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bros before hoes.
what else can i say?
still working on figuring out how to draw my Sonic OC
She’s starting to look better… I think I figured out the quills… but I can’t get the eyes a reasonable size, lol
References:
Colored her in on IbisPaintX:
Surprisingly, it only took me a little over two hours to color her in on IbisPaintX.
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I mean, who told you Sebastian is a good guy. He's just Ciel's butler (let's say) because of the contract; he wants his soul when it has had its revenge. I may be wrong, but that's what I thought after watching Black Butler
Just made a draw box! Draw me anything you’d like !
heres the link https://drawme.share-on.me/0kil6tTqzJ
Seen a lot of Ena fan designs lately so I make a clown ena. For fun
hey why is my phone so light shouldn’t it be noticeable in my hand???
Well, though this is a wild idea i have kept for months, but I love this crackship, none can stop me 🙀😼😸
Karaka and Yuri
*Septiplier is dead (?)* I know Mark doesn’t have red hair anymore but he had when I made this. I’m just late with posting it. So the piece probably isn’t that relevant but whatever better late then never I guess.
Well that and like. The ability to eat consistent healthy meals. Or jump rope. Or make chili.
I would be so powerful if I could come up with puns. It’s the one skill I currently lack.
okay the less i think about it the better it goes
anyway this is what i wanted to do first but chickened out and sped myself up. a torn piece of canvas from falcon claw's first family portrait of their lord or whatever
hi i finished dearly departed
N..?
Expression practice! I love N <3
💝💖Happy Late Valentines Day💝 💖
Sorry for posting a bit late. I was bingwatching Markiplier the whole day-
But I managed to post something Valentines Day themed! yay.
Sasori of the Red Sand as Edward Scissorhands?
Sasori Scissorhands? Edward Akasuna?
Whatever. An unfinished puppet for all the Tim Burton enjoyers over there.
(At this point I realized that I should have done smth for Deidara’s birthday but exuse me? i forgot)
they’re going to see the queen of england someone teach akira how to shower
sakuyama is so good we need more people in on this shit come onnnnn
sassy little fucker
ppl who are shy at first but become obnoxious and loud once theyre comfortable around you r awesoem. hold on a sec wait pt this text ost on hold. theres pirate ship outside my window right now whath the
Family does not end with blood. Cas, Dean, Sam, Jack and everyone else deserved better.
Dean had been destroyed and re-imagined.
Sam got a disrespectful, hollow ending, also being deconstructed and changed along the way.
Cas and Jack not only forgotten by the creators, but erased.
It is like watching Crowley stop being himself all over again, but in 1 or 2 episodes. So disturbing and wrong.
Not even one of them got out unscathed.
And the best part? I still can see it. I still can understand what all of that means and I can respect the idea behind it. Author's view etc etc. But only if we are looking at the episodes apart from the rest of the show.
Then. Then it is completely and utterly disrespectful to fans, to characters, to actors, hell, to anyone invested.
They did that to Lucifer. Then to Crowley. Then to Gabriel. And now they had an audacity to do that to. Every. Main. Character. Remaining.
HOW. DARE. THEY.
I’m done keeping my composure.
Sorry, this will be a LOADED post! (And I’ll be repeating the points others have made)
for real, to everyone being nasty and telling heartbroken fans that “Dean was always supposed to die get a grip you’re just butthurt etcetera etcetera—” F you royally.
How dare you police the brutal feelings that’s been embroiling us since the Finale That Must Not Be Named aired.
The show you think you all watched, the show you all believe was the same SPN from Season 1-4, changed at some point. Kripke wrote his original vision, put it to screen, saw it through in S5 as he intended, and closed the door on that era.
In 2008, Supernatural was adopted and inherited. As you know, there was a supreme paradigm shift post-Kripke era. The show FLOURISHED (we won’t talk about Gamble thanks). It evolved, transformed, grew beyond trauma-induced self-worthlessness and toxic masculinity and endless death and hegemonic social ideals and conservatism and repressive anti-revolutionary ideas. Castiel, the iconic favourite and beloved staple of the series portrayed by Misha Collins, was introduced in Season 4 as the core lead character, and he ushered in a brand new era of Christian mythos that SPN took advantage of. Longevity SKYROCKETED. Audiences were INTERESTED. SPN amassed an incredibly groundbreaking fanbase infused by non-nuclear principles. A massive subversive wave began, fighting the Status Quo of the times since 2008. It’s precisely why such an abysmal ending to a show of extensive Freud-Jungian metanarratively meta META complex stature and social POWER will render us totally and unbearably broken for years to come.
Point is, DEAN WINCHESTER NO LONGER WANTED TO DIE. HE WANTED TO LIVE. HE WANTED TO SIT ON THE BEACH, PLUNGE HIS TOES IN THE SAND, AND SIP UMBRELLA DRINKS WITH HIS BROTHER AND HIS BEST FRIEND. He said this in Season 13. And then, a season later, he told the ghost of his long-deceased father — the source of his deep-running trauma and the figure of self-reductive authoritarianism permeating his arc since Season 1 — after being questioned why he didn’t pursue the Nuclear Fam, that he already has his own: his brother Sam, his adopted child Jack, and Cas.
