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I found your blog recently and I liked it very much, I hope you don't bother you to ask you for a 📁
I apologize for my english, it makes it very difficult for me to perfect the language even🙇🏻♀️
It's ok! Your english isn't that bad so don't apologize, its a hard language ❤ also thank you for the ask. Also sorry it took a while to respond. I wanted it to be good.
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I was thinking about nejire and bakugou being friends, just 2 platonic weirdos having an unlikely but wholesome friendship.
Its definitely unexpected and nejire deserves more spotlight if you ask me.
I feel like it would happen spontaneously at school, outside, etc. But they just click and hangout.
Nejire asks a lot of questions and seems like an airhead but bakugou knows that there's a keen sense of intelligence behind those royal blue eyes.
And being an upperclassman, she provides knowledge as she has more experience.
Nejire understands people really well, she knows that there's more to bakugou than people see.
She befriended the peculiar hot head out of curiosity which soon turned to affection as they saw sides of eachother that others wouldn't believe they had.
The 1st time nejire used a swear word was when she stubbed her toe while getting up from her desk.
Everyone was shocked, especially mirio and Amajiki since when does nejire curse??
Yeah...bakugou has been rubbing off on her.
And bakugou has been more open to asking the weirdest questions like, is Tokoyami a raven or crow? If an overdose kills you, wouldn't it be the same as a lifetime supply?
Not to mention him having a bubbly personality out of nowhere, just randomly smiling all innocently and laughing at jokes.
Needless to say, it was concerning for the people around them. Poor deku nearly ran out of breath from muttering.
Also the two of them used their quirks like each others.
Nejire figured out how to make her energy beams into something similar to Bakugou's AP shot.
Bakugou figured how to make a continuous explosion ray like nejire's spiral.
They're fighting styles were more adverse now, making it harder for their classmates during training.
It was also terrifying to see them be more intimidating than usual, mainly nejire.
She has that personality that leads you into a false sense of security, then when you least expect, she strikes.
reminding us that she is a part of the big 3. A true badass who is more than good looks and optimistic charm.
Whenever bakugou and nejire are hanging out, it's in a secluded area since bakugou isn't a fan of crowds.
They also rant about how gay they are for their significant others, mostly nejire since bakugou isn't as reluctant to sharing as he is to just listening. Either works.
Nejire is a lesbian disaster.
When word got out that they were friends, people were very confused. And slightly worried.
Except mirio, he just joked about how nejire got herself a pomeranian. Love that for him.
They were happy that bakugou made a friend though. Mineta was punted to the sun for making inappropriate comments about nejire.
We shall pretend he has been replaced by a chill Shinsou. Momo just likes to have another tea lover around.
But yeah! That's my take on nejire and bakugou being platonic sweethearts.
Nejire is an underrated and interesting character who we haven't seen the best of yet.
I also feel like theres more to her that we dont know, or overlook.
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I hope you liked it Takami! ❤ hope for more asks in the future.
📁 I only have this idea in my head, in which class 1-A is made to see "Dearh Note", all exepto katsuki are in favor of the justice of L, while Katsuki shares many ideals with kira.If you haven't seen Death note, don't worry, and your headcanons are incredibly beautiful.
Aww thank you so much! I have indeed seen death note and the class would definitely be concerned about how bakugou is able to convince them that it's a good idea.
But I have an entire list of hcs from discord that I have yet to put here so I'm gonna do that. Sorry anon!
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I was listening to lindsey Sterling and now all I can think about is violinist kariage.
Just. This asshole can make any genre of music cool with his violin.
And bakugou be simping H A R D
Also there is something about shadows that make me want to envision kariage playing it while bakugou dances.
The katsucrew love seeing how bakugou will be lowkey (highkey) simping but if it's a calming tune then he is out like a light.
Dude can make any gremlin just fall asleep with his violin if he plays the right melody for it.
Bakugou goes to all of kariage's competitions and if he can't then he has one of the katsucrew send a video or audio recording if taking a video isn't allowed.
He's a sweetheart who hums to his beloved's tunes.
The class starts to wonder where these tunes that he sings comes from.
And find out that its kariage.
Some of them tease, others think it's cute, while the rest are jealous.
