I Want To Cvt - Blog Posts

I'm tired I'm so fucking tired of waking up every morning having to do the same damn thing, I'm tired of having to get dressed to look pretty so I don't get made fun of at school or in public, I'm tired of not being enough, I'm tired of living on this damned rock we call earth. I'm tired of fucking breathing, I'm so done. I want to cry but when I need to no tears come out, I want to cvt my$e|f but I cannot since I've been caught I miss that euphoric feel of blood dripping down my skin, every movement I made with my wrist hurt and burned so I knew it was there, I miss the burning sensation of when I cut into my skin, I miss when I didn't get caught with my scars, id be free, cvtTïng just made this fucking planet more tolerable I'm so tired I want to sleep and dream forever, I want to cry, hard. I want to scream to the point my throat is horse and my lungs hurt as I'm barely managing to gasp for air, I want to break everything I want to hurt myself again, I want to be covered in scars of my own making I NEED them to just cover my wrists, thighs and arms but I CANT. I don't want help I want to harm myself. I'm tired of having to be forced to wake up just to get ready for society's judgement. I'm tired of this cursed planet I'm tired of these evil people. I just want to go home, idk where home is but it surely isn't here. My heart hurts to be here, I'm tired man, tired of this bullshit we call life..

y’all ever just

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA IM SO FUXKING SICK AND TIRED OF LIVING LIKE THIS I CANT FUCKING TAKE THIS SHIT ANYMORE. RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA-