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I just want to say I am so happy for you that you're finally leaving that hell hole. I've been reading your works for a while now. They honestly make my day and help me get through tough times and to hear what you had to go through. You deserve so much better and I'm so glad you're finally leaving that place, wherever you go we will always be with you, no matter what we love you, mama
WONDERFUL UPDATE!!
Thanks to everyone here and who helped, we reached and even went past the 700 dollar goal!
This means I can get my end of things ready and finally, FINALLY get me and my animals out of this place! I'm close to crying tears of relief and joy, I cannot form words about how this makes me feel, but there's a lot of positive emotions mixed in, I promise!
Thank you, to everyone! Even if you feel you didn't do much, you shush, because you did! I'm so thankful and happy and just-a bunch of happy words, I never thought I'd ever leave this place! You guys are life savers, each and every one of you, and I love you all very much!
-Mommabean (Gross crying but its out of happiness i swear))
I'm sorry. I don't have any money right now but I will reblog. So if anyone's reading this, please send money to help them get out of this hellish place. If you have any, please send some. They could use the help.
Hey Beans-
Hey beans, I have a bit of a hellish update.Ā
Yesterday was one of the worst days of my life. My grandma made a huge fight happen while I was on call with a friend, and things just escalated between me and her so badly I had to leave. When I came back home, my family was also on my ass about it all, despite knowing how she lies and how she instigates.Ā
She threatened to hit me, she threatened to kill Sammy, she hurled insult after insult at me and this all started because I didn't get up in time to do something she asked (Which was locking the door. I waited three seconds too long and she went off).Ā
When I came back after trying to let things cool down I was berated and told I had no right to be so āselfishā in the house, so on and so on, and the fight got so intense I had to just physically walk away, leaving the home and going two miles up the road because I did not feel safe.Ā
They made me so sick I began to pee blood again, as well as my sugar spiking and causing me to have palpitations. My heart cannot take this stress anymore, and neither can my mental health. I wish I could explain how bad the situation was. I had tears down my face, gasping for air, chest heaving and in pain, I felt like I was on the verge of passing out.Ā
I got in contact with some good friends of mine, who say they can help get me out of not only that home, but the entire state i'm in. But I need money to do so, for travel and gas and so on. As much as they can house me, they need me to pull my weight.Ā
I hate having to ask for help, I hate that I'm even in this situation, to the point I'm so sick I might have to be seen in the ER or sent to ICU.Ā
I need to come up with 700 dollars, and I'm willing to do some commissions, but with how sick I am I may take a bit to get back with you. I plan to leave by early June, if not the beginning of July, as that's when my friends are able to drive down and get me.Ā
Donations are greatly appreciated, even if you can only afford a single dollar, itāll be more help than you know.Ā
If youāre wanting a commission, please don't send money and then ask, for your sake and mine. Iām incredibly overwhelmed, and Iāll do my best to get with you and explain rates.Ā
And if youāre willing to donate anything, hereās my Ko-fi link.Ā
Again, I canāt thank you enough for if you donate or even spread this post around, even well wishes mean the world to me because I know you beans care and want to help however you can.
This post was incredibly hard to make, Iām still all over the place and trying to figure everything out, so I apologize if this sounds like rambling and nonsense. There is a silver lining however, as I actually have a way out this time, and I pray I can get out before things can get worse.
-MommabeanĀ