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Tumblir, why do you like to destroy the image quality so much?đđ„đ
Everything is as always, I will be very grateful if you point out the mistakes to me (if there are any)
I think it's clear why they're out of shape, they were invited outside of business hours.In fact, they weren't even told what kind of creature it was, they were just told that it was "big."..And they did not specify how much, lol
My first reaction to this was "oh that is wonderful"
For a dtiys on Twitter!
Clear see-through jackets for summer, from Atelier Boz..Â
I really like the way itâs constructed with a seperating zipper to pull it closed and give it shape.
Source: blog, shop
I stumbled upon a website that allows you to blend any colors evenly no matter how opposite on the spectrum they are.
sharing the knowledge
very helpful art resource
ANAGYF!!!
Might have taken a while and Iâm not sure if I like the final product- it doesnât compare to what theWizo did of my trollsona, but itâs okay :]
Go check out @thewizo whoâs trollsona this is of! They make amazing art!
CRINGE BE DAMNED
Preview of Basilisk, my personal favorite of my risograph comics, and the project all my other recent medieval-inspired art descends from.
Styled after medieval illuminated manuscripts and printed using a custom color palette requiring 5 risograph inks (including metallic gold), Basilisk asks the question: what would drive a teenage girl to create a monster?
Physical copies available here (also digital here). To brag for a moment--this is my masterwork of riso printing and is even more impressive in person.
I been wondering what your Goat is like in your Cotl au
noooot what most would expect! the "goat" is made from the flesh and bone of lamb and their "corruption"; a shadow of their very self and all the bad that makes them! However, the goat despite being very spooky looking is only a hollow vessel under the lamb's command. A sword is only as powerful as the wielder! So it's just a strange puppet that was...accidentally summoned from spilled blood
Hi, 'Kamen Rider: OOO' has rotted my brain for the moment
@im-totally-not-an-alien-2, hi I finished the first chapter :), spent way too long on it but Im happy at how it came out and fully intend on making more
@faeriekit since you were apart of that little conversation I assume you wanted to be tagged to, sorry if not!
Also the formatting may be off at the end, typing like texting is hard! I dont know how humans type other than me! And I've seen Tim typing like he doesn't know how to spell in fics before!
I hope you all Have a Great Day!!
Ao3:(to be added)
Tim sighs as he looks at his window sill. The small orange and gray bird that had perched on it stared at him through the closed window. Almost like it was asking him to let it in. But that's crazy! It's just a little bird, it probably just thinks heâll feed it and that's why it's looking at him. But heâs not Damian and wonât adopt a wild animal the second he sees it.
It pecks at the window, and stares. Again it pecks.
Tap, tap, tap. It continues as if it's knocking. Tim turns back to his laptop, the Riddler is out of Arkham and has been suspiciously quiet.Â
Tap, tap, tap. Tim doesnât look. Tap, tap, pause. Taptaptaptap taptap tap. The noise doesnât stop. Tim swings around and closes the curtains. And the noise persists, until it pauses. Breathing out a sigh Tim can finally make some progre-
BANG. The window shakes.
âDid⊠did it just fly into the window? Canât birds die like that?â Tim peeks around the curtain to see the small robin-like bird shaking its head and turn to fly off. Only for it to slam body first into the window again. It takes a moment before it flies off. Tim opens the curtains and sees it quickly flying towards the closed reinforced window. He's able to open the window before it can kill itself and it rams into his chest instead. Which painfully sends him careening back onto his chair.
âOuch⊠it hits harder than expectedâŠâ He looked down at the small bird that had moved down onto his lap, now that it's closer he notices that he has never seen a bird- robin(?) like this one. Its body is a light bluish-gray and slender with an orange head with little yellow markings next to its eyes, with tiny black legs with three talons. It stood barely a foot tall and its tail had odd white markings that vaguely resembled an arrow fletch.Â
The bird adjusted itself and opened its wings, showing a white underwing, and flapped them until it was hovering next to Timâs face. Small black eyes stare into blue.
