Trans Boy - Blog Posts

Deveria ter mais fic(ou ter né)fanfic de homem trans que usa packer ou strap on. Por que isso?só pq ele nasceu com bct ele tem que ser passivo submisso? Uma vez eu li um do dazai mas só esse mesmo

I remember listening to I/Me/myself and enjoying it but not really resonating with the lyrics, I assumed it was because I was a cis girl and not being able to relate to having to figure out your gender identity.

Turns out it was the wanting to be a girl part I couldn’t relate to

chat ima need yall to imagine somone

imagine a person, androgynous looking but if you had to choose, assuming youre thinking heteronormatively), see them as a guy and masculine

theyre black (very important when it comes to choosing my name tbh), nonbinary agender, usually has their afro (thats dyed blonde) out, will probably lock their hair soon

but they also love femininity, still dress feminine, and refers to themselves using the term “femboy”

whagt name do you vibe with for said person? thinking abt changing it bc my cousin makes fun of my current one a lot and my brother kinda makes fun of it

also, if you comment your own it needs to start with the letter s!! i dont want my initials to change lol

current preference is sage and soren tied for first and silas is in last place

somewhat nsft,

but YALL IM ALREADY HAVING BOTTOM GROWTH OMG

Credit to: user

dude i cannot wait till i pass

i cannot wait till i look more masc and androgynous

i cannot wait till i look like how i want

i keep getting recommended posts by transfems and their journey and them passing im so jealous and happy for them theyre so happy they pass so well theyre so pretty i cant WAIT FOR THAT ERA OF MY TRANSITION WHERE I JUST AM SO PROUD AND OUT AND HAPPY AND POSTING ABOUT IT

yall so.. i actually started hrt 2 weeks ago (this week thursday will be my 3rd injection!) and i didnt make a post bc my dumbass got too lazy to buy (also poor) the trans flag to put up so i just printed out a picture and taped it on my wall LMAO

im gonna buy it soon yall!! along with the trans icon blåhaj :3

ALSO ITS FREE!!! BC MY INSURANCE IN NYS LEGALLY HAS TO INSURE ALL GENDER REAFFIRMING CARE SO ID ONLY END UP PAYING FOR THE NEEDLES IF ANYTHING

also picture of the pretty girl since yall haven’t seen her in a bit

day i start hrt is the day i will hang up my trans flag yall, just need to buy it first :3 🙏

IWANNASTART HRT NOW PLEASEEE PLEASEHWBBA PLEASEEEE WHY IS THE APPT FOR 4/10 IMGOJNA CEY PLEWSE PELASW

never thought id have body dysphoria over my boobs lmao

as a child, one of my biggest insecurities was my boobs.

not because i wanted them gone,

no, i wanted them to be bigger

my friends used to make fun of me because my lack of curves and ive always been a lover for biggest breasts so id always wish for them, wishing that throughout puberty that I’ll have like C or D cups.

but.. that never happened. my current breast size is around a like large b cup, small c cup (tried to figure it out at victoria’s secret and they said the same thing)

i used to be so disappointed in them until i started appreciating my body.

like my thighs and butt which are quite thick and where my body weight specifically only ever goes to lol

my face, my arms, my hands, my eyes,

even my skintone and my textured 4c hair

and with the help of my ex and ex friends,

over time,

i slowly started loving my breasts.

fast forward to now.

im no longer who i used to be.

i no longer am the person i was for 18 years.

and although whenever i look at myself, i feel happy with my body,

i just wish a few things were different.

i look at my face and wish it was longer, skinnier, more masculine.

i look at my eyes and wish they were smaller, more masculine.

i look at my hands and wish they were longer, slender, more masculine.

i look at my hair and wish it were longer, and healthy so i could keep it out to make me more masculine.

i look at my thighs when i wear pants that define them and wish they were hidden, that my thighs didnt inherently make me feminine.

and then, i look at my breasts.

the two pieces of flesh that i have longed to be bigger,

i now wish were gone.

ive never experienced gender dysphoria until now.

and i kind of find it ironic,

seeing how a trans med once told me that because i hadn’t experienced gender dysphoria (at the time), i probably wasnt trans.

i am trans.

i just dont experience the same dysphoria that others do or in the same way.

i feel euphoria whenever someone acknowledges who i truly am and i always feel weird whenever they dont (like when i was getting my hair dyed, my hairdresser had a daughter who called me “sister” and whenever she would, id feel weird. or whenever my hairdresser referred to me as my mothers daughter. they dont know that im out so i don’t blame them)

i am happy with the way my physical body looks, i just wish others still see me as who i truly am with them. a man who just happens to have a higher voice, curves, small breasts, and “birthing hips”.

