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Hi, I'm Mambafidget! You can call me Fox or Denki too!! I use he/him pronouns.
I make icons, wallpapers, headers and whatever those Spotify things are, for any fandom!! Requests are always open
I mainly make mha icons but they'll probably be icons from other fandoms I'm in too.
Speaking of fandoms, my main fandoms are MHA, WC, SMG4, Sonic, TOH, WOF, CRK, Hazbin Hotel, Helluva Boss, TADC, Murder Drones, Lackadaisy, Gravity Falls, Amphibia, Win or Lose, HTTYD, COTL and BSD!!!
My fav music artists are MCR, Mother Mother, Cavetown, GAYLE, Wet Leg, NOAHFINNCE, Will Wood, Chappell Roan, TX2, Marina, Mitski and Green Day!!
I write fanfiction and post it to AO3 and Wattpad but I'm not that active on Wattpad anymore.
On my blog I'll mainly post mha things, random shit from my school and the icons I make!!
Anyway that's a bit about me!! Bye!!!
(Also I can't tag for shit)
āAnd if I break, could I go on break?ā
When Memories Snow - The Land Is Inhospitable and So Are We - Mitski .
āā .⦠suddenly i get random bursts of serotonin and endorphins when i remember the scenarios i script are actually things i'll truly feel.
the happy moments with your friends, the lovely words exchanged between you and your s/o, the warmth of being held in an embrace by your parents.
it's all there, waiting for both you and me.
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āIt's beautiful out today, I wish you could take me upstateā
Iām envisioning Arthur by his desk but sat facing the window and Merlin stood next to him. Itās a slightly warm, yet still breezy summer day. It feels like a full day rather than the miserable winter ones that drag because itās so dark. The dayās refreshing, the sun is bright and theyāre looking out the window.
Gwen told Merlin about how on her date with Arthur she was taken aback because Arthur said he practically wanted to run away with Merlin. Get a bit of farmland and take Merlin with him. It shows how Arthur craves the freedom and lack of duty.
Merlin brought it up afterwards in a teasing manner and Arthur gets flustered and tells him to shut up. Merlin turns soft, yet serious for a moment and says he thinks itās beautiful and heād love to do something like that. Then starts the teasing manner again suddenly and says something stupid about responsibility and chores.
āTo the little place you would tell me about, when you'd sense that I want to escapeā
Ever since then, when Merlin can tell Arthur is tense or stressed or feeling insecure about not being enough or feeling insecure and thinking that heās not being good enough for his people, Merlin will reassure him.
Heāll say what he usually says about being the greatest king Albion has ever known but he also brings up the farm and it evolves into a dream of a little house with a pond as well and other things.
Today is the kind of beautiful, warming day they imagine their haven would feel like every day. Theyāre both silently thinking of it in unison without saying anything.
āTexas is a landlocked state, it's a little bit far away from the water from the home that I've wanted to makeā
Arthur suddenly speaks up and points a small area on the map on his desk. His ring is glinting and sun is filtering through his hair. Merlin thinks he looks so majestic.
Obviously itās not actually Texas, but itād be a small quiet area in the middle of nowhere. The water is referring to the pond in their shared daydream which is āthe homeā Arthur has āwanted to makeā.
āIt's somehow in the cityā
I imagine Arthur always wanted to know what it would be like to grow up around other people and be allowed to have friends and people who have things in common around him. Iād like to think he enjoys hearing stories of Ealdor and Merlin and Will growing up.
I donāt think itād be a city. I think itād be slightly isolated but within travel distance of a small town with few people.
āYou make it there and you make it anywhere, anywhereā
Merlinās devoted and undivided loyalty to Arthur. It shows how no matter where Arthur goes he believes Merlin would follow.
āBut I've been anywhere and it's not what I want and I wanna be still with youā
Arthur believes it doesnāt matter actually matter where he goes because wherever he ends up the only thing that matters is Merlin by his side.
He knows he wouldnāt enjoy a peasant life long after growing with everything he could ever want,minus love and companionship which is why being with Merlin is so important to him. Because Merlin helps him experience what he didnāt have growing up.
āYou keep your socks on in bed, keep our hearth warmā
I guess this is the domestic bliss of them living together, away from the rest of the world. It shows how Merlin cares for Arthur. It shows how Merlin is a warm person and protects Arthur from the cold.
āSee the tree shadows lie in black the pools in the lawnsā
It has a deeper meaning in the actual song. Itās describing life through poetry but in this case Iād like to think of it as Merlin and Arthur, yet again, envisioned their life away from reality.
āYou're the breeze in my Austin nightsā
It juxtaposes the ākeep our hearth warmā line, yet itās so beautiful. I think Austin is warm (i wouldnāt know, Iāve never been but I assume it is.) and it shows that Merlin in a refresher for Arthur when heās caught up in the heat and responsibilities of life. Merlin is Arthurās cold breeze in the blistering heat.
Iām thinking of writing this as a oneshot rather than an analysis. The song is called āTexas Reznikoffā By Mitski. š«¶š¼š«¶š¼
Today (a few minutes ago) I listened to Geyser by Mitski for the first time and that goddamn glitch noise jump scared me
I saw an NaruSasu/Sasunaru edit to Pink in The Night by Mitski and I REALLY want to write a fic inspired by it but I canāt come up with a plot
Yeah itās surprising when i edit him with a mitski audio⦠idk why but somehow it made me feel like I should edit this audio with him.
āhas the question become darker than the answer? baby, iāve got news.āā
miele / music savant in the making / wannabe movie analyst / vocabulary warrior / baker / writer / deplorable yapper / forest green's #1 fan / caribbean american / this is also me / average ankh enthusiast / on the lobotomy waitlist / i am dissolving as we speak
who wants to be the breeze in my austin nights? (Mitski reference)
I never did
Change: A process through which something becomes different
With growth comes along change
I grew, yet I remain the same.
Maybe itās the nostalgia evoking me, an attachment grasping me in what seems to be the past
āāmove onāā How can I leave what tended to structure me?
In a manner I am an adult, yet a sense of maturity is still to be held
Iām taller!, Iāve grown! Somehow a child reminisces within me, a child which Iv not abandoned, he isnāt what I used to be, he is what I am, maybe not fully but an essence still floats within me, and I carry it wherever I go.
Listening to Last Words Of a Shooting Star by Mitski while thinking about how Shoto and Touya never got to share soba together:]
I feel like every BSD fan is a Mitski fan. Like being a part of the BSD fandom comes with becoming a Mitski fan if you weren't one already. A 1 + 1 package deal if you will. As if the manga and the light novels aren't making us sad enough we also have to get our daily dose of Francis Forever. And don't even get me started on our national anthem I Bet On Losing Dogs.
"but I don't think I can stand to be where you don't see me."
- Mitski, Francis Forever
mitski - iām your man
crack baby
you donāt know what you want
but you know that you want it
and you know that you want it bad
youāre my best friend
now iāve no one to tell
how i lost my best friend
youāre an angel, Iām a dog
Or youāre a dog and Iām your man
You belive me like a god
I destroy you like I am
i bet on loosing dogs
i am hungry, i have been hungry
Stan Mitski yāall