ââChling!â it chirped and swooped up to land on his head, where it immediately started to peck at his hair. âIs it preening me? I thought birds need to trust a person to do that,â Tim thought, his hair getting thrown into his eyes.
âHey, stop that. Get off!â he gently batted at the bird trying to dislodge it from its roosting place, getting a stern peck in return. He looks at his laptop. He could just keep working but the bird would be a distraction. Damian might look at the bird, he had more information about animals than Tim did. But did he want to talk to Damian? Not really. He really needed to continue to track the Riddler, he's too much of a threat to be left unattende-
His stomach growls. The birdâs stomach growls. In a weird serenade the organs announce their mutual hunger.Â
âWhen was the last time I ate? When did the bird eat last?â Tim thought, overwhelming hunger tearing at his abdomen and dizziness makes itself known. Ok snack then he can look into the bird and hopefully find the Riddler. His minifridge is empty, he knows that but still checks it -yep still empty, so he has to go to the kitchen. He grabs his phone from his desk and checks it.
9:49 -Â Friday, June 2 - 26% battery
He still has about an hour and a half until he needs to get ready for patrol. He closes his bedroom door behind him quietly and pulls up the search bar.
âWhat do robins eat?â
He's walking down the stairs, the search engine shows several articles, mostly about the most recent spotting of Nightwing, Red Robin, and Robin outside Batburger with pictures showing the three with the fast food bags. Cass was there too but nobody saw her.
He adds bird to the search
âMealworms, insects, and berries. Steph ate the last of the strawberries.â Tim reaches the Kitchen, thankfully no one is in there. The bird finally flutters off of his head and onto the kitchen island and starts hopping around. Thereâs no other âberryâ fitting fruits either. âSorry little guy, I don't think we have anything you're interested in. Alfie would kill us if we brought any bugs in.â He speaks to the room and grabs his preferred snack, an Alfred made orange-cranberry muffin, and turns to the island.Â
The bird is pecking at the banana stand. Tim had forgotten about the bananas, Alfred only gets them to brown for banana bread. Everyone besides Dick hates the texture, and the rest of the kitchen is always stocked with something else to eat.
âOh I guess there is something.â he sets his muffin down and rips one off the bunch and peels it as far as heâs willing. He wipes his hand against his pants and continues with his muffin.Â
The bird hops onto the yellow fruit and sticks its beak into the soft insides. And they eat quietly together. Tim watches as the bird snips the sides of the peel to open it up more. He pulls up the camera app on his phone and takes a picture of it when it lifts its head up. He then goes to google.Â
âOrange and gray birdâ
âOrange and blue gray birdâ
âRobin speciesâ
âRobin BIRD speciesâ
âSmall birds speciesâ
âThrush bird speciesâ
âFinch speciesâ
âBird with orange heads and gray bodies;
âBirds with white underwings and orange headsâ
âBirds with white stripes on tail with orange headsâ
Nothing he searches comes close to the bird in front of him. He sighs and pulls up his messages, and throws away the muffin wrapper.
Demon Child:
lol lokat tis thig
Would you type properly, Drake?
no u
[Image of fletchling]
Unlike you Drake I do type properly.
What kind of avian is that? I do not recognize it.
Idk im ak u
Drake is that our kitchen? Did you let a wild animal into our home?
It was hungy đ„ș
Aldo no one eafs the babfas anyway
I am aware of our familyâs dislike of bananas Drake.
That does not excuse nor explains why there is a wild animal in our kitchen!
It wan ted insid
Kept hittting my windo
What did you use as bait?
My Good Looks
Drake.
IDK man
It jst wanted in
I think itâs hurt
Didn want you bothefing B over a ded borb outdid
So i open d the window
An it flewa in and won t leab
I wonât be able to look it over until I get home.
And that will not be for another hour. Keep it inside. I will look at it before I go with Father for patrol.
