Pretending - Blog Posts

carson404

4 months ago

i have a hard time eating in any other place but my home ,such as restaurants or other peoples houses ,to combat that i'v started pretending i'm in a mukbang video so that I actually eat ,it helps me a lot especially when i'm traveling because i'm not home so I don't eat and then I get sick from not eating and I end up feeling miserable ,so yeah ,i'v just started pretending I'm in a mukbang video to help myself actually be able to eat(I wouldn't say I have any eating disorders I just have anxiety(not diagnosed but I think that's what it is)when it comes to eating anywhere but at home

~ Yeah, sadly I got used to being left and ghosted. I mean it still hurts, but I am not suprised by it. But honestly, you can still go and fuck yourselves!^^

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