12:57 - Blog Posts

My mind makes everything so complicated, analyzing too much. Like I have to do everything so efficiently. I can’t even do groceries if I don’t combine that trip with another task. Even my social interactions must be efficient… I can lay down and watch pointless Youtube videos without paying much attention for hours but when I decide to do something productive my mind has to start complicating it. I know it would be way more efficient if I just do it instead of analyzing it deeply and try to make it more efficient. Sometimes I feel like I’m paralized in my brain. This is so damn tiring and I gotta find a way to stop this.

And here is a very inefficient tree. It has so many flowers and it looks so beautiful but these flowers doesn’t smell. What’s the point of a flower if it doesn’t smell good? I’m not a bee after all. I should try to be more like this tree, I don’t have to do everything perfectly. I’m sure this tree is way more peaceful than I am.