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Finally done it- (I'm still figuring out how to draw my Narinder 😭)

I wanted to do this for a long time now and I never thought, my first ship template is going to be from Cult of the Lamb...

I might change a few things here so oop-

Goblok in MHIY (My happiness is you) au

This is his starting character ref for now ...I will make his full body soon- anyways....meet him!

His Lore!:

His part of a village filled with his kind, he was captured during his wedding day. Goblok witnesses his bride's death right in front of him as he wasn't even able to touch her or even embrace her for the last time. It traumatized him (despite that his bride was also his childhood crush-and the bride also liked him). His village is located in dark wood.

The trauma got to him real bad, he was then rescued by the lamb (Early cult leader). His issues started to show after being around the cult, he began to have nightmares from the wedding day, harming new fellow cultists in fear that they will kill him, grieves for the loss of his late bride, surprisingly the Lamb is the only one who can calm him down.

And she's the only one that can lower his walls down for. Lamb marries Gob, trying her best to help him out of his misery by fulfilling the role of his late bride, his case was the worst. The Lamb reminds him of his late bride, they have perfect similarities except that she's a Lamb. He sees his bride in the lamb, that's why he calms down whenever he sees her

Their marriage is only transactional, the Lamb is aware of this and will keep her followers faith satisfied. She sees him as someone that she can tell all her problems to and is very attached to him since his the first follower (As Goblok is also attached to her).

Years passed, he slowly healed from the trauma but still has a huge tendency to relapse if the Lamb suddenly disappears unbeknownst to him.

Additional info about him:

-has known the Lamb before the others

-had 3 Resurrections (one from dying old, second from expedition, 3rd from trying to break of a fight between cultists) 

-He married the Lamb for mental health purposes, and also to feel safe and to secure himself from the other followers. To avoid hurting others whenever there's an episode of his panic attacks or trauma attacks. 

-Hates not being reassured 

-is the emotional support of the Lamb and the Lamb is their emotional support as well

-sees the Lamb as for who she is (on what he thinks who the lamb is for him)

-Devoted follower of the Lamb

-favorite color sky Blue

-second male lead syndrome

-Likes to paint the lamb

-he thinks that he knows who the Lamb fully (he doesn't)

-their marriage is nothing but only transactional, Gob promises to not fall for the Lamb.

Lihim

I keep replaying that song and I just love it so much that I decided to make art based on the music cover of it-

Narinder and Lamb

'Wag nang magtagu-taguan, kita naman sa liwanag ng buwan

(no need to play hide and seek, the moonlight sees everything anyway)

Ang lihim na pagtingin, kailan aaminin?

(Secret glances, when to finally confess?)

Ang ihip ng hangin, dinadala ka sa 'kin

(The breeze of the wind, always brings you to me)

Parang nakaplano pero 'di sigurado

(As if it's planned, but not sure)

Nakaw mong tingin, sa 'yo lang hihimbing

(Your stolen glances, you are my only slumber)

Ikaw at ako ang nasa likod ng mga ulap

(You and I are behind the clouds)

These are the covers of the song that I've been playing on repeat in my spotify- heavily inspired man.

I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH 🥰 (also other love songs too are such chef kiss-😭)

I love this version where dwta sings-

This trope tho-

HIHIHIHI-

AAAA I'M NOT CONSISTENT WITH MY NARINDER-- SICBAIFHW I'M STILL FIGURING OUT HOW TO DRAW HIM 😭