Forgiving - Blog Posts

I'm sorry.

I know that I've been an arsehole with you when we were together.

I used to be toxic and God you don't know how much I want to go back in time and never treated you like that in the past, but i guess that "you learn from your mistakes its true".

After all, I'm here, completely different, going to therapy and trying my best because you deserve that and me too.

I know that at some point we hated eachother, at least I thought that I hated you but c'mon, im head over heels for you ever since we talked for the first time, Im never going to forget that call.

It was raining here where I live and we started listening music from my iPad, soft music.

It's been a year since that I think, God times does flies, innit? God, I can't believe that I've been so blind and fool that I almost lost you.

I almost lost you.

I was never going to forgive myself if that happened.

I love you, so so much.

I just told you that you have so much power over me because I always came back to you and you to me.

I mean, it must be the universe or something, right?

I don't know what or who it is that keeps pushing us towards one another but I hope that never stops.

I don't know if you feel the same about me, if you love me the same or even if you still see me as the love of your life.

I know that you are mine.

I'm going to be here even if you don't feel the same, if you want to just be friends, that's fine, I just want to be around you.

Please.

Let me love you, let me have you.

Let me fix my mistakes with actions and not only words.

I love you.

Oh Mrs Darcy, how much I love you.

I wish I was more brave to tell you this.

I wish you could forgive me and love me.

I wish...