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Hope ya like it! I know its not death note but I wanted to share this so badly.
I messed up the neck shadow but other than that and a few other minor details I like how it turned out!
Completely unrelated but I felt super proud because I'm not usually any good at male characters so I dont bother. This is my 1st Male character piece in months. nwn I'm happy.
have yalls angry mitsuki coming to terms that kariage is a good boyfriend for katsuki. And her twisted thinking about the sports festival.
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Anger riled up in her as she saw her son tied up infront of millions. How could this happen? Why is no one doing anything?! Her baby boy is struggling in quirk restraints not even fit for his quirk.
Mitsuki could barely hold herself back. Masaru had grown still next to her. She could barely think, so many questions went through her head. Perhaps they were doing the right thing? Maybe katsuki had done something wrong and is paying the price for it, surely UA wouldn't do something like this without a reason.
-time skip to after sports festival, katsuki is at home now- (I'll figure out how to write this part later)
Katsuki didnt say much, or at all once he got home. He just stayed inside his room all day. It was getting late. Around 7 PM.
There was a knock at the door, it was kariage, Katsuki's boyfriend. Mitsuki let him inside, even if she still wasn't so sure about him. Could you blame her? Kariage was basically if hot topic and stereotypical bad boy had a baby. And that baby being kariage, the poster child of bad behavior.
However, the look in his eyes said otherwise. There was a bloodlust hidden, a fury almost breaking to the surface as there were glimpses of sadness. Mitsuki looked at kariage as he went upstairs to her son's room.
A while later, she heard muffled sobs as she washes the dishes....and then cooing? Sweet nothings are a better phrase. She heard the sobbing stop and turn to giggles. Mitsuki turned the water off after completing the last of the dishes.
Mitsuki went upstairs, she stood infront of the door and heard the stupid jokes that kariage was telling her boy. No matter how bad they were, they still made katsuki laugh.
Mitsuki smiled to herself as she walked into masaru and her bedroom and sat next to her already sleeping husband. Maybe, just maybe, kariage was ok enough to be with her baby.
@wonhaebunny pls ignore my fuck ups while making this. I love Blackugou Widow and I say more fanart.
Hope you like it.
I love youuuu
I-I...🥺 I love you too. Also Karma is best boi. Just putting it out there. I dont know what else to say...💕💕💕
Given name: Okami (meaning wolf)
Surname: Gushiken (meaning strong willed)
Birthday: unsure as of now
Personality: He is stubborn and playful. Can be scary when he wants, but generally great. Kinda like Natsuo but not as cheery, a bit like Hawks too.
Quirk: Forest whisper
Okami's quirk is similar to Kouda where he can talk to wolves, he also has a few traits of wolves.
His senses are heightened but not by much. He is also protective like a wolf. He can understand body language incredibly well too, and is a supportive softy.
He is a bit stubborn too.
Occupation: He works as a counselor at an elementary school. His quirk makes it so he is observant to body language, understanding the students is easy for him.
He is a little strict, but is super caring for the students. Like a wolf to their pack or pups.
Bonds:
Fuyumi Todoroki: Lover/girlfriend (fiance soon?) and coworker. (No one else knows about him since Fuyumi likes to keep personal and work life as separate as possible)
Appearance:
Okami has dark hair and gray eyes with a red tint.
He also has sharper and larger canines, but not very noticeable. He's pretty normal looking tbh.
Fuyumi deserves better goddamn it.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/20398792
But also love this fic, she is so badass and the dynamic between her and Endeavour is *chef's kiss*
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LITTLE BAKUGOU WITH CARETAKER KARIAGE
Let the boi be an age regresser and have his bf be a good lover!
Like bkg regresses to around 3-7 years (depends) and does it when overwhelmed.
He first read about it when he either clicked a wrong link or was internet surfing. He does it in the privacy of his room and is discreet about it.
Being the organized boy he is, he makes sure to segregate his little stuff for different ages. Kariage is the first one to find out about it. Towards the end of 2nd year in middle school.
Bkg got into a fight at school and it stressed him bad. He stayed huddled in a lesser used bathroom but kari found him shaking and babbling in a corner. He understood what to do somewhat.
After bkg calmed enough and went into his regular headspace he was so anxious that kari would stop dating him and tell everyone. Kari is an angel, supports him. Does more research on littles and helps bkg.
Bakugou eventually tells the others. They don't care much and are supportive. If kariage isnt available then bakugou turns to one of them.
I imagine shit happened after the remedial licensing stuff and bkg regresses infront of the class. The others think he's hit by a quirk.
They try calming him down but he doesnt have control over his quirk and keeps blasting people away with tears running down his face. He keeps asking for "Kage! Kariag-ge! I wan' him!"
Aizawa comes in and calm bkg enough to stop his quirk and go through his phone contacts. He does it all with bkg looking at the phone to see who is kariage. Once bkg sees his contact he lights up and points at it. They call.
"Suki? Baby what's wrong?" Bkg sobs hearing his caregiver's voice. "Need y-you..." "I'm on my way kitten, just 10 mins I?" "Okie...hurry" "...5 mins."
Kari gets there and calms him down enough to make him fall asleep. He turns to see worried classmates and teacher.
Kariage respects bkg's privacy and insecurities. He explains that no, bkg isnt hit by a quirk. No, y'all ask him. If he won't say then he won't.
A while passed and after bkg woke up and went through a panic attack or 2 abt the class finding out, he realized they didnt care...they were ok with it and happy that they might get to take care of him too.
Hell, even mineta went out of his way to not be pervy around him when regressed. It was pleasant.
That's how bb baku gets the love he deserves from caregiver bf kariage and supportive class 1-A and overprotective Dadzawa.
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Hope this satisfies! Stay safe yall.
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Ok so. Drunk Katsucrew.
So obviously there will be a hole in the wall bar somewhere and the adults there are gonna be all "aight ok go ahead but no puking"
Katsuki is the giggly drunk, total light weight.
Kariage is a really heavy weight so normally he doesn't get too drunk. Mainly tipsy. also cuz they are absolute monsters when they're drunk.
Hifue is semi weight and the crybaby type.
Mito is the confused/delirious type. She's kinda heavy weight.
Yasushi is the one who drinks the least but when he does he is the one who orders people around and calls them peasants, confuses others for different people.
Henshuu actually doesnt like drinking. But when she does she is pretty much the same. Just a bit more honest and loopy.
And Seika...oh fuck she's a menace.
She's the scary, angry, ready to kill drunk. The amount of times she's accurately thrown a knife at someone to go right next to their face. Just a millimeter away. SHES AN ABSOLUTE SADIST WHEN DRUNK.
She makes the group play weird games like truth or dare. Spin the bottle, 7 mins in heaven, who's the king. Lots of other crazy stuff. But who's the king is just depressing cuz she gets the king stick everytime.
Kariage wants to die from dealing with these absolute messes. But he lives for seeing giggly katsu who laughs at anything and is just plain adorable.
So yeah. He now Carries around a camera whenever they go drinking. He makes them watch the next day and everyone makes a compilation of the most embarrassing part. (kanji will definitely play them during their weddings)
Thank you for coming to my Ted talk.
Also this was heavily inspired by Fairy Tail OVA 9.
Any fairy tail OVA or episode reminds me of katsucrew.
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Hope you have a nice day and stay safe.
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Thank you Hun! Hope your doing well.❤ Ok so the new spoilers got me thinking. This is also a bit inspired by a conversation in bunny's server.
TW // SPOILERS AND DEATH
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JUST SO YOU KNOW THAT ISNT FUYUMI. THIS HC IS IF SHE WAS.
Ok so. For a second we thought that this was Fuyumi in the panel, trying to save her lover.
Obviously that isn't her but that got me thinking of a headcannon... what if that was Fuyumi and her partner?
WHAT IF Her partner was planning on proposing next week but was ya know? dying? so he gives it to her. She's sobbing. He is proclaimed dead when the paramedics arrived. His final words were asking her to promise that they marry eachother in the next life.
Her future at having a good life. Her lover. Gone.
Extra angst: if she was pregnant. Her chance of giving a life to a child, a future to give that she didnt get. Now without her sweetheart. But highly unlikely.
It's more like she wanted a family with him but now she can't, because he's gone.
