANT THIS ANYMORE
[alt version below cut]
so anyways yeah my object show fixation has consumed me once more thanks to episode 15 🫶 (help me)
may or may not post more here again if i fully delve back into doing osc art
FUCK i just had to make an oc for silver spoon to be gay with... i LOVE that stupid npd ass spoon GAWDDD. and i also gave yall his asset bc Why Nawt... giggles.. ehehe
parfait is just a rly sociable guy. they try to be amicable tho he has a Few doubts.. hes kinda like a self insert Ish. Ish.
also yes candle is a rival bc he finds her Too Suspicious.. also bc theyre jealous of silver being so close to her all the time. Yes theyre gay what of it. F slurs.. smh
also he doesnt like tea kettle bc she reminds them Too Much of his mom. Haha get mommy issued IDIOT. Sorry im rambling. I like to be funny. do u guyses like my little guy. be nice to them. (also i accidentally wrote candle instead of tk could u guys tell im Tired)
later edit: alsooo here is me explaining all of his relationships with the s3 cast. yay! expand to read bc its a LOTTTTTTTTT. im a d1 yapper
For this Disability Pride Month, I saw a post that was shittybad and it made me angry. So have this
I hope this message finds you well. I write to you today with a heavy heart, but full of hope that you might be able to assist me during these difficult times. I have lost everything I own—my home and my family—in the harsh conditions we are living in. I am now homeless and without resources.
My child is injured and urgently needs surgery outside the Gaza Strip. Without this operation, I cannot guarantee him a healthy future or a decent life. I appeal to you from the depths of my heart to help me raise funds for his treatment through the attached GoFundMe link.
Every donation, no matter how small, makes a significant difference in our lives and restores hope in these challenging times. I thank you in advance for your support and generosity. 🙏
Weird gender unity /pos
Constantly fucking hearing white queers appropriate non-woman and non-man (terms used to talk about the degendering poc face) to be exclusionists. Fucking hell
and when you tell them that they straight up say they don't care. like wow. okay
the wildest exclusionist comment I've seen was 'yeah gender is a social construct but you still have to follow the rules to it' like what??? do you. know? what a social construct is? or what it means to deconstruct the gender binary???
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hello, white tumblr user. before you is a serious post by a blogger of color about racism. if you are able to quietly reblog it without adding any bullshit, especially not anything starting with "as a white person-" you will be allowed to go free. the hardest challenge in your entire life begins now
sketty i was going to send this to you only to find out that you requested for it. thats so based. also this stimboard is peak
Yes Man from Fallout New Vegas stimboard with tech and radiation themes for @confettisketty !
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ok ill start this off by saying ive never seen courage the cowardly dog in my life. but oh my god this damn computer
me and my non-objectum friend have been RAVING over this computer. absolutely going CRAZY. this computer has no right to have such an erotic voice my LORD. work up a good drool? SIR YES SIR 🫡
ive never watched an episode of this show in my life but goddamn this computer... fans face with hand...
hi all! anyone can interact with this post regardless of syscourse stance, but ive realized that the carrd to the syscourse code was deleted for whatever reason. im not sure of why as such, heres a link to the last web archive of it, for anyone who wants to continue to use it without scouring the internet for answers to the questions. (if the original creator of the carrd sees this post and wants me to delete it for any reason, i will!) click here for the wayback archive!
"endos make a mockery of REAL systems" "ace people make a mockery of REAL queer people" "nonbinary people make a mockery of REAL trans people" "self-diagnosed people make a mockery of REAL disabled people" "bisexuals make a mockery of REAL gay people" "non-dysphoric trans people make a mockery of REAL trans people" "trans lesbians make a mockery of REAL lesbians"
arent you tired? arent you tired? arent you tired?
thank you tumblr user julietianboy for the image id!!!!! i appreciate it a bunch
hyperestrogenism flag ^_^
hey i made a flag for hyperestrogenism, since the official one i found on a queer wiki is very brightly colored and WOW its.. something. the colors to my flag have no real meaning, aside from the femininity that is typically associated with this condition, and the variety of people it can affect, but you can make your own color meanings!
i dont make flags a lot, and im nervous about putting this out for the world to see, but here! take this flag, and someone please make an image id for me if you can! (i dont know how to make one)
joining a fandom late has some pros
edit: this was a crappily rushed comic i made in 10 minutes. why is it getting so much traction.
bpd culture is feeling a little bit unwanted and immediately shutting down and isolating from everyone even though you know all it does is make things even worse
watching people react to the existence of Black Palestinians is WILD. youse really need to unlearn the orientalism and anti-Black racism in your understanding of SWANA countries. People from the SWANA region come in all shades, ethnicities, and there are are 1000s of languages. As the palest person in my Lebanese family, let me tell you that we all look different even within families. "Palestinian" is not a race. Arab is not even really a race, it just refers to people who culturally speak Arabic as a first language. Palestinian is a nationality and ethnicity, it's not a race. Watching people in the West over the last 9 months be shocked there are a Black Palestinians, pale Palestinians, Jewish Palestinians, etc has shown me that many of youse have your hearts in the right place but have a long way to go in your decolonisation learning. Zionism is a supremacist movement and cannot and will not be fought with an ignorant non-inclusive movement that reinforces anti-Black racism and orientalism. A free Palestine won't be achieved if your advocacy is based on a homogeneous, orientalised, and anti-Black vision of what Palestine is and who Palestinians are.