Merakiitills Yapsesh - Blog Posts

To make the day even sweeter I’ll be gifted a Sirius Black cosplay. (Yes, the tie is second hand. I bought it months back for my Remus cosplay).

So on my birthday, on the fifth of May, expect me to post disgusting cosplay photos

GUYS MY BIRTHDAY IS IN LESS THAN A WEEK. BIRTHDAYYYYY 🎉

GUYS MY BIRTHDAY IS IN LESS THAN A WEEK. BIRTHDAYYYYY 🎉

If I learned bass would it give a stranger on this website a solid motivation to kiss me in the rain after a very dramatic dip.

Cause I’m not even asking for much.

I give you, the people, ugly animal crossing villager Remus Lupin who was sketched before I went to sleep.

Also off-topic but I managed to cut my finger with a butter knife. A butter knife. How did I manage that.

Y’know what screw traditional dating, someone should just drag me in by the shoulders so we can lock lips

Ate the toast tower. The only thing I have to add is

mmmm, toast.

Was I physically ill for eating more than one meal today? Yes, yes I was. Will I take that as a sign to not stuff my face again?

No. I absolutely will not. My shrunk stomach can feel froggy and leap, because I’m going to make a toast tower, and I will devour it.

Was I physically ill for eating more than one meal today? Yes, yes I was. Will I take that as a sign to not stuff my face again?

No. I absolutely will not. My shrunk stomach can feel froggy and leap, because I’m going to make a toast tower, and I will devour it.

Tumblr ads need to stop showing me ways to scavenge cheap wine, I’m not hot enough to be an alcoholic

I threw up the noodles I bought. Amazing day.

A day on the town!!!

My dad is being used as my walking aid. I am. In so much pain. Everything from the neck below feels numb. I feel like a pot of boiling water.

Someone save me I need a bed.

Negative bonus points caused by the rare and wondrous father

- Since I held onto his arm with both my hands it gave him the opportunity to fling me around like a whip. He took this opportunity three times before concluding that my hips must’ve been acting up.

- There is nowhere to sit in this god forsaken coastal town. The only bench I did have a chance to sit on quite literally had a guard dog. I am now sat on the concrete, my ass is cold.

- And after I stand up again I’ll have to walk back to the car with the mistake I made, aka buying four bottles of flavoured water at Iceland. I am. Not excited to try balance that weight so my shoulders don’t get messed up as well.

I DAMNED MYSELF IM ON THE MOVE AGAIN

A day on the town!!!

My dad is being used as my walking aid. I am. In so much pain. Everything from the neck below feels numb. I feel like a pot of boiling water.

Someone save me I need a bed.

A day on the town!!!

My dad is being used as my walking aid. I am. In so much pain. Everything from the neck below feels numb. I feel like a pot of boiling water.

Someone save me I need a bed.

The argument of being ‘too attractive’ to transition has always made me lose it- like full on witch cackling whenever the words reach me.

Cause excuse me, how do you mean. The scars all over my hands and face? Oh and what about the wonky bottom teeth and overbite that features teeth that make me look like a damn American girl doll.

I’ve been bullied my whole life for not looking conventionally attractive, but the second I realised I was a man? No yeah sorry about that, you’re actually a super model.

Let me be an ugly man in PEACE.

It’s been posted LETS GOOOO

Working on the third chapter of Must Have Been the wind, because if anything I am motivated by spite. It’ll either be published later today or tomorrow. 🫶

Working on the third chapter of Must Have Been the wind, because if anything I am motivated by spite. It’ll either be published later today or tomorrow. 🫶

To any JKR supporters left after she not only bribed the Supreme Court to pass a law riddled with blatant transphobia but actually succeeded in getting that law passed?

Trust that you will be dealt with. I will personally invite myself into your abode and go absolutely mad. Apeshit even. Trust that I will gnaw your face off.

After all, I have nothing against biting chunks off a bigot if their views ruin the safety of my country.

If you give that filth any sort of money, e.g purchasing films, books, merchandise and watching the new series. Trust that you will be dealt with.

- xoxo, merakiitills

Fuck this person in particular, because I still have more to say that cannot be hidden away in a comment section. If you accuse me of being a J.K Rowling supporter when I’ve went as far as to burn the books I’ve had since childhood and drop life long friends over funding her bigotry by still visiting filming sights and buying merchandise I have a right to speak about it. Especially when they’re still watching the films on streaming sights and planning to watch the new series.

So here I am, addressing my need because it was so sweetly implied and not at all a condescending threat.

