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Non Zero Sum Game - 58 ch.

I don't know what to think about Taegyum. One part of me starts to hate him for the way he treats Haewon, for the fact that he left Haewon alone with that bastard Hyunwoo in 56 ch. and of course for the fact that he started the whole torture....The other part, though, thinks that Taegyum actually likes Haewon in real romantic way but for some unknown [ at least for me ] reason he 1. is completely unaware of this fact and 2. has no idea what a normal relationship looks like... That's why he is so pissed off with Haewon every single time when Yoon rejects him, like, for example, in that scene in the restaurant in 58 ch.. For me, this unawareness of Taegyum is the only explanation for his strange behavior and outbursts of anger every time when Haewon silently  rejects  Taegyum's attempts to show some really vague sign of affection towards him.

But maybe all of this is just my own delusion with which I am trying to justify Taegyum's unforgivable actions towards Haewon.. Because there is also a third part inside of me who thinks that if Taegyum really has been feeling deep down in his heart some vague and a little broken kind of sincer romantic affection towards Haewon,  he won't want to share him with the other two bastards.  Though it's possible at that time in the villa, Taegyum  not to be aware at all about this desires which he has towards Haewon....but maybe I am wrong....I don't know...

This story is so complicated and so messed up that it's almost impossible for only manhwa readers to understand her real meaning...Unfortunately,  the original Korean novel is not translated in English yet....which is sad because I really wanna know what the heck is going on in these three fuckers' heads 😤

The only thing that makes me keep reading it is Haewon....I admire him so much because he is so strong. Yes, all the stuffs through which he goes are disgusting, traumatizing and unforgivable but the fact that even though these brutal events seriously messed up him physically and emotionally, he still finds will to fight and continue living his life...If I were in his position, hah babe, I would've been taken my life a looong time ago...

I both hate and like Taegyum because he's the only one of the three who still has some sanity left in him. That doesn't mean that I justify his actions or that I forgave him. No!! He is still a grapist who deserves to be in jail for all the trauma he caused to Haewon.

Haeyoung and Haewoo, on the other hand, are really crazy. These two lost any connections with the reality. Both of them deserve to be locked in madhouse!