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Thanks to the help of so many of you both here on Tumblr, and on various discord servers, I was able to lay a lot of groundwork into discovering my identity. I would like to share a list of sources I have been given and am currently looking into in order to widen my sample size regarding memories as a whole. Here is where I currently am in this process;
*The Dream SMP (Completed)
*Mouth Washing (Even Though I Have Mostly Ruled That Out) ((Completed.. obviously))
*Homestuck (Not Really Completed But I Feel I've Seen Enough)
*A Song of Ice and Fire (Completed and Revised)
*Maximum Ride Series (Completed and Revised)
*Final Destination (Completed and Revised)
*Madoka Magica (Completed)
*Supernatural (Completed and Revised, Possible Match)
*Zero Escape Series (Completed)
*The Magnus Archives
*SCP and Related Works (Completed and Revised, Possible Match)
*Death Note (Completed and Revised, Possible Match)
*Arcane (Completed and Revised)
*The Magicians
*Ave Mujica
*The Mandela Catalogue (Completed, Possible Match)
*Devilman Crybaby
*American Horror Story (Completed and Revised)
*The Omen (Completed and Revised, Possible Match)
If anyone from these sources would like to impart any insight or simply share any memories that have been weighing on them..
Well, you know I'll always be listening.
Hey there, I'm just tossing an idea out. But your memory-vibes personally remind me of the Zero Escape series. Spoilers incoming of course, but I know you don't mind: In the first one, a major character creates situations that do indeed cause a lot of suffering for people she deeply cares about in order to create a timeline where she survives. In the second game, she is revealed to have done something similar, but this time in order to try and save the world (more or less?) but in doing so, damns countless iterations of people she cares about, and herself, to doomed timelines. It's rather bleak. The third game takes place between the first two chronologically, but I have not personally played it.
So, I'm sort of suggesting Akane Kurashiki, but other characters from the series like Sigma, Phi, and Aoi might be worth looking into. Sorry if someone's already brought this game series up- feel free to ignore this if so!
This ... Actually explains a lot of the things I've been feeling as of late. Really-- I can't thank you enough for reaching out, I'll have to look a bit more into the source material, of course. And I'm also sorry for the late reply. I've been in the hospital the last 11 days, and I've just gotten home. (I'm planning to explain everything that happened there more in depth because I had some revelations but I didn't want to be rude and not answer)