My Adhd - Blog Posts

It's my 3 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

Happy birthday to us I would like the opportunity to warn everyone. I am getting worse.

Introducing

Der Monster, The one who helps, the narcissist.

Seb, The silver tongued devil, the bard.

Arty, the Wordserker, the friendly neighborhood nice guy.

Wolf, we don't talk about this.

You don't know how much I want to say no to this but the reality is that I made this page because I was fucking hyperfixed on good omens for much of this year and on david tennat only so that when I finally started a blog my hyperfixation would calm down, it's ridiculous!

I don't know if i'm just seeing this through ND lenses, but i feel like the majority of fanpage owners, artists, writers or otherwise creative people in fandoms have ADHD or other neurodivergencies... like every second person with a fanpage that i know has ADHD and made their page out of a hyperfixation.

Just like i made a fanpage for my fav show.

Also i'm in a FanFic groupchat and i don't know if we have even one neurotypical person in there.

Obviously there are also NT people with fanpages, but i think for Neurodivergent people it's just an outlet for their creativity... and also, it's free real dopamine i guess?

Thoughts?

Number five hits hard

adhd + music moods: 

listening to the same song on repeat for 72 hours straight

requires absolutely no sound. complete silence only. if anyone so much as breathes…

NEED ALL THE NOISE. MUSIC AT FULL BLAST. The external volume has to be loud enough to drown out the internal volume so I can hear the one productive thought. I SAID THE EXT-

music has to be just loud enough that i can hear it, but quiet enough so i forget it’s on and i don’t get distracted by changing the song 

too late. i am now changing the song every .2 seconds. hits shuffle. hits shuffle. hits skip. switches playlist. creates a new playlist that is a slight variation of an already existing playlist. it’s been 5 hours.