He just pulls the box out and slowly gives it to her and the paramedics arrive. He passes away due to blood loss and getting crushed.
Fuyumi is heartbroken.
She thought the death of Touya was accidental or something. So now she knows that her dad was worse than she thought, her brother is alive and her partner, her lover, her chance of a good future is dead. Her SWEETHEART is DEAD.
Why do I make myself cry like this?
We know that Dabi killed civilians by his own choice. He could've gone and killed Endeavour himself but chose to kill.
The whole army riot thing is a part of it? He chooses to bring this shit down on us. And what happened to Fuyumi...
Seeing her brother like this...knowing he was a part of this. Part of her love's death...someone she truly wanted a life with... that would break her. Absolutely destroy her.
This is what the ring looks like. It's eccentric because they were always an eccentric couple.
The gemstones are rose quarts (meaning love) and lapis lazuli (meaning royalty, honor, vision).
That adds to the pain if you ask me.
Ngl that ring is beautiful. Absolutely gorgeous.
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I made myself sob doing this. I cry. Anyways I hope this satisfies y'all. Hope you have a nice day and take care. ❤
Wtf this posts gotten so many notes in such a short time tf???
Y'all: CONFIRMED HE'S TOUYA
Me: CONFIRMED HE'S DRAMATIC
The new chapter has be cackling honestly. First this boi has Hair dye removal shot on him while fighting, fucking opens it and splashes himself, then proceeded to dance and bounce around like a fucking magical girl on helium! I'm wheezing.
Also Shouto is so fucking shooketh poor baby. And Enji too.
Now all we need is Hawks to come in, dance with him and confirm Hotwings. Causing another shooketh moment for Enji because "THAT'S MY FUCKING COLLEAGUE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH MY SUPPOSEDLY DEAD SON"
But yes, we finally got the reveal. Finally. Some good fucking food. Chef's kiss.
Y'all: CONFIRMED HE'S TOUYA
Me: CONFIRMED HE'S DRAMATIC
The new chapter has be cackling honestly. First this boi has Hair dye removal shot on him while fighting, fucking opens it and splashes himself, then proceeded to dance and bounce around like a fucking magical girl on helium! I'm wheezing.
Also Shouto is so fucking shooketh poor baby. And Enji too.
Now all we need is Hawks to come in, dance with him and confirm Hotwings. Causing another shooketh moment for Enji because "THAT'S MY FUCKING COLLEAGUE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH MY SUPPOSEDLY DEAD SON"
But yes, we finally got the reveal. Finally. Some good fucking food. Chef's kiss.
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OML why would you follow me?? 🥺💖 love ya bunny!
Warning: Pedophilia
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I was listening to a song by Bellamy and Marry me and a scenario of russian speaking bkg popped into my head. I think y'all know that song 'конфетка' I think.
So basically UA got a sponsor for a russian company and invite this guy and his interpreter to visit and view the classrooms. So they arrive and the asshole starts talking sexual stuff abt the students and the interpreter says something else that makes it seem like the pedo is a good guy. Bkg interrupts in a voice that's both concerned and angry.
"Aizawa sensei?" Everyone turns to him but bkg doesnt take his eyes of the russian guy. "What the guy's saying isnt the same as the translation..." the interpreter and pedo are gobsmacked, realizing they might be busted.
"What do you mean?" Mind you, nezu is also there. The students could sense the tension in the room. "The asshole's a pedophile." "Now, now that's a rather bold assumption child" the russian guy says in russian for the interpreter to translate. But before the guy could open his mouth, bkg has his hand up and speaks "and yet I'm not wrong you gross fucker. Now fucking get out of our class, our school and out of japan."
The others realized the gravity of the situation. The pedo and bkg are loudly arguing and the asshole has the audacity to try and grabs bkg's shoulder. Aizawa and Nezu finally snap out of it and jump in to get this guy away while the students make sure bkg is ok. As he's being escorted bkg says "bye bitch!" while flipping him off with both hands.
That's how everyone found out bkg knew russian and among the students it quickly became an iconic sexuality crisis moment.
