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You ever experience ordering a couple pizzas then immediately after get confronted for your manic behavior that’s starting to spiral into another depression pit so you get emotionally blackmailed into finally actually trying therapy
This isn’t a very nice early birthday present and I want to return it
Sun filters through the window,
Like a bright beacon entering the room.
Chirping birds create a beautiful and welcome symphony.
Children are playing outside happily,
They’re giggling and smiling,
Innocence surrounding them.
Flowers are in bloom,
Bright like fireworks everywhere.
Trees are providing shade for people lounging under them.
The world outside is so bright and lovely,
But sitting inside,
Darkness surrounds my brain and all my thoughts.
My head is against me,
And everything is wrong.
Am I as imperfect and broken as my mind makes me feel?
Is every mistake I make one that will haunt me forever?
Why does it feel like my room is closing in on me?
What is wrong with me?
Can someone fix me?
Why does everything feel empty and hollow?
Do my friends really care?
Or are they just lying to me?
Hanging out with me because they “love having me around”
Why can’t all my thoughts just leave me alone?
Leave me alone.
Please.
I don’t want to feel this anymore.
Every thought is negative and painful,
A perfect contrast to the beautiful outside.