K
At this point the bird had finished with itâs snack and Tim had thrown away itâs peel. It perched on his shoulder looking at his messages to Damian. Tim took another picture of the bird on his shoulder and sent it to Damian and went back to his room.Â
If anything, the bird seemed to like him, and he could use that to annoy Damian until he got home.
Demon's twin au, except....
A Demon's twin au where Danny and Damian are polar opposites of each other as usual. Damian is the serious and pokey one while Danny is the laid back, carefree twin. Except, Danny is 10x more psychotic than Dami, and his demeanor is somewhat a manipulation tactic. He's still loves Dami vv much and would gladly burn the world for him while Dami is....hm. He envies Danny but in the same time very intimidated by him (read: black cat & golden retriever situation)
One day he gets killed by Damian (may it be a duel that he didn't think seriously because he thought Dami would never kill him or Dami just flat out conspiring against him is your choice) and Danny was FURIOUS at him. Instead, he swore Damian would pay the price for betraying him.
Fast forward after he got resurrected and lived as Danny, he's soften up a bit; more talking and less stabbing, basically. One thing leads to another where he leaves and ends up in Gotham (preferably because of CW) and hey, what dya know. Dami's siblings aren't that bad...
Meanwhile Batfamâą are scrambling because there's a teenager that looks like Damian wandering over Gotham. Damian is perplexed because that could be his supposedly dead brother (eye color).
Everything went wrong when Danny straight up jumped at Damian in costume, trying to kill him.
After everything goes wrong in his universe, Tim purposely dimension travels and tries to be "Uncle Eddie" to the resident Tim Drake, only to find out that the Tim of that universe is adopted, has a different name, and is just as miserable, or more than he was at that age, due to past trauma with his previous family. Now the kid has gone from having a loving family to having absentee parents and that's just not fair.
Turns out that Tim might have to try out parenting the kid, no matter how aloof he was at the beginning of this venture.
Hi everyone! Iâve so enjoyed doing my 2020 quarantine challenge and getting to know so many of you (and discovering your amazing blogs) that iâve decided to create this new SUMMER STUDYING CHALLENGE! i did consider continuing my other challenge but my school year has now ended and the way i study in the summer and my priorities is very different compared to during school time - which iâm sure is the same for may of you! Iâve created this challenge to try and keep myself motivated during the summer (because i am ridiculously busy XD) but i also want to use this time to get to know many more of you and stay motivated together đÂ
(also i know that many people struggle for ideas of what to post during the summer so hopefully these will give you some ideas.Â
This challenge will run from Monday 13th July 2020 to Sunday 6th September 2020, which is two months.  However, please feel free to join in and start any time if you come across this challenge after the 13th July because i want this challenge to be accessible for everyone!Â
I have daily prompts for each of this entire time. You donât have to post every day (you could, for example, cover all the prompts in one post at the end of the week) and you also donât have to post for the entirety of the challenge (for example if your summer break ends before the 6th September). But i will be posting every day for the whole time and want to interact with as many of you as possible!!!
I want to see what you are posting so please use the tag #summer studying challenge and Iâll track this tag and reblog as much as possible!
On this note, I will reblog basically everything even if you donât think it is âaestheticâ cause I love seeing how everyone does their notes and stuff so please get involved đ
13th July -Â Â What are your plans for this summer?
14th July - Have your plans changed at all because of the pandemic?
15th July - Do you have a specific goal for this summer?
16th July - Do you have a lot of work to do for school or university or your job this summer?
17th July - What is the most important task that you need to complete this summer?
18th July - What do you usually do during the summer?
19th July - What did you do during the summer when you were a young child?
20th July - Do you usually go on vacation during the summer?
21st July - What is the best vacation you have ever been on? (note: does not have to have been during summer)
22nd July - What is your dream vacation?
23rd July - What is the worst vacation you have ever been on?
24th July - What is your favourite vacation memory?