i still plan on getting top surgery tho lol

hearing trans women talk about their love for their boobs always make me feel so happy for them and i wish i could give them mine lmao

me and my cousin were joking around (one who knows im trans, btw)

we both decided to eat cereal at 11p. i had frosted flakes and shes having fruity pebbles

we’re both queer so i called her a fruity faggot just like her cereal (as one does)

and she said that i needed the cereal

and whenever we do jokes like this, you would claim to not be apart of a minority while you’re obviously apart of it (jokes goes: claim the other is a minority they’re apart and they deny it)

so i of course did the usual spiel of denying being queer and tried to say “im a straight woman” but i just…. couldnt.

yall i couldnt even jokingly lie about being cisgender 😭

i also stopped using ftm to describe myself. i kinda feel weird using that term for myself. i dont wanna refer to my previous identity to acknowledge my current one. no shame to others who do, though!

i find this really funny because before i finally transitioned (like a month before) i was telling my then boyfriend about how i wanted to have a dick and asked him if he ever wanted to have a vagina and he went “???? no???” and thats when i found out that wanting the opposite sex organ is NOT a normal thought most people have :/

all of my bsfs when i had told them about my want also agreed with me and ironically half of them are trans (one is a trans man and one is genderfluid) LMAO

Just trans things.

explanations left to right

- a big hoodie i got from target

- when i first came out, by my now ex friends and ex bf. when i came out for a 2nd time, my now ex bsf

- i was told by a transmed that me not experiencing dysmorphia/dysphoria wasnt me being trans and i thought i was going through a phase lmao

- i typically dont think when i shower i just scrub

- only my mom, dad, cousin, and brother know

- i want long/medium hair lol

- i dont pass irl so im scared to

- i wish it was more masc 😭 and im trying to prevent the tboy gay voice but voice training is HARDDD i wish there was just a step by step guide

- only a little not too much

- yeah LOL

- easier to be out online

- im 5’1 💀 i wish i was taller but it doesnt cause me dysphoria. not rn at least. ill be a short king 💔

- free space

- when i was a kid 😭

- nope i’ve always been into men

- i really want these breasts GONE 💔

- who doesnt? lmaoo

- i use binding tape + a strapless bra to flatten my chest

- when i came out to my mom, she asked a lot of questions 😭 was uncomfortable bc its my mom 😭 she’s supportive just wanted to make sure about everything

- already starting it

- i quite like my thing down there LMAO

- ive never used that bf mainly bc i 1) never thought to 2) barely have socks already 😭

- i know damn well i dont pass but whenever i try to i look in the mirror and go “do i?”

- he/him+they/them 😎

- i have an appointment to start soon!!!!

I also did a trans one!! (Also to my friends yes I do talk about not liking my height but not because of being trans, I just wanna be the tallest person ever)

❝a vampire hidden underneath the oceans surface…❞

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welcome to my blog!!

⌗𝜗𝜚 Soren ! ☆ he/him/they/them ☆ 18!

>> vampire siren living in a hidden forest who comes out once in a while

my carrd!!! donate to help me get my top surgery!

>> black (🇯🇲🇺🇸) tboy !! genderfaun (agender+demiboy)

>> EST (nyc area)

>> infp/tp, 5w6, ☼ virgo ↑ libra ☾ gemini, 🥮🐕 (狗)

>> pansexual, acespec, demiromantic

>> anxiety riddled and possibly depressed

>> pre-t! hopefully starting late feb or early march!

>> pre-vet student ! (college freshman)

>> animal science, mycology, fungi, plant, bug, marine biology lover!!!

>> i have multiple aesthetics !! (mains are goth, vampire, cottagecore, fairycore)

>> i do art sometimes!! also play video games

>> i fb if i think youre cool…

>> DNI LIST: general DNI. zionist/pro israel (ew). maga / trump supporters. terfs+radfems (hating men isn’t feminism!! xx). misogynists. pedos (or “MAPs”). homophobes. transmeds. transphobes (babes youre on a transmans blog rn… leave). nazis (cannot believe i have to say this). if i think of more ill add more lol

>> my tags!!

> #🪼🦇 : all my posts! > #🪼🦇🐈 : my posts including my cat, Baby! > #🪼🦇vents : my vent posts > #🪼🦇 rants : my rant posts > #🪼🦇🏳️‍⚧️ : my experiences as a trans man! > #🪼🦇📔 : digital diary entries

ill add more as i think of more

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Hey guys i have a question-

Is it weird to want a new name (im ftm) despite the fact I have a gender neutral name that’s actually more masculine than feminine???

Edit: thanks for the support y’all- the reason I asked this is cuz I came out to my dad (sorta on accident) and he’s like ‘oh uh you want a new name? But I named you after a guy and your name swings both ways???’- it sorta made me question my name again-

But nonetheless he’s supportive of me and doesn’t mind me being his son :]

THE PIPELINE IT GOT ME

A piece I might not finish but I hope I do.

The only part of being ill that is wonderful is that my voice is deeper. I sound like a guy when I cough I adore it <33

Perhaps it's me being an angsty teen transmasc, but Cavetown is REALLY overrated. I want some loud punk rock trans guy music, not stereotypical soft boy crap.

Hey bestie 🤍✨💖🌹

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