Ok so the reason bkg knows russian is cuz his parents work with russian companies alot. So he picked it up from there and his parents who speak basic Russian. He was just being an overachiever and practice more. Kariage is the first to know this bcuz whenever bkg gets super flustered (or when they doing the dirty *insert lenny face*) bkg yells out in russian.
This makes kariage both amused and aroused.
Kariage even learned how to say I love you to confess to bkg. Who obviously says yes in Russian as well. It's super wholesome and loving. Eventually kariage learns sweet nothings and innuendos in russian just to tease and make bkg super shy and blushy.
The end.
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Hope ya like it and stay safe! ❤
...I feel ashamed for not having realized an entire fucking romance.
📂📂 UGH LOVE DON'T SAY SORRY
QAQ GAB YOU ANGEL THANK YOU!❤❤❤
TW // DEATH, SUPER ANGSTY, ETC
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I discussed this in the discord server (sif's server) with Hyper but imma put it in here anyway because that's my best one yet. It legit came from me peeling eggshells for curry.
Hawks and Dabi have sex and Hawks lays an egg. No one knows how but he laid an egg. So hawks obviously mother hens it and Dabi does his best to provide.
The egg stays at the lov lair cuz obvious reasons. So one day Hawks was busy with patrol and Dabi had stuff to do. Since they couldn't exactly heat the egg, They put it on a bunch of blankets.
One of the newer recruits found the egg and put it in the fridge. The egg was identical to the other eggs (except for a small black line on the tip) so a few hours pass and the recruit uses the same egg and boils it because of hunger.
At the same time Dabi and Hawks are just back. The other lov are also there doing their own thing when suddenly,
Hawks shrieks.
He's gone into full panic mode while the others try and calm him.
He stutters out a weak, "I-its gone. It's not there THE EGGS FUCKING GONE!"
This makes everyone else go into panic mode before the new guy says, "you mean the chicken egg on the couch?"
Everyone turns to him and simultaneously asks yes where is it?
Shigaraki and Compress are nearly in tears about not getting to be uncle (for shiggy)and grandpa (for compress).
Toga went into berserk mode and Spinner is legit spinning around trying to find it.
Hawks and Dabi are questioning the recruit who seems to have realized he done goofed.
The recruit whispers out the explanation.
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...Hawks and Dabi have to deal with the loss of their child. Toga and Shigaraki decimated the recruit. Compress is trying to be a good mom of the group but even he's having trouble. He wishes Kurogiri would be here to give advice.
Spinner and Giran are trying to make things lively again but nothing works. Hawks is barely able to focus on work. Enji and Rumi are concerned because he isnt normally like this.
They eventually confronted him. Hawks couldn't take it anymore and broke down but didnt say anything.
They comforted him as best they could but were gobsmacked about what on earth made their chicken nugget loving sunshine man this upset.
Dabi's rage made him go out and get into more fights and close calls. Though he tried his best to be there for Hawks.
The egg was boiled but not peeled, everything was intact. The lov carefully put the egg in a coffin. Compress used his quirk on it before Shigaraki decayed the marble. The dust was evenly split into two pendants.
One for Hawks and Dabi each. They kept it close.
It will take a long time for them to recover from their baby's death. But they will heal. Slowly, but surely.
And if Enji is confronted by Dabi with the truth and miruko by Hawks, that's only for them to know.
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I hope this satisfies you!
I tried my best and I know its terrible. The outline is bad and working with alcohol based markers is difficult. I didn't have a skin tone marker so I left it as it is.
I apologize and hope you all like it. I'm glad if you all do. I'm happy with how it turned out since the smell of the markers kept ruining my concentration. Along with small mistakes.
I'm terrible at hands.
Here's part 2.
"Karma?" Nagisa asked silently. Karma's eyes were slightly glistening from held in tears. His smile was gone, and he stared at his feet.
"Karma, may I speak to you?" Koro-sensei asked. Karma looked up at him and nodded, they went to the storage room.
The two girls came back and got an update about what happened Seo and Araki.
Some whimpers and sobbing could be heard from several faint-hearted students.
<With Karma and Koro-sensei>
"Karma, I need you to talk to me. It's upsetting me to see my students suffering," Koro-sensei tried to coax the story out of Karma.
