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im a bad person
i only hurt those around me
everyones lives would be better if i was dead
i only ruin things
i shouldve died a long time ago
i shouldve never made it this far
im not going to get further in life anyways
im going to die before im 20
either from su1cide or from my illness
i hope i die soon
everyone would be better off that way
(sooner or later im gonna sl1t my throat or ove3d0se on my meds or h4ng myself from a tree in my backyard)
if god doesnt to it, im taking matters into my own hands istfg
i hope this is my last year
fr, yall will never understand how disappointed i am of myself rn, bcz i was actually getting kinda better n now im thinking abt the fastest n easiest ways to commit again
The moment you actually start thinking about suicide again after being okay is so painful
OMG MECORE
literally my healing era rn:
(im switching from being completely healed n from being on the verge of su1c1de <33)
Constantly switching between healing and complete self destruction