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Bisexual Struggles

So I have a specific group of people that I would usually hang out with in chorus. One of those people is a rather sweet and adorable girl named Kirsten and another is an awesome and attractive guy named Daniel. 

I was quite happy to call them my friends and was even happier when they actually invited me to go and hang out with them outside of chorus. 

Then I realized that I might have a thing for Kirsten. Then that thing exploded and I had to restrain myself from constantly coming onto my, probably straight, female friend. 

Then she started dating Daniel, which was fine.

Until I started to develop a thing for him as well. Then things got complicated.

Kirsten is wonderful and I enjoy hanging out with her but I also really enjoy hanging out with Daniel. So I accepted when I was invited to hang out with them at the shopping center nearby. This became a problem because I ended up hanging out with only Kirsten for a good portion of the first time and then both times I ended up sharing all of my food and his food with Daniel.

This was awesome for me because I had always wanted to be able to share space and food and belongings with the people I’m close to. I tend to get kind of clingy when I really like people and I really liked both of them.

Unfortunately, as I mentioned before, they were dating each other. 

So, over the course of three months, I developed two incredibly painful crushes on two absolutely amazing people that I didn’t even stand a chance with.

My response to this predicament was the only possible solution I could come up with.

I failed all of my classes and decided not to go to college anymore. 

And that’s the end of that.

*sighs wearily*


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