Despite popular belief fandoms like The Marauders have little to no connection with the main series other than the names of said characters. Taking part in The Marauders fandom brings J.K Rowling no profit, and considering the fact a majority of these characters have been used as outlets to express queer issues (and likely still will when people move onto the next big thing, forgetting about trans rights in the UK entirely) I see no issue in it.

By taking part in this fandom I am not screaming my support to a known bigot, I am simply connecting with other LGBTQ+ people and minorities who needed a template to express themselves through. The Marauders fandom is that template for me and for many.

I myself am a queer trans man, and I’ve been aware of my true self since I was 13. You cannot even imply I do not support my trans sisters, brothers, and siblings when ones in the past have given their lives for us to live now. Do not paint me to be some bigoted prick with your little question.

I’m in the UK. I’m in the country she actively harmed with her blood money. Do you think it makes me happy, to know I can’t go outside without being unsafe because transphobes take this new law as a reason to act against us with violence? No. I fucking don’t.

I’ve been hate-crimed before. I’ve almost been jumped for being myself, so don’t you or anyone else dare treat me and others like an inferior trans person for being in a fandom that has hated the author before this news even came out.

And I am so sorry, for taking comforts where I can; knowing my life has just gotten unchangeably harder because of a court bribe. I will paint characters she has no care for as LGBTQ+ people, because I fucking can, because it’s natural for me to react to this news with all the spite I can muster.

So again, fuck you and stop policing people on an online space. You want to make a real impact? Protest, sign petitions, spread the word to family and friends. Despite it making you feel miles better starting things with strangers on the internet who by the way, have no way to get the message across to J.K Rowling; if you want to spread this message over the internet gather a group and confront her- for fucks sake, even hack her. Don’t attack people who don’t support her.

Second chapter of ‘Must Have Been The Wind’ is posted, go check it out 😼

Guys can someone be my friend. I fear I’m a lonely little loser who can’t go outside alone due to my crippling anxiety.

I SWEAR I’M COOL. I’M COOL AS SHIT, PLEASEEE.

I’m 18, male and have an unhealthy obsession with gay dead wizards (the marauders). That’s all a guy needs I swear.

As a Christian who’s LGBTQ+ I am so tired of people using their religions as an excuse for hatred and bigotry. ‘Oh uhm uhm uhm the bible said uhm uhm’

SILENCE WENCH. Religion isn’t about the literature, it’s about the lessons it teaches you. Christianity teaches you to be mindful of others, not to judge people based on what they can’t change but most of all it preaches acceptance. By being a homophobic, transphobic, racist asshole you are not preaching that acceptance.

You’re just being a terrible human being and using something that’s meant to comfort and bring people together as an excuse.

I’ve been working on the second chapter since I posted yesterday. I expect applause and hatred.

Here’s my shot at advertising an absolutely terrible fanfic with absolutely terrible publicity. Thoughts and prayers and what not 🙏

I wonder if anyone would be willing to house me if I egged the Supreme Court? Important question, transphobes always get salmonella egged.

I feel like a bought and used radio. If my best friend starts singing to me I have to sing the entire song to them or risk circumcision.

Call me Sirius Orion Black cause THIS HOUSEHOLD IS ABUSIVE!

A-B-U-S-I-V-E!

Every time someone writes The Marauders as morally gray characters I start kissing them on the mouth with an unseen passion

In another world I think James Potter and Sirius Black started the ‘would you love me if I was a worm?’ trend by asking the question then transfiguring pictures of themselves into one. I can’t even explain my reasoning behind this, it just makes a stupid amount of sense to me.

INTRO POST :

My names Ronald-Jack, but I’ve got an excessive amount of nicknames. RJ, Ronnie, Ron, The Ronnsters, Jack. It’s honestly endless, so call me whatever sounds best to you.

I’m a queer trans man (he/him) based in the United Kingdom, and I’ll actually be turning 19 next month; who would’ve thunk it, me and my monstrous ego age along side everyone else. Apologies and sorrows to myself.

I’ve always enjoyed any creative hobby. Reading, writing, acting, singing, dancing, drawing and cosplay; I’ve done it all more than once- although due to issues with my hips and uneven legs I am a shit dancer. I’ll probably end up with a cane sooner rather than later, combine this with my social anxiety and I’m the perfect specimen.

Fandom wise I’m into the marauders, the hunger games and musical theatre. Please do not tell me to look up or I’ll bawl.

If anyone wants to chat just hit me up, I’ll probably respond within a few minutes or hours depending on how I’m using my phone. I also don’t know how to make an introduction post, so I hope this wasn’t traumatic.

Based on my bomb ass survival skills I told myself I’d never return to the trench that is tumblr. But obviously I am in this trench, cause I’m typing this up. Two years of using it and I’m still crawling back to this website like a needy ex.