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Kitten,
Wow my heart is in a 1000 pieces right now. I thought we were each other’s. I thought your body, your mind, your heart, and your soul was mine and only mine. Yes you would give our children parts but seeing as they are a part of me as well that you still were mine. Now I find you were led astray. I find that while I slave away at work hating every minute I have to spend away from you, you decided to find comfort in other guys. While I’m working to pay bills and give you the best life I can, you do this. I know I’ am not the easiest to get along with. I know when I’m home it seems like I’m still working because I am. I am truly sorry for this. I am truly sorry that my job took over our lives and made you make a very bad decision. I’m sorry I made you lonely I’m sorry your mind was neglected. You say it was because you didn’t want to be a burden or be that girl but baby you are now that girl but in another sense. I still cannot believe that you shared with another man what was mine. I have gone through hell and back with you and earned the right to say it’s mine. As you have earned the right to call me yours. All this is done, all of this has transpired and passed us. I love you with all of my heart. You cannot take all of the blame. I was the one who let work get in the way. I was the one not in tuned with what is mine. WE WILL get through this. We will move past this. You are a gorgeous women with an even more beautiful of a soul. We have shared everything together, and now we will share in mending a strained but not broken bond. My love for you has never faltered or shaken. My love for you is stronger now than it ever has been. Kitten we entered into the DD/LG for structure and discipline because we know things like this happen because of your past. It is my job to teach you and love you and show you where you went wrong and how to fix it. You are mine and I am yours. I know you feel like the worst person in the world but I am telling you and you must listen to daddy, that you are not. I will help you understand how special you are and how much you mean to me. My heart hurts you made daddy cry but that because he let you down. I forgive you and we will become stronger because of this. I love you kitten.
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