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katsuki loves you. from the bottom of his heart, he does. he loves how you help so many people, even without realizing it. he loves the way you're so unbelievably contagious, cheering up your friends when they're not feeling their best selves. and he feels so fuckin' grateful that you chose him to share your existence with.
you save so many people. you tell them to take care of themselves. you listen, and lend a hand to those in need when they need it most.
but what katsuki can't stand - what he fuckin' hates seeing the most - is you refusing to lend yourself that helping hand.
you don't hesitate to take care of anyone... so why is it so hard for you to take care of yourself?
you think you hide it well; you think nobody can see that you're truly, silently suffering. but none of this is fooling him. he's too perceptive for that. he catches you one night, completely offguard while you're crying.
katsuki's quick to envelop you in the tightest of hugs. his fingers, gently thread through your hair. he shoves your face into the crook of his neck, and there's absolutely no way you can escape his embrace now. no way you can possibly hide from him. and before he speaks, with the softest voice you've ever heard, he kisses your temple, tenderly like lovers do. like they should do.
"let me help you," he says, feeling your poor body shaking in his arms. "i want to take care of you."
you haven't heard kinder words in such a long, long time, it's powerful enough to shake you out of your sobbing and leaves you ultimately frozen.
"please," he pleads. and katsuki never says 'please.' "teach me how to love you. let me save you when you can't. and don't give me that, 'i'll be fine,' bullshit."
he pulls back to look you in the eye, his forehead pressing flush to yours. nose to nose.
"don't you fuckin' get it? you're all i have," his voice, so used to commanding with confidence and barking orders, croaks underneath hidden pressure, and cracks.
"you're the most important person in my life, dumbass," his throat bobs as he swallows. "and i don't ever wanna lose you."
