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But big spoon, you have so much to do
And I have nothing ahead of me
Angsty byler doodles
Also song is your best American girl by our lord and savior mitski
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notes app poetry for the sad girls
lach·ry·mose
/ˈlakrəˌmōs/
adjective
tearful or given to weeping."she was pink-eyed and lachrymose
just opened tumblr for the first time in months kind of want 2 die lolz ???
in drunk walk home when mitski said AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i really felt that
“so i don’t blame you if you want to bury me in your memory i’m not the girl i ought to be. but maybe when you tell your friends you can tell them what you saw in me, and not how i turned out to be”
- Mitski ‘Goodbye My Danish Sweetheart’
I truly am just mitski lyrics glued together (I just cried to class of 2013 for a solid 15 minutes)
mitski was right on sunny days I do go out walking and I do end up on a tree-lined street and guess what ! I do look up at the gaps of sunlight and wow !!! I do miss you more than anything !!
headphones aren't enough. i need the song injected into my veins
I think I've realised I'm bad luck. Everyone I meet every person I interact with as soon as I come into their lives. It all seems to turn to shit. Every second everyday I'm tourmented with paranoia that gets worse with people and I've found that that it manifests itself and fucks up other people's life. I feel like everyone would be better off without me, and I honestly wish they'd see that too, I think I have attachment issues because as soon as I befriend or come close with someone, I instantly desire to leave them, somtimes for selfish intent and somtimes for altruism but none the less I always do. I wish I had the guts to cut people of cold because as soon as I enter somones life as nice as I try to be I fuck up everyone around me without trying. I don't think I want to do that again. I dont think anyone deserves that, and I dont think I deserve anyone else. No one seems to be able to see that eventually, I'll just end up dragging people down. I'm a very avid reality thinker I often think of every conceivable reality where maybe things could be different but I know everyones life would be better if I wasnt in it, I'd rather they pain staklingly get support then wallow in their sadness while I coddle them, I've given up on myself and so should they. Im the losing dog that people bet on, and unbeknownst to them, they shouldn't.[Not my art] [Oc writing read desc for context]
who up oc posting
lyrics are from "remember my name" by mitski jslfjjdjdjfjdj
Cries
AND I WILL NEVER DIE
I WILL NEVER DIE
I WILL NEVER DIE
I WILL NEVER DIE
I ACCIDENTALLY POSTED THE DRAFT EARLY OH MY GODDD
anyways this is finally done i can rest goodbye
i don’t rlly know what to say other than that,, here’s the textless version and the sketch because i think the sketch is cool and the textless version is lowkey better💔💔
Hey Cop Car was added back on Spotify! :D
forever owe my entire heart and soul to those artists that just intrinsically get it
mitski is like if a goddess of the hearth went out of business in the 60s and used that as an excuse to disappear of to a tibetan monastery for a good twenty years then worked at a record shop for a year and then had to be a stripper for some time, which really got her down but it led to her to really see the world beyond the rose-colored glasses of the warmth and protection the hearth/home provides. this led her to eventually realize she could start singing and screaming her feelings of lost influence and what the world has done to traditional values, not in a way of hatred, but in a way of contemplation and studying
Born to be loved loudly and sincerely, forced to be a "maybe" at best
@dog-teeth/nobody - mitski/@ lilrainpoety on instagram/little weirds - jenny slate/@blossomfully/@chaandajaan/strawberry blond - mitski/wishbone - richard siken/salt - salma deera/unable to find a source/mia hollow/the unabridged journals of sylvia plath/nobody - mitski/crush - richard siken
sitting in silence listening to mitski songs in my head and scrolling on pinterest
i’m not even a gigantic mitski fan but ppl treat her so terribly literally just saw a video of her performing and she’s in the ground during a quiet part of the song like doing performance art and the dumb ass crowd (or atleast a good chunk of the people there) are saying shit like “not mitski dying🤪” “mitski GET up this ISNT YOU!” “mommy wake up 🥺” over and over and it’s just so. disgusting and weird like i hate that she got turned into a “meme” celebrity especially bc of her newest album being about how she hates feeling burnt out by the media / her fans / being turned into some kind of character rather than a regular person im not even touching the cell phone incident thing bc that’s a whole convo of its own but i feel like a lot of you just don’t know how to interact with others and also have trouble with immediately getting parasocial with every public figure u see
Mother Dakota 🫀🗡️
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PREACH
"i used to rebel by destroying myself, but realised that's awfully convenient to the world. for some of us our self preservation is the best revolt."
-mitski
You're an angel, I'm a dog. Or you're a dog and I'm your man?
sickens me to my stomach. how dare this guy get to live my dream.
Poor quality art of him and drama cause I'm the most tired girl in this world (for no reason).
who up pining for their boy best friend