"What else do you want me to say? You already saw that video, besides, you guys would've found out sooner or later hehe," Karma said laughing a little.
"Karma..." Koro-sensei grimaced.
"It's fine, I've been like this for a long time. And the cliff thing? That wasn't the first time I tried, But it's the first time I followed through with it. You said you'd catch me no matter how many times I tried. I haven't attempted since that day, this class is...interesting. It doesn't make me feel as empty, it's nice. I'm rambling again, aren't I? Sorry," Karma scratched the back of his neck harder than before.
(A nervous tick...) Koro-sensei realized and moved Karma's hand away from his neck.
"Karma...Once you're ready to accept help, even just a hug or ranting, you can always come to your classmates and teachers. If not us, then someone else you trust. Is that ok with you? There's no need to feel like you can't trust us,"
"Y-yeah, thanks, sensei..." Karma hesitantly tried to hug Koro-sensei, who recognized this and hugged his student tight. (I'm glad I coaxed something out of him, the road of recovery has to start somewhere.)
If the redhead left some tearstains and had red-rimmed eyes, neither mentioned it as they went back.
<With the students and teachers>
They were all an emotional wreck. The Terasquad spoke to Hazama, Machida was with the baseball club and other close friends. Nagisa was slightly trembling from barely held tears. Kayano, Okuda, and Rio tried to comfort him and each other. Sugino was patting Kanzaki's back as she quietly sobbed with Kurahashi.
Asano was...strange. He cared a lot for Karma, even if he'll deny it as him wanting a proper rival again, but he is worried. He empathizes to some extent with Karma. I mean, he isn't heartless after all. Ren, Seo, Araki, and Koyama looked at him worriedly. Asano spoke quietly, enough for just the 5 of them.
"I think there should be a mental health care unit in Kunugigaoka. But for that to happen, The principal's philosophy needs to go down first. I'm...not sure what to do about this,"
Koyama cleared his throat, "Maybe we should instill a unit, in secret. We can hold more student council meetings, and we can have health care periods within each class. The principal will think it's study halls but...it's not,"
"That is a possibility, we'll have to discuss more in the future, and possibly with Principal Asano himself," Ren inquired.
Araki and Seo nodded. Everyone turned to see Karma and Koro-sensei walking back, and it was easy to see Karma's tearstained cheeks. He looked so tired. No one said anything about how he clung to Koro-sensei's side and kept his gaze on the ground. Yada stood up and walked up to him.
She hugged him tightly, and he allowed it. Slowly, all of the E-class got up and joined the group hug, even Irina and Tadaomi. Koro-sensei's big tentacle hugs were appreciated for once. Ritsu felt guilty for showing the video since Karma clearly wasn't ready. But she's glad he's accepting help.
After everyone settled back into their spots, Karma's eyes started to droop. His head fell on top of Nagisa's as he fell asleep.
"Take a break, you guys can take a nap, use the restroom or something for a while. I'll start the videos in 45 minutes," Ritsu informed.
Everyone decided to have some leisure time to help lighten the mood. Nagisa and Rio laid Karma down and snuggled into his sides. Almost everyone in E-class decided to snuggle and nap. Koro-sensei took the blankets and spread them on to his students. Many others were also emotionally drained or had to pee.
Things would get better eventually. They had to, whether they wanted it or not.
The End!
I'm really sorry if y'all didn't like this, I'm not a good writer. Compared to School watches Assassination Classroom, this is nothing, but I tried my best. I'm happy with how this turned out.
If y'all need help with depression or suicidal tendencies, talk to someone you trust!
Okie I'm done.
This is part 1. Part 2 is the aftermath.
So I've had this idea based on another fanfic (It's School watches Assassination Classroom by TheSteinsGateFormula Please check it out, its amazing)
We know the song 'Sans Needs Help' from YouTube. So why not let it be Karma from Assassination Classroom?
Also, I changed the lyrics a little to suit better for the storyline.
Enjoy!!
Ritsu cleared her throat and gained everyone's attention. "Alright, let's take a break for now! This next video is a mini-episode, more of a music video, ahaha," Ritsu rubbed her arm as she said awkwardly.
