I Want You - Blog Posts

BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM. Yes, yes I want you in my room. *PEACE OUT*

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to the boy who sits next to me in seventh period algebra, the one with fluffy light brown hair, the one who throws paper airplanes at me when the teacher isn’t looking, the one who drew an a-plus on my page when the teacher didn’t stamp mine, the one who told me his birthday but miscalculated how many days away it was, and the one who doesn’t remember me from middle school but makes an effort to greet me every day of my senior year:

i want to tell you how cute i think you are and i wish i could give you a kiss on the cheek after class each day and i want to give you the pink starburst and i hope your birthday was as joyful as you make me. and when i ask you to the football game next friday, i hope you’ll say yes. even though i am a boy, and even though i am trans, i hope the smiles and stares you sneak at me are truthful.

I can totally relate!

But, my love, don't forget us.

I will cherish ever moment, every good, every bad, every sad, every happy.

From every smile on your face to every tear on your cheek I will cherish you.

As you have taught me so much and helped me in ways even when no one else has.

When I was abandoned you came to me and when I was broken you healed me, when I was lost you found me, when I was at my worst you believed in me and I was so blind at those times to just say thank you and hold your hand.

It's always when the moment has gone or that one person you love so much slips away you realise, but by then it's too late.

Your heart is so pure and you are so fine. Your the girl of my dreams that's why when I first saw you, that night I will never forget it.

I wasn't supposed to but I fell in love your cute little smile hiding behind this would of pain and anxiety. But I wanted to bring the person I could see inside. The beautiful soul I can see till today when I look in your eyes out from within so the whole world could appreciate you.

Your not just a memory to me, your a part of me. Even though things didn't work out. I promised you that I will never give up on you.

We love each other so much that we hurt each other unintentionally. We are probably both innocent but so sick in love we make ourselves mad and turn on each other.

I never once stopped loving you. But I once was told a saying " the harder you grip sand in your hand the faster it slips away. The more open and loosely you cup your hand it remains forever".

I gripped you and protected you so tightly I made you run away. I was never ashamed of you, I never wanted to hide you, I never once had bad intentions for you. But only love and I'm sorry I showed it in ways that was unfamiliar to you.

The moment I broke myself when i got on that train and left you behind on the platform. My broken chicken. I'm so sorry sweetheart please forgive me. Ask was banging on the doors of the closing train and you didn't even look up at me you sat alone on the floor I panicked and I couldn't do anything to help you.

I love you forever to the end

Your my last love OVM

AA x

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