alphaxheaux

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my current struggle

Do you know how hard it is to concentrate on school work when you know you’re barely going to use the degree and your future most likely entails you on a yacht in Greece with an old man

keep your eyes on the prize 💸💸

Don’t be ashamed of walking around with an ugly old man. be ashamed of walking around with a young handsome one that wants to fuck you, but not pay your bills

Repetition is the language of the subconscious. What you do daily, you become. What you affirm, you believe. What you practice, you embody.

I put so much love in myself, my dreams, and my goals that it's only a matter of time before I get everything I want.

High self-worth is essential as water, sleep, and oxygen. You must believe you deserve space. You must believe you are worth “it”. And then take that a little higher, and add your wildest dreams to this ecosystem. Our thoughts nourish our mind. When we think happy/exciting thoughts, our mind actively searches for these things in our surroundings to reaffirm and validate them. Even if we don’t yet have it, when we think about a big dream or goal, our mind starts pinpointing the opportunities that lead us to achieving these desires. Whenever you feel lost in life, go back to the drawing board of your self-esteem. Build yourself up again, as many times as you need to, even when it feels like you are starting over. Self-love, vibrations and energy is an important priority like sleep, water, and nutrition. Channel your highest self-regard before bed. Just a little reminder: when you’re struggling with a difficult situation, the best thing you can do is INSIST on championing yourself. Do not compromise. Do not falter. You are special.

High tea with my BFF 💞

Dating a broke man is stupid, marrying a broke man is even dumber and having children with a broke man is child abuse.

"Money speaks only one language - if you save me today, I'll save you tomorrow." - Unknown author

“Discipline is getting up at six A.M. in Hollywood when you’d rather be in New York waking at eleven. Discipline, too, is learning something new and strange or refusing a second piece of cinnamon toast. Discipline is not putting things off until tomorrow. If today is for buying spring clothes, you buy them. If now is the time to take singing lessons, you take them now, not next year. Next year you can take singing lessons, too, but they are next year’s lessons. There’s a time for everything.”

— Grace Kelly on self-discipline (Photoplay - February 1955)

facts?

I’ve seen women with synthetic wigs, press on nails, and $7.99 perfume make it, I’ve seen fat women and thin women make it, I seen women who are flat out disabled make it, and I’ve seen women who people assumed would never make it make it. The one thing they all have in common is discipline and the one thing they all share is that they had the personalities and the will to find a way to survive and get what they wanted. If you’re unable to find a way to make life work for you then maybe it’s on you and not on the rest of the world.

Haha, honestly my advice to half of the queries in my inbox is genuinely just:

1) Shut up. Enough with the pathetic temper tantrums.

2) Realize you are not exceptional or special in any way in your situation and many individuals have been through the exact same or worse and managed to succeed.

3) Find a tangible plan and work. Do it now. Don’t wait.

4) Any time you want to bitch, whine and complain or project your problems onto someone else? That’s your signal to focus, grit your teeth and work harder.

@claytonwelchj

discipline is liberation

“Only the disciplined are truly free. The undisciplined are slaves to moods, appetites and passions.”

— Stephen Covey, The 8th Habit (via movemequotes)

women at my gym in their 40s and 50s that are in better shape than most 20-somethings are my workout motivation

the funny thing is that so many people nowadays are so despicably below average in their endeavors that you don’t even have to be top tier. you just have to be slightly above average and you win by a landslide. and yet, y'all still won’t even do that! sad

starting the day by going to the gym and making the stairmaster my bitch

You really just gotta be obsessed with yourselves ladies, thats the only secret

All men cheat so marry the richest one

Me to women: Love yourself! Love your body! You look amazing, babe. Spectacular, perfect, stunning. So sexy.

Me to clientele, and men in general: You hideous, fat pre-diabetic, sweaty fuck. Go hit the fucking gym. Don’t you dare speak to me again until you lose fifteen pounds of body fat, you bloated Oompa Loompa. My chiseled Greek God physique shivers at the mere acknowledgement of your worthless existence.

Monica Bellucci

Just quietly upgrade your appearance, secure your financial future, invest, and max out on the benefits of it all. And don’t say a word about it in public.

THIS

Determine who needs to be lied to and who doesn’t need to be lied to. Not everyone deserves your honesty because not everyone is honest.

Always expect better than the best. Creativity and audacity is how you get it. The status quo (clinging to groups, needing reassurance) will make you work the rest of your life. Others are irrelevant. Oversaturation in a market does not matter. 

So many asks: why am I so successful? Why do I never get played? How do I run through these men so easily?

Always remember that all of these men have virtually no idea what they’re doing. Sexual and emotional incompetence is beyond insidious. The concept of womanhood is vague and barely registers to them. They are filled with unwarranted and unearned notions of superiority. They are incredibly insecure and easily manipulated. Act accordingly.

I think I just expected that someday someone would come along who was like me and because they were like me they would care about what I was hiding and dig it out of me with a blunt instrument but that person has never come and they never will and instead of mourning that I should just turn the blunt instrument onto myself and show what I find to others 

“And when she was hurt, oh man, she was brusque, she was the meanest and the most brutal one around. She pulled the knife out of her back, the knife they stabbed her with, then massacred them one by one.”

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A woman’s descent into herself culminates in death. The old “her” must die in order for rebirth to occur. Her image of herself as victim must die. Her view of herself as wrong, damaged, worthless, unattractive, incompetent must die. Her callous apathy toward her own suffering must die.

-  Eating in the Light of the Moon: How Women Can Transform Their Relationship with Food Through Myths, Metaphors, and Storytelling, Anita Johnston