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“Did you get enough love, my little dove?
Why do you cry?
And I’m sorry I left, but it was for the best,
Though it never felt right…
My little Versailles…”
I wanted to publish this poem of mine 😅that just came to me after thinking🤔 of all the things I have through at school this year💯.
So please be honest😁 about the poem and pls give me pointers👀 that can help me improve on future poems in the future 😁.
REGRETS ✨
Over my shoulder the shadow looms like humid air.
Much to my dismay the time I have can't spare-
A moment of truth, for a greedy gasp of air
I only hope for a better day for us my dear.
We wish to be free amongst the others,
To be normalized into the casual ordinary
Living as the best of the worst was momentary.
We have survived but not thrived.
Bright gleams kills the burdens,
Lifting off the weight of notes and appearances,
Our moment has arrived to be recognized.
Yes. I hope to be next to you
Yet the world has bigger things that are due-
I write to say goodbye to the past life,
I had in those corridors and lockers,
And wave "hi" to the start of a new beginnings.
Cara
Misture Autismo+TDAH+Crise de sexualidade+Pressão arterial baixa+Anemia+Pobreza+Arte+Fase de depressão(majoritariamente superada)+Fase de Iniciativas Suicidas(majoritariamente superada)+Leve mudez devido a uma lesão na garganta (cortesia de uma corda e uma iniciativa suicida)/Recorrência a mudez seletiva devido a traumas e então você me terá:
(translation)
Dude
Mix Autism+ADHD+Sexuality crisis+Low blood pressure+Anemia+Poverty+Art+Phase of depression(mostly completely overcome)+Phase of suicidal initiatives(mostly completely overcome)+Light muteness due to a throat injury (courtesy of a rope and a suicidal initiative)/Recurrence of selective muteness due to traumas and then you have me:
"It's okay, angel"
*sends audio*
"Fuck-"
"I forgot for a moment that I am mute"
"And I'm wearing headphones"
just read a genshin theory about the abyss twin being the remnants of their consciousness and that they’ve been dead this whole time… I AM NOT OKAY
weekly
you ever die in your besties arms after giving him the title you believe he rightfully deserves and that you are sacrificing your life for in order to try and stop the apocolypse but the symbol of that title and therefore your bond is torn to shreds and hes left cradling your body in his arms because you dont know how to help others without becoming the sacrificial lamb and he further believes he is too cowardly and weak to stop tragedies from happening directly because of you dying on purpose.
I leave this website for a couple of hours and come back to my dashboard FILLED with shirtless Chan, Jungkook and Jimin 🫠 And Jeongin’s solo performance with all the body rolls???
WHEN DID THIS BECOME SUCH A WHOREHOUSE????
felt like I was about to have a panic attack and cried but I have to thank this post and the Wahoo fish for making me laugh for a solid minute lmfao
I am so sorry for your loss (dragons rising watchers iykyk)
domestic jaya spread cuz i hit 5k on instagram !! :^) im gonna watch the new season of dragons rising soon trust
Being so mentally ill that your friends bully you into scheduling a therapy appointment in the middle of class?
1/2
zs💚💛 happy bday sanji💘
I will be reading these fics with godspeed thank you thank you thank you for making this list (I have a hard time finding good sskk works that aren't oneshots/are long works so this is just absolutely wonderful)
I NEED SSKK FICS RECOMMANDATION SOBS
GIMMZ THE SILLIIES
[Any fic works pls I just need something to read 😭]
Simple little panel recreation I drew in honor of chapter 121.5
I love semi monochromatic drawings so I decided on making everything b&w besides his eyes
Still screaming about chp 121.5 by the way like what the hell (I love that chapter)
Did I add a teensy itsy bitsy blush to Atsushi's face? Maybe :3
i am afraid i’ll never recover from this. THE MATCHING HEAD TILT?!?!
(we’re getting married people)
AND THIS ANNOUNCEMENT ON THE SAME DAY?!?!
A MANDALORIAN MOVIE!!!!!!
im hyperventilating. i simply am too excited there’s too much happening in my brain to process this information rn. i NEED din djarin like i need air to breathe
possible helmetless!din screen time????
I AM NOT OKAY OH MY GOD???? she’s gonna be perfect in so happy for her!!!! AHHHHH ABBY CONFIRMED!!!!!
John cries through Arthur's eyes. Why did I not realise this, it was literally mentioned. I am going to be violently ill. This podcast is going to ruin me
Do you ever feel like a starving carnivore?
What do you mean?
Well, sometimes, very rarely mind you, but once in a blue moon I get into this mood where I like, feel like I wanna eat organs or some shit. Not a random person though, I'm not Jeffery Dahmer! It's like I wanna eat myself? Like I get a rage and my head gets filled with violent gore and screaming and I wanna tear flesh from bone like I'm a wild animal or a monster or something, but in a weird way at the same time I always wanna be torn apart myself, feel the pain, I desire it. I tend to eat gas station meats when I feel like that, viciously rip it with my teeth, sometimes I get cheetos or takis too and it's like I'm breaking through bones, and in a weird way, I'm not me anymore. I'm a monster tearing myself apart. I'm a ravenous creature feasting on fresh meat and chewing through bones and drinking in the viscous blood. I'm me and I'm the monster I run from, I'm the monster and the meat.
When it ends it helps, I feel better, I'm not mad anymore, the monster is fed and it can go back to it's cage for a long time before it inevitably begins to starve again.
I don't know how to get rid of the monster that desires so desperately sometimes to eat me and begs for a visceral mess of carnage. I don't think I could deny it forever no matter how hard I tried. I can delay it, I don't open that cage until I am home, but the monster won't let me rest if I don't feed it eventually, fake meat, fake blood, fake bones, for the imaginary monster. I don't know how to get rid of the desire to be torn apart by it.
Like I said, it doesn't happen often, and I never hurt anyone in reality, I don't even hurt anyone in my head, the monster eats me, I am the monster, I only eat myself. I don't know what that means though.
The best way I can describe it is feeling like a starving carnivore.
I watched sonic 3 and AUAHGHDBDBBDNDNDND
AHVSBDNEN ITS SO GOOD?!??! THE MOVIE, THE SHADOW THE ROBOTNIK THE EVERYTGIBGGG FWHSBSBS THERE WERE SO MANY REFERENCESSBSBDB
RAHAHHHHHHH
Basically, if you haven't watched it yet or are iffy on if you should watch it, GO WATCH ITTTTTTT!!! YOU WONT REGRET ITTTT!!
AND STAY FOR THE AFTER CREDITS, BOTH OF THEM.
She’s the kinda girl that’s gonna get you hurt.
Righty-oh, Im back. Sorry if im bothering you
Halloween costumes
Bored between missions
Baby
Pets
Ahsoka for any of these or honestly just whoever you feel like drawing
Anakin, stop sulking. You pull off a wonderful moody orphan look.
Why do we cook bacon and cook cookies?
Why don't we cook cookies and bake bacon?