25th July - What was is your favourite event or day in the summer?   Are you a âsummer personâ or do you prefer it when it is colder?
26th July - What is your typical daily routine in the summer?
27th July -  Do you stay indoors or outdoors more in the summer?
28th July - How do you stay motivated to study during the summer?Â
29th July - Have you done or are you planning to do any activities (such as work experience, summer schools or watching lectures) other than normal work during the summer?Â
30th July - Beach or Swimming pool?
31st July - What do you like most about the beach?
1st August -Â What is your least favourite thing about the beach?
2nd August - What is your song of the summer this year?
3rd August - What is your ultimate summertime song?
4th August - What is your favourite summertime movie?
5th August - Do you read a lot in the summer?
6th August - What book are you currently reading?
7th August - What is your favourite summer âbeach readâ book?Â
8th August - What TV show are you currently watching?
9th August - What was the last movie you watched?
10th August - What is your favourite summertime snack?
11th August - What is your favourite meal to have on the beach?
12th August - What is an unpopular opinion that you have about summer?
13th August - What is your favourite ice cream flavour?
14th August - What is your favourite summer clothing?
15th August - Whatâs your favourite summer drink?
16th August - Daytime or night time â whatâs your favourite time during summer?
17th August - What is your favourite seasonal fruit to eat during the summer?
18th August - Would you prefer your summer to be shorter or longer?
19th August - How does summer feel in your region?
20th August - If you could make up a new ice cream flavour, what ingredients would you use? What would you call it?
21st August - If there was a tropical island made just for you, what would you find on it?
22nd August - Imagine that you could fill a swimming pool with anything except water and swim in it. What would your pool be filled with?
23rd August - Do you miss school/university/work during the summer?
24th August - Do you like wearing sunglasses?
25th August - Do you wear sunscreen?
26th August - Have you ever been really badly sunburnt?Â
27th August - Do your sleeping habits change during summer?
28th August - Do your eating habits change during summer?
29th August - What is the thing that annoys you the most during summer?
30th August - What colour do you associate with summer?
31st August - When you hear the word âsummerâ, what is the first thing that you think of?
1st September - Have you managed to complete you main task and goal for the summer?
2nd September - Are you looking forward to returning to school/university?
3rd September - How have you prepared to return to school/university?
4th September - When you remember this summer, what three adjectives will you think of that define your summer?
5th September - What did you learn over the summer? (note: this doesnât have to be academic-related)
6th September - What was your favourite memory from this summer?
âš So this is the challenge! I hope that you will join it and enjoy doing it during the summer! please message me or send me asks if you have any questions about it or just want to have a chat <3 âš
[i am tagging mutuals and others who took part in the 2020 quarantine challenge beneath the cut]
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October 27, 2019
Favourite study spot on campus. Nothing beats studying by natural light with a view of the water.
// Another State - Tigers in the Sky //
đïžđż : 3/100 days of productivity
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-the literature quiz was meh, not too good, not too bad. i finished "the little friend" and i'm still confused but no spoilers, i'll go rant over on goodreads.
-physics test is up tomorrow and i'll squeeze in a little study session between school and work. also, excited to start this beautiful book, the first korean book in english i've seen in a local store. it's called "miracles on cherry hill" by hwang sunmi.
There is a short manga that is published every week thatâs only 2 or 3 pages for each episode! It is called SK8 Chill Out! Iâm going through and translating all the ones out so far and I will update this post as the chapters are published to keep them together, but I will also publish each chapter separately!
