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So, under the influence of god knows what, I changed my user and kinda my whole vibe. I’ve gotten REALLY into scene stuff lately and decided to make it my branding
DO NOT WORRY ALL 3 PEOPLE THAT FOLLOW ME, CONTENT WILL REMAIN THE SAME.
Speaking of content, where’s that been?
CW: Mental Health BS and mentions of Ab*sive behavior
So, basically, I was working on some stage stuff (cuz I’m a theater major) and I was working tech/backstage stuff, (which was my first time doing so) and my stage manager was a BITCH. She would constantly verbally harass me and purposely made me feel insignificant compared to the rest of the tech crew and cast. There was even a moment she straight LIED to me RIGHT TO MY FACE. JUST SO SHE COULD GET UNDER MY SKIN.
Even though it’s been like almost 2 months since I’ve had to work with her, needless to say, I am deeply traumatized. My mental health has plummeted and I genuinely cannot go a day without fearing for my wellbeing the next time I even so much as have a CHANCE of seeing my SM again. I was in genuine paranoid episodes everytime I finished a show at my high school (volunteer work) she was somehow gonna be there.
So, yeah, TLDR: Stage Manager verbally abused me for 3 weeks straight and now I think I have PTSD
With all that being said, I do hope to post stuff soon. Maybe I’ll do a Kandi tour (cuz that’s pretty much all I’ve had the motivation to do) I’ve got some pretty cute stuff that I hope y’all like
Anyways, thanks for reading, all 3 people that follow me, I hope to do stuff and things in the future