I am beautiful and classy woman. Succesful, intelligent and well mannered. Tiny, skinny and innocent looking blonde who loves comfortable, classy and rich life, but inside spoiled narcist and nymphomaniac with really high sexdrive.Married to submissive beta husband. Lover to well hung, assertive and dominant males. Connoisseur of beautiful women.Dominant Lady for beta males (most of males). Submissive Bitch for Alfa Males (few well hung males who are strong enough to discover my dark side). Bisexual with appetite for beautiful women.In this blog I will share my thoughts and adventures, when in need to do so.
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His sperm. Ultimate prize.
I am always ready to kneel before an Alfa Male and suck His cock. Of course, I love to be fucked... but there is something special about dominant, selfish Man who just want to empty His balls into my mouth and nothing more. He uses my mouth and after cumming ignores me completely or dismiss me. No thank you, no praise. He just go to His activities or friends like I am not even worth His attention. The more He uses and ignores me, the more I am ready to do anything to feel His cock inside me.
Beautiful nails:-)
Does your husband eat you after when you finish with an alpha?
Yes, he gets to lick me when I want.
When I meet lover at home he usually gets to clean fresh creampie or gets a cummy kiss.
When I come home with a used pussy and I'm in the mood for cunnilingus, he also has to do it.
So true...
Going off what you wrote, very interesting with your husband being more worried about other "betas" and that makes sense. How have those talks gone?
Well, he is worried about other betas, because he is afraid I would leave him for relationship with a man who would be better and more dedicated slave for me. He knows I would never get into relationship other than sexual with any Alfa, but he is afraid that some other beta would steal my heart. He is wrong, but that is deep in his mind. We talk about it and usually I tell him to simply be better and more dedicated to me and my needs. And he is. I like his jealousy.
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How often do you enjoys other betas tongues? What else do they do for you?
Not very often now. I have one regular beta boy who pays me decent money to be able to lick my pussy and ass (2-3 times a month) and one who is my ex-betaboyfriend (now happily married) and sometimes begs me to sit on his face. I also had few one night stands during business travel when I took beta boys and let them lick my pussy when no decent Alfa was available.
Sometimes I let beta boy to masturbate in front of me... for example onto the floor or into the toilet. I love their confused faces after they get their cummies. I never let their sperm to touch my body - that is reserved only for my Alfa lovers and sometimes my for husband.
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Do you keep your husband in chastity? How do you keep him from cumming...and how do you allow him to do so!?
There is no strict chastity in our relationship. Most of the time he is on the honour system and I know I can trust him (I would recognize his cheating in that area momentarily). I put him in chastity always when we play with other people and I put him for longer time when I plan something special. For example before he got to suck his first cock he was 2 weeks in chastity, and before our wedding night he was full month in chastity (his record).
He is allowed to cum only in my presence. I let him masturbate in front of me or I give him handjob or footjob (since I married him, he is the only beta boy who gets my hand or foot). After cumming he is obliged to lick his sperm clean. Sometimes I decide to ruin his orgasm. From time to time (when I am extra kinky) I peg him with double dildo. It's for my pleasure, but if he leaks during pegging I can accept this.
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Are you very submissive to the alphas? Enjoy collars, bondage, anything like that?
It depends on Alfa Male and his needs. It's not about bondage or collars, but personality of a Man. I was in relationship and living together with a Man, who turned out to be sadist (it got out of him slowly) and I was trained to accept pain (to some extent) and humilitation.