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I dont even like tea but ill chug this down so fast, tysm for the help im trying out today

this is really random but since yall are like friends to me I don't mind being random

but I've been having a throbbing headache for three or four days now and it's fucking killing me slowly I swear

this shit almost made me pass out so many times (and im also anemic which just makes things incredibly worse)

idk what to do cause it doesn't matter how many pain killers I take or how much water I drink it doesn't go away

anyways, this won't change shit in your lives but I wanted to talk about that cause I have nothing better to post abt

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I just love this page. Atsushi realizes that he almost lost someone who he never took the time to understand. this boy, this stranger, who has burrowed so deep into his mind, who has been completely incomprehensible to him, who died for him, is, beneath it all, just like him. they're the same. they always have been.

its regret. about the words he's said, the wound's he's inflicted, the fact that he did not see the boy right in front of him. he walked away, a specter, misunderstood, never being told that its okay for him to live. okay for him to exist in this world.

for the first time, he thinks he understands akutagawa ryuunosuke and its breaking his heart. he's breaking his heart.

i can't believe i was stupid enough to think he just wanted to be casual friends

No because Steve had 5 years to get with Nat but instead chose to go to therapy and talk about a dead b*tch from the forties. Smh.