"Is something wrong with the video?" Some C-class student said. "N-no...It's more of a sensitive topic...and personal. Karma, could I speak to you in private?"
E-class looked at the redhead who shrugged and went with Ritsu.
<With the students and teachers>
There were whispers and theories all around.
"What do you think they're talking about?" Kayano asked Nagisa. "I don't know. Karma and I have been friends since our first year but, I still don't know much about him. He has this way of easily avoiding things without the other person realizing it," (I hope he's ok...)
<With Karma and Ritsu>
"So...Is it ok if I show them?" Ritsu asked timidly. Karma's eyes went bleary. "Sure, You said my future self told you to show it. That things get better once the others find out. I'm holding you onto that, they're gonna find out eventually, so might as well tell them,"
Ritsu nodded as Karma went back to his seat. Ritsu sighed as she walked back. (You say that but it's clear you aren't ready)
"If any of you have any triggers or need to be away, please leave when you start feeling anxious," Ritsu said. She looked pointedly at Karma, who kept his eyes on the screen. He shook off the stares he felt and kept a smile on his face.
Ritsu pressed play.
The music starts and, the screen showed 'Karma Needs Help.' which obviously raised questions, but they kept watching. Then the cliff scene appeared before moving to Karma on his bed as the lyrics start. The bedroom was mostly clean, except for the bedsheets which half-covered Karma.
I wake up in the mornings
Sinking halfway to the bottom
There's a loud distorted screaming in my soul
There was a close up to Karma's face. He looked panicky but smiled, his smile was strange. Nagisa looked at Karma worriedly, as did most of E class. Karma stared blankly at the screen. He still had that fixed, robotic smile.
Everything is dark and empty
And I don't know how to fix it
So I curl up in a ball
And cry in the comfort of my home
S. Karma (Screen Karma) rolled on his side and curled up in a fetal position. His eyes opened and were glistening from unfallen tears. They fell once his eyes closed.
"Karma, dude, are you ok?" Sugino was worried. Karma turned to him and nodded. He still had that strange look on his face.
Koro-sensei was tense. (Please tell me he's ok. I won't let my students suffer)
Kensaku was also tense, but I don't care about this asshole, so he will be mentioned later on.
I don't know why
I feel like shit
I say I'm fine, but I'm not fine
S. Karma was seen getting up from the bed and, answering Nagisa's texts.
Nagisa: Hey, Karma! Are you ok? The class is gonna start in 30 minutes, and you know Koro-sensei doesn't like tardies.
Karma: I'm fine. Just woke up. Will be there soon.
Nagisa: Ok :)
Nagisa's shoulders hunched as he kept his gaze on the screen.
I'm dying inside
And all I see are demons
I try to hide
All my deepest feelings
S. Karma was walking up the mountain with S. Nagisa. S. Nagisa said something while S. Karma laughed.
Nagisa felt a small grin graced his face at the memory. But, he also frowned soon after at the implication that Karma hides how he feels.
Asano was upset. If anyone asked if he was worried, he would deny it. But he is. (I can't have a proper rivalry if my rival is in pain)
Author: I'm a multishipper for Karmagisa and Karushuu, y'all can see it as romantic or platonic for either.
I'm dying inside
And all I see are demons
I try to hide all my deepest feelings
In a small gap, S. Karma said, "Let's try assassinating Koro-sensei today!" with a smile as the classroom was shown and the next lyrics began.
Hazama frowned, and her brows furrowed. The Terasquad looked at her with worry before averting their attention back to the screen.
I think there's something wrong with me
'Cause all I see is death
During the death line, the students in the classroom were shown hanging from nooses for a split second. Then it changed to S. Nagisa looking worriedly at S. Karma, who flinched but quickly hid it.
"Hold on, PAUSE!" Shindo yelled.
Ritsu sighed in mild annoyance, "I know, you don't have to shout at me," Shindo quickly apologized before he turned to Karma. "What was that?!" He was met with silence.
"A-are you ok-k...?" Okuda asked. She was also met with silence. After a pause, Karma responded, "I'm fine," He sounded disconnected from his body. Asano spoke up, "It's clear you aren't,"
"Aww, is Asano-chan worried about me?" Karma said cheekily.