Trick 1
Trick 2
Trick 3
Trick 4
Trick 5
Trick 6
Trick 7
Trick 8
Crystal Sword Pendants
LORIEN on Etsy
See our #Etsy or #Wood and Resin tags
i started thinking too hard about hms again last night (like 6am because what the fuck is sleep) and for some reason i started trying to connect them to the like... hear no evil, speak no evil, see how evil? and then went onto like... blind, deaf, and mute hms...
so. hear me and my 6am sleep deprived brain logic out.
heart is blind (obviously) meaning he can hear what's being said but never has the context of facial expressions or body mannerisms of others. he hears mind say "i hate you" and completely misses the fact that for once he's saying it jokingly.
mind is deaf, unable to hear his own tone, voice, and words, and also unable to do the same with the others. he has to make his own assumptions based on his own logic and the things he can see and feel. after all, logic is subjective and not fact. maybe he doesn't even know that he sounds like a robot, something cold and calculating and callous when he tries to explain his logic and thoughts behind an action.
soul is mute. see, i always saw soul as chonny kinda putting himself or his conscience into the situation like giving himself a seat at this table. yet he is doomed to simply watch in silence as his two sides struggle, never quite able to get through to them. when the three work together soul is able to communicate with mind who is able to think through things and explain it to heart. they work. they make one whole being, one system that works in tandem with eachother.
thank you for coming to my ted talk.
john and the harvester again! this time it's the off season, tho, so the harvester is like. in the Other World. conveniently, mirrors are doors and windows into Other Places!
AU where R discovers that her lover Natasha isn't actually a secret agent, but a very prolific serial killer.
Pairing: soft!dark Natasha Romanoff x Reader
Warnings: violence, deaths, use of good girl, infidelity, Nat is soft!dark and a serial killerâit would be as you expect. soft!dark warrants 18+ but there is no explicit sexual or extreme gore/violent content.
Note: Damnânot you sending a really good prompt in and making me write more than a drabble for this LMAO I really enjoyed this one!
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Natasha Romanoff lives a quiet life in the suburbs.
She's the nice neighbor who gets along with everyone in the community, the one who helps you if she sees you struggling to carry all your groceries in. She says hi to new residents and offers refreshments for her delivery workers.
Everyone loves Natasha Romanoff, who's kind, charming, and soft-spoken.
Even you.
Especially you.
How could you not love her?
She's your friend, your confidant, your safety, your loverâyour affair.
Natasha Romanoff was your secret.
"I'm sorry."
You apologize to her every time you see her. You can't help it. You know you're a detriment to her, maybe the most painful thing she has ever loved, but you can't stop.
"S'kay," Natasha muttered against your lips as she pulled you close, feeling the curve of your back and plumpness of your lips. "I want you no matter what."
And Natasha never fails to make you feel wanted. She dotes on you, knows when to be tender and when to be rough, and looks at you like you're the only thing in her world.
You couldn't really understand why. You were so...you. You were neither unnoteworthy nor extraordinary. Just you.
Until you discovered an odd creak in the floors in Natasha's bedroom when you moved her rug to vacuum.
Inside, you found passports and fake IDs. Some were hers. Some weren't.
"I'm in witness protection," Natasha admits with her lips pursed and sorrow in her eyes. "I used to work for the CIA when I found out my boss's boss was helping a drug lord run his cartel."
The way Natasha's shoulders tense up makes your heart hurt for her. You hesitantly place your hand over hers, tracing over the small scar over her knuckle.
Natasha takes a deep breath, turning her hand over to lace your fingers together as she gives you a small smile. "I was a whistleblower. We took down the cartel but my life is always going to be at risk. My career is essentially over."
"I'm so sorry, Nat," your lips trembled, holding her hand more tightly. You felt sympathy for the woman who had lost everything to keep people safe and had to live her life quietly now.
"There you go again," Natasha said as she pulled you into her lap, feeling the familiar curve of your body and the softness of your lips she wanted to make swollen. "Always saying sorry when it's me who wants you with no regards to anything else. You make this life bearable, you make it worth it."
Natasha bites your bottom lip before she soothes over it with her tongue. Her hand drifts up your shirt, and you tremble in her arms.
"Am I worth all the pain you're causing?" Natasha asked as her lips pressed a line against your jaw and down your neck.
You think about your wife, who's at work and blissfully unaware of your infidelity. You think about how much she loves you, and she's doing nothing wrong at all, and how she'll be so devastated if she ever found out.
