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Some messy sketches of my favorite girl <3

Thank you for the booOoOooOoops! ฅ⁠^⁠•⁠ﻌ⁠•⁠^⁠ฅ

Hiii beloved mooot!!

Of course!!! Glad you liked 'em 😊😊 And, thank you for all of your boops as well as all of your awesome posts!!! Love seeing the stuff you reblog on my dash!!!!

Thanks a million!!! : )

Okay I realized why it messed up- When I changed my @ it changed the routing link (duh) and since I had the link set to BEFORE I changed my name, it was routing to the old tumblr name with the stories lol. But it should be all fixed now! 

And with that, I will continue writing and posting the ones I was planning to write and post

It has just occurred to me that for some reason my masterlist isn’t working?? So I’m going to try to go through and reroute the masterlist links to the actual posts. I didn’t realize sooner but I don’t know when it disconnected. It shouldn’t give any notification spam, but I apologize in advance if it does 

I think tumblr bugged out so I’m reblogging this...

Here’s a child version of the unnamed oc from my last sketches. I’m very proud because one reason is that it took me all day

I think I’m genuinely gonna give up on the story, I keep making empty promises and the fact every time I post something about my Ocs or it’s not even tf2 related, it’s not very much accounted for so I think I’ll just keep making freak fortress stuff because that’s the only thing that’s keeps getting attention. Sorry to those who even wanted to read it.

To the all the people that are wondering where I was, my phone got a virus and I lost all my progress. Yea….. sorry I had to get a new phone tho!

fuck dude I'm so sad tn . anyway jack doesn't know how to grieve ... both his parents died when he was too young to grieve ... he didn't understand that was how it worked yet . when jack lost his father, he just kept moving ... that's what he always told him to do. 'don't worry, my boy, don't worry. just keep moving. never stop moving, boy. you hear me?'

jack keeps moving. he moves and moves and moves until Davey stops him like a brick wall. one night, davey hugs him just right and jack dissolves. all of a sudden, davey feels tears soaking through his shirt, and feels jack sob. he hugs jack tighter . everything rushes back to jack. the warmth of his little bedroom, his dad's cooking. he never knew his mom, but his dad was better than jack thinks a mom could have ever been.

all of a sudden, jack realises that his father is gone. forever. he died almost 9 years ago.

and fuck, jack never stopped moving for long enough to realise.

oh, hey, i haven't posted in a while.

"my thoughts will follow you into your dreams"

CW : VENT THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH MLM BUT I NEED TO GET OUT

CW for disabilities and self-harm

I became sick over memorial day weekend (for those who don't know, we have the memorial day off.). Now all of my disabilities are flaring again, and i just got out of a huge flare not even a month ago.

I'm convinced this is because i don't wear a mask anymore. and before you blame me for my own issues, I don't wear one because my family doesn't anymore. I don't like to wear them in the house and due to breathing issues, i cannot wear them for a long time anyways. If i'm gonna get sick being at home or out in public, what's the point? OFC i would wear one if you asked me and would always warn you if i was sick because disabled ppl and able-bodied ppl with preferences matter.. always.

Anyways, I'm just in so much pain. I want to cry and scream and rip out my hair. I want to throw things across the room but all of that would get me recorded and prolly sent back to the psychiatric hospital.

i can't breathe without wheezing and coughing, my knees click when i walk and i keep going into pre-syncope. My fingers ache and i lost my hand brace for my wrist when it locks up. My hips hurt and even sitting criss-cross no longer helps. my back hurts and i can't crack it and i have a major headache.

I had to come home from school today, i begged my parents until they gave in. I'm scared. I'm sad. I'm depressed. I feel as if it'd be better if i just .. wasn't here. That way nobody would have to suffer. anymore. idk

I'm just so.. tired, man. Nothing is going my way, it never has. I'm so so tired, i feel so numb. I don't want to be here anymore.

Since the booping has returned, reblog if it's okay to spam you with boops!

I wanna be polite and not spam random people without permission , ,

I SAW THIS N I HAD TOOO IM SORRY

I AM READY TO GET MY ASS BEATEN 💀💀💀

Credits to the original edit : 2d_from_gorillaz

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I’d rather someone just said what they were going to say, instead of trying to make it better when they know their words aren’t. They already have that feeling of anger and with unchecked anger comes the meanest words ever. Just say it and don’t try to sugarcoat it.

"I don't want to be mean" me right before I say the cuntiest thing imaginable