Asano growled. The A-class sensei thought he needed to stop a fight, but what Asano said caught him off guard.
"As a matter of fact, I AM WORRIED! You hide your emotions even more than I do! You use gallows humor as a shield, but to what extent? The video said 'Karma Needs Help' and it's obvious you need to talk to someone about all this!" That surprised Karma. It surprised everyone that Asano yelled.
Ren tried to clam him down, and he did calm down.
"I agree with Asano, this isn't healthy," Nagisa threw his 2 cents in.
"...oh," was all Karma could say. "Not...yet, but I'll think about it," Asano nodded at Karma's awkward agreement. Koro-sensei felt somewhat relieved that Karma is willing to seek help, along with Tadaomi and Irina.
Every time I go outside
I look like I've been doing Japanese
We see a close up of S. Karma's face, mainly his eyes. There were slight eyebags under them as the screen switched to him sleeping in class.
"Japanese?" Seo asked. "It's my worst subject," Karma said quietly. But with the silence among the crowd, it was heard clearly.
And I sleep for nineteen hours on a Thursday morning class.
S. Koro-sensei was shown waking up and slightly scolding S. Karma, who waved a hand at him while using the other to scratch his neck before looking at his book to write down notes. He still had that smile.
Koro-sensei felt guilt claw at him. (Poor kid was probably tired, but I must've thought he was lazy. I'll have to keep a closer eye from now on)
The scene changed to S. Karma locked in a bathroom stall. His hands had blood on then as his nose bled.
And every now and then I get nosebleeds
And I don't know what to do
We see S. Karma half-hazardly wipe his nose with a tissue.
"What the fucking hell!?" Teraseka exclaimed.
Karma shrugged. "It happens sometimes, not a big deal,"
Machida said, "Most people get nosebleeds out of stress...it happened to me too, before exams,"
Some girl (I think her name was Tsukiya or something) stood up and went to the restroom with her friend.
Karasuma was shaken but kept his composure. (How is this kid on top of the class in both PE and studies? He's barely holding on to dear life!)
Irina laid a hand on his shoulder. Karasuma turned to look at her as she mouthed something to him. 'We gotta do something to help.'
Karasuma couldn't agree more.
The scene once again changed to S. Karma leaning against a tree. It was a tree by the cliff, but not the tree that is sideways on the cliff. He's a good 10 meters away from it.
I don't know why
I feel like shit
I will not see a therapist
"Please see a therapist!" Class-E yelled at Karma, his eyes are even more bleary.
Kensaku grimaced. (What's with that kid? He's a sadistic freak, isn't he? A goddamn psychopath! So he's a little suicidal, but it can't be that bad, right?!)
S. Karma suddenly looked happier.
Author: Fake, obviously.
Ladies and gentlemen,
If you wanna fucking kill yourself
Put your fucking hands up (yeah!),
Razor blades in the air, everybody! (yeah!)
(WTF!?) went through everyone's head as Karma chuckled at the screen. Nagisa is terrified as he realized why Karma was so calm when he fell off the cliff. Koro-sensei didn't have it in him to say anything about the swear words.
A few students like Hazama, Machida, and others slowly rose their hands up. This made Etsuki-sensei whimper a little. Karasuma lost a little composure and let his eyes widen.
(*Coughing*)
Ay, oh, ay, oh, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, help, help, help, help, help, help, HELP!
There were memories that E-class made where S. Karma was happy on the outside but hurting on the inside. And as it went to the help part, it showed S. Karma getting swallowed by the darkness.
(Poor kid, I'm definitely softening up.) Irina thought as she felt a wave of empathy. She was mildly suicidal before she met Lovro. (I'm...terrible with kids, but...I think the little twerp would like some of my coping mechanisms. I stopped many years ago, but the sure helped me out when I was around his age.)
I'm dying inside
And all I see are demons
I try to hide all my deepest feelings
We see S. Karma get up from the tree and make his way home. The disconnected smile disappears, and he frowns.
I'm dying inside
And all I see are demons
I try to hide all my deepest feelings
S. Karma sat against the bottom of his bed, on the floor. He finally broke down and sobbed into his knees before the screen turned black.
And that's that. Next comes part 2.
Imma throw hands