It's wrong.
Being with Natasha in this way was wrong.
But when Natasha talks about if the pain was worth it, the pain you're causing to your unknowing wife and yourself, the answer isâ
"Yes," you whimpered as Natasha began to unbutton your shirt, hands drifting everywhere until you're pliant. "You make it worth it."
"Good girl."
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"Hi, baby," your wife kissed your lips softly before your nose.
"Hi, Janey," you gave her a quiet smile. "Did you have a good day at work?"
"Pretty good," Jane smiled at you. "Got pretty far ahead in my research project."
"That's really good," you genuinely praised her.
Jane bit her bottom lip as she leaned her head against your shoulder, pressing her face into your neck to hide away her pleased flush.
Jane Foster was tender too, and tender in all ways. Her nature was gentle and righteous, paired with a child-like wonder for all things in the worldâand you were just one of the things in it.
But you loved her for that.
And all of that tenderness was being destroyed by you without her even knowing.
It was wrong.
All of it was wrong.
Being with Natasha.
Being with Jane.
Nothing was right anymore.
It wasn't a simple matter anymore of who you were going to choose because the truth wasâyou deserve neither.
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There hadn't been an indication that anything was wrong. There might've never been if you hadn't had to leave the city to visit your sick grandmother. It was just a state over, and you declined both Jane's and Natasha's offer to come with you.
It was just a coincidence. A freak coincidence that the FBI would be questioning the neighborhood your grandmother lived in.
"Sorry to disturb the two of you, ma'am," a tall, burly man said as he took off his sunglasses. "We're just looking into someone and our last tip has led us to believe that our suspect was in this area."
His partner held up a photo, and you felt like your blood was freezing up. You refrain from moving your hands from the door and behind your back, as you know they'll see it trembling.
It must be an old photo.
The moment captured Natasha with short and blonde hair. You'd probably never even recognize her in the photo if it wasn't for the small scar on her knuckle you could make out in the photo.
"Have you seen anyone that looks like this?" The burly man asked.
You peered at the photo longer, pretending to analyze it deeply for them.
"No," you exhaled like you were disappointed you couldn't be of more help. "I'm sorry. I don't actually live around here and my grandmother has been too frail to leave the house for a couple of years now. I haven't seen anyone like that since I've been here, though."
"That's alright, ma'am," the burly man's partner answered as he put the photo away and gave you his business card. "Just give us a call if you do happen to see her. Don't approach her, though."
"Oh, is she dangerous?" You pinched your brow together in worry.
"Yes," he answered. "We haven't broadcasted this to the public because it would only make it easier for her to hide, even if we got help from the public."
The burly man sighed as he rubbed his temples with one hand. "She's a very prolific serial killer. We don't even have that much information about her. All we know it's possible she's killed over 40 people. She doesn't have an MO, so it's best not to approach her if you do see her because there's no telling what her type is."
"Oh, god," your voice trembled, and it wasn't even fake.
"Just keep an eye out and be safe, ma'am." The men bid you goodbye before they left.
It wasn't even a question of whether you should go back. You arranged for another family member to look after your grandmother, and you took the next flight home.
The flight delay had you returning home in the dark. The first thing you did was go home, but Jane was nowhere to be found.
You called and called, but there was no answer.
You called Darcy next, who told you that Jane just checked in with her and was still at the lab. Some kind of breakthrough and would be late.
Relief floods your system.
The rational part of you knows you should contact the police. You should've told the FBI agents the truth.
But the irrational part of youâthe part that still loves Natasha, despite being terrified, needed to know why.
Why hadn't she killed you?
Why hasn't she killed anyone in this neighborhood?
Why did she find you worth not killing?
You knocked on her door, but there was no answer. No sign she might even be home. You called next, but there was no answer.
Natasha never kept a spare key around the house, inciting that no matter how good you may hide, the chances of someone finding it was never zero.
