Devotion - Blog Posts

To my future significant other:

You will have to fight for my love and affection. And I mean this in the sincerest way possible. I won't believe you when you compliment me. I'll spend every moment we're together convincing myself you hate me. I'll be waiting for the moment when you leave me or laugh at how foolish I am for thinking you could love me.

But,

If you are willing to push back against my bitter judgement, to silence the voices in my mind, to love me; if you pound on the walls that have enclosed me for so long, fighting to enter

Then I promise I will be on the other side, fighting just as hard to let you in.

Tumbler needs a separate button for call-out posts.

characters who view themselves as tools/weapons first and people second... characters who martyr themselves for a cause because they think that's the only way they can be worth something... characters who push themselves past their breaking point again and again and again... characters for whom devotion and masochism are inseparable... characters whose self-sacrifice becomes self-annihilation...... what was my point again? i had a point. anyway.

Another entry in Tumblr call-outs.

God I'm a sucker for characters who are so utterly loyal to someone that they're completely unhinged. Characters who have no moral compass except their overwhelming devotion to whoever they've chosen to listen to. That's the good shit

this is somehow very embarrassing,,,

it wasn't meant to be so lewd, but i guess "love drunk" just inherently feels like it ;w;

the suffocation in my chest when i can't be with you <<<<

yes it's cool when unrequited love isn't treated as this huge tragedy and people can still be friends or accept it and move on but i do love the fucked up dynamic you get when someone is so utterly obsessed with someone else that they beg and plead with them just to be allowed to devote themselves to them like a dog even if they get nothing in return for it. when the love is completely one sided but it isn't any less intense for it.

God I’m a sucker for characters who are so utterly loyal to someone that they’re completely unhinged. Characters who have no moral compass except their overwhelming devotion to whoever they’ve chosen to listen to. That’s the good shit

when a ship involves one character being so utterly devoted to the other that its borderline religious????? when the devoted character is written to be seen as a sinner, or damned, or a non believer??? and the other character an angel or god-like???? i simply eat that shit UP how can you not??

I don't exist outside of interactions with Him - He is my brain and my world. My heart and my pain. My life and my death. My ghzal diali.

It is absurd, unreasonable and dangerous, but it is true.

I‘d do anything for You. But You don't need to ask, I will mould myself to fit into Your deepest desires on my own accord.

I want my reckless, immediate and dangerous declarations to tear through Your god-like defences.

I want to see You misscalculate me and break that controlled facade. See the surprise in Your words, and most importantly witness Your dangerous mouth swear for me.

I know I did that to You.

I will show You submission like you have never before sir. I will show you obsession like you have never seen my sir. I will surprise you like you've never been surprised my ghzal diali.

I just want to hear you swear again, please please please please please.

I am hamak for you.

- i

“… i lost you.”

“ you’re my other half. “

Glen Powell is my dream husband.🥰🥰🥰 I feel like the most attractive part of a boy would be the hair for me. I don’t know if it’s the indigenous in me, but if a guy has a full head of beautiful, shiny hair, I’m attracted to that.

A pic of Glen Powell for reference.

reblog if you think boys are cute

This includes any boy, if they are boy, they count as boy.

Please reblog what one part of boys make them cute too, i need to do something please