Dean’s best friend Cas. Oh god, Cas, who made his inevitably permanent mark on Dean’s soul beyond allyship. Castiel, renamed to Cas, God’s -iel removed by Dean. Dean, the human spark that lit the fire of pre-existing autonomy in the inherently rebellious angel who was, this entire time, the catalyst for free will in God The Writer’s puppet show. Their friendship set on goddamn fire. I can also write paragraph upon paragraph about my love for Cas while devastated tears stream down my face, but I digress—
Cas’ romantic love for Dean pushed our main Heart of SPN to love himself. Love is free will. Free will is also love. Of note, Cas’ love confession in 15x18 was supposed to offset something so vastly important and fundamental…to maybe (read: most likely) pull the trigger on SELF-TRUTHS in conjunction with free will. And The Great Anticipated Follow-Up to the episode penned by the passionate Berens should have included (read: seemed like it was going to be) Dean, closeted trauma survivor in love with his best friend, being given the opportunity to do it right: to SPEAK HIS TRUTH, and then that very singular opportunity was STOLEN so grossly. After poring over it for days, I refuse to believe we made their years-long story up out of thin air, spun it out of fantastical-delusional dream cotton candy, because we DIDN’T. IT WAS REAL.
As I said in another post: “I’ve just been feeling physically ill for the past >40 something hours with the terrible knowledge that 19/20 undid years of vital progression towards healthy interdependence, autonomy, and a positive endgame, where Sam, Dean and Cas close the ring of found family in final empowering self-fulfillment…where Dean, no longer repressed and set free, is able to use his words and speak his truth as a queercoded trauma survivor, henceforth confirming and self-affirming his own bisexuality since S1 by reciprocating — by telling Cas that he always loved him, too, loved him endlessly, which would have altogether divested Supernatural of its cult status and catapulted it into global worldwide significance as the longest running sci-fi genre show in American broadcasting history that actually dared to defy and, by proxy, empower LGBTQ2IA+ everywhere who found profound personal meaning in Destiel through VALIDATION,” — found themselves mirrored in Dean and Cas’ respective character journeys individually and as each other’s queer love interests.
THIS IS WHY DEAN WASN’T MEANT TO DIE.
THEY WERE SO ESSENTIAL, NOT JUST TO THE OVERARCHING STORY AND HEALTHY INTERPERSONAL THEMATICS OF MODERN SPN, BUT ALSO TO THE SOULS OF THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE ACROSS THE WORLD WHO FOLLOWED THEIR JOURNEYS, HOPED FOR THEM, ASPIRED TO BE LIKE THEM, TREASURED THEM, WEEPED FOR THEM, AND FOUGHT FOR THEM, LIKE YOU AND ME.
Heck, how could anyone think Sam Winchester had a well-deserved characteristic ending? He didn’t. Dean’s brother was shafted so badly. He stopped hunting when seasons ago, he had canonically accepted that he no longer wanted an apple pie life. He simply…turned the lights off in a resoundingly empty bunker and left — abandoning his dead brother’s room — never to return (he did return later to get the Impala, family photos etc, I mean this symbolically)…as if — dare I say it — Supernatural itself eerily told us, in the negative-spaced pitch blackness, that the organic show and the wonderfully complex, matured characters we’ve grown to love weren’t going to survive or be revisited…that it was all going to perish, and that they no longer gave a single shit about their own show, which, to me, is the worst cardinal sin, because how dare they throw Team Free Will, an immovable and indomitable and passionate found family they built from the ground up, a found family CHOCK FULL TO THE BRIM OF LOVE AND LIFE RAGING AGAINST THE AUTHORITARIAN MACHINE IN ORDER TO ACHIEVE FREE WILL, under the bus no matter who is to blame. Growth was stomped on.
Then Sam married a faceless wife who wasn’t his textually established (and deaf) love interest Eileen, named his son Dean Jr., and grew old miserably, still mourning the passing of his older brother, shaken and sombre. Back to square one. IT WAS ALL ANTITHETICAL, even OUTSIDE a shipping context, and I ripped my hair out at this point in sheer disbelief.
This 15x20 ending would have fit somewhere between S4-7. Now? IT DOESN’T FIT. IT’S A JAGGED PUZZLE PIECE THAT DOESN’T BELONG ANYWHERE. IT’S THE FOREBODING UNKNOWN STRANGER IN ITS OWN LAND, BOTH LITERALLY AND FIGURATIVELY. This kind of ending was basically an illogical, unsound cluster of metastasized cells that, to me, ruined the viability of previous seasons to sustain bold praise and respect and dignity and rewatches and classic nostalgia in such insidious ways.
Dean Humanity Winchester and Cas, after everything they’ve been through, were silenced and lost in death, ripped apart from each other, unable to love each other the way they deserved, because of disappointing, vile incompetency and homophobia. The greatest love story ever told, again obliterated in less than 60 hollow minutes.
You know what this tells your audience, CW SPN? Death without self-growth is the way to go, and no one is allowed to forge their own path to freedom.
HOW INSULTINGLY HARMFUL IS THAT?
I don’t think I’ll ever stop grieving.
We all deserve answers.
one of my favourite things to say in my house is “hey i’m putting on headphones so if you need me don’t”
no matter how many times i say it i always cackle to myself lmao i’m certainly the weird one here
Мы это не просили, мы это не ждали, но оно существует, смиритесь
we don’t give a fuck~ @prkkirin
my Marvel Anti-Heros/Villians/Victims
i like that everyone has a different hunter tag depending on which guardian they prefer for him. and how some ppl combine the names of varying guardians in service of hunter having multiple loving parents. anyway his name is hunter clawthorne-whispers-deamonne-wittebane-noceda and he signs the whole thing on all official documentation for anything ever. this is real and true and canon trust me i'm a lawyer
Got sucked into those 2021 dreamcore videos on TikTok and it got me wondering if anyone's ever tried shifting to the backrooms before
AND HEAR ME OUT!!!!! I was on TikTok during 2020-2022 and they were both trending at the same time!!!! Is shifting real?? Idk, but if jellyfish are real and space is also a terrifyingly real fucking thing I don't think it's out of the question 😭😭