Stillâshe had given you a spare key.
It was just another reason you needed answers.
You quietly opened the door, stepping in. The house was dark, the only light coming from the basement.
It wasn't finished, still requiring flooring and many renovations. Natasha took you down many times to get your opinion. It wasn't like any part of the house had been forbidden to you.
You opened the door, thinking about how Natasha regularly greased the bolts to have it refrain from squeaking. She always took good care of her home.
When you reached just enough down the stairs to peer in the area, the revulsion made you stumble, nearly falling down the stairs before you caught yourself.
It smelt...metallic and something overwhelmingly wrong.
Natasha whipped around, blood over her front and hands drenched even as she wore medical gloves.
"Oh, sweetheart," Natasha cooed disappointedly at you. "You weren't supposed to be home so soon and see this. What brought you back?"
She stalks towards you, and you fall back against the step as you crawl back up it.
"IâIâThe FBI..." you couldn't even finish your sentence.
You couldn't finish it as your eyes wouldn't leave the mangled body in the middle of the room. You supposed it wasn't too mangled. You could still make out her face, even if the blood from her neck was getting everywhere.
You looked over and saw her phone nearby, unlocked with her messages open.
You couldn't read it, couldn't see it clearly at all, but you knew the last person texted was Darcy.
Who texted her? You'd never know.
You watched Jane's body be impossibly still.
"Oh? FBI? They're definitely a couple of steps behind. They should've been in Washington by now. They really must be trying to comb through every little tip." Natasha hummed as she stood before you. She leaned down, resting her hand against the steps by your head as she trapped you in.
"Tell me what I should do with you, sweetheart?" Natasha asked, your body between her legs as you trembled underneath her.
"Why did you do that?" You choked. "I would've left Jane."
"Would you?" Natasha cocked her brow. "If you hadn't known what I was, would you have? Or would you have left us both?"
You were silent, and Natasha clicked her tongue.
"I know you better than you know yourself. Do you know how long I've been watching you? I followed you here all the way here as you moved from your grandmother's house." Natasha lifted one hand to stroke your cheek with the back of her finger, getting blood on you.
"So unassuming, and yet so sweet," Natasha muttered. "So scared," she looked at your shaking hands, "and still here."
Natasha's eyes are piercing in a way you've never seen before. These are the eyes that probably looked at you when you weren't even aware of her existence. These were the eyes that followed you.
"But the question isâwill you remain?" Natasha asked softly. "You make it all so worth it. I was so good for you. I'm not sure if I could be without you. If you were just a little less self-sacrificing, Janey would still be alive."
It's slightly mocking, and you feel the tears well up in your eyes.
Jane was gone because of you.
"I'm scared," you admitted, unsure what else you could say. "Nothing's going to be the same..."
You shouldn't say these things. You should lie and tell Natasha that things would be like they were before as long as she stopped. You should lie and say anything to make sure you livedâescaped.
"No, it won't be," Natasha agreed. "So, tell me, sweetheart. What should I do?"
"IâI don't know," you shook your head.
Natasha sighed. "I suppose it's not fair for me to ask you what I should do with you." She spends a long minute staring at you as if deliberating.
"I'm taking you with me either way," she finally decides. "But it's up to you what you'll do with me. Be my well-kept doll or be my accomplice."
You swallowed, trying to not answer too fast. Answering too fast would seem rash.
"What would I do? As your accomplice," you ask quietly.
"I wouldn't make you kill anyone, sweetheart," Natasha reassures. "Just stay with me tonight as I take care of the mess we made." She says we like you had personally stabbed Jane. Like you tricked your wife into staying late so Natasha could grab her. "We can talk about all of it later."
"Okay," you acquiesce because there's no way you could escape Natasha. It was too late to call for help, and you were to live with the consequences of your choice.
Natasha smiled before she swooped down and kissed you firmly, getting blood everywhere as her body momentarily pressed into you.
"Good girl."