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"[...] I can't help but wonder if I, too, should put a little more value into 'friendship' and 'camaraderie.'"
to live a life where one may live out their days freely, unfettered by the chains of war and the imminent threat of possession... to be able to awaken each day, not ambivalent and apathetic, but with a pep to one's step like that you would see in the movies; a desire to press forward rather than merely float aimlessly through existence without care for a single thing in the world...
what might that be like?
what might it be like... to experience what they call 'happiness' and 'love'?
the embarrassment of looking at an old fic for more than 0.5 seconds
that feeling when you know there's a really popular fandom that you're going to get invested in but you really don't have the time
and then you know you're going to end up falling in love with it when there's like 5 people who are active
at least the fanfics are good ig-
wait
people sort through a fandom for the first time using something other than bookmarks ???
getting into fandoms the time that it was popular is overrated anyway
help someone saw that i was reading fanfiction on my phone during class and asked me outright if i was reading hp fanfiction and it wasn't even hp it was ons????
i didn't want to say anything so i just responded
"yeah"
and now 2 maybe 3 people know I write fanfiction ...
you know, the first time i saw ons it was through an edit
and my brain automatically assumed that mikayuu were lovers that kept reincarnating in tragic situations
i dont know how i came to that conclusion but tbh
accurate
i told myself to relax and not read ons for a like a year or something (no idea what on earth is going on in the manga in the first place anyway-)
AND HERE I AM, 5 MONTHS LATER
BACK IN MIKAYUU HELL
THEY ARE SO GAY HELP
I love them so much wtf
ALSO THEY GOT SO MUCH MORE GAY. IS IT PLATONIC OR WHAT?! I DON’T FUCKING KNOW ANYMORE.
I LOVE THEM SO MUCH HELP😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 ALSO LEGIT AM CRYING WHILE TYPING THIS