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I don't want to be perfect
You want to be perfect my psychologist said
It was the problem usually left unsaid
It's been years
But I still remember her saying it again and again
I dismissed all thoughts
Because she was actually my teacher and teachers never know it all
But today I sit and am ready to contemplate
I don't think it's late
The problem is still that I don't believe her
Although from I don't want to be perfect
To do I really want to be perfect I have grown some thoughts
But still I am clear as a crystal ball
And I internally never wanted to be perfect is the feeling that stands tall
I realised by now
That I was just wired like that somehow
No one ever told me that being imperfect is good
I was just growing up under their hood
I always thought that's how you get love
I never wanted to join the unwanted club
There were only two statements I usually heard
I am proud of you always sounded warmer than that person is better than you, bud
Each mark lost in exam made me shattered
Because I knew it was deciding how much I mattered
Maybe that is how everyone is wired
And it's funny that nobody is getting tired
I guess the tireds join the unwanted club
And we are not taught to talk about them in this hub
I don't blame anyone
Because choosing this life was already done
But I might not have the pace
That is required to win this rat race
Although standing behind and alone
Means your chances of affection are blown
The problem is that we are not pushed towards self love
We are just pulling ourselves with self bluff
I was never behind perfection
I can say it loud and clear
I was always running behind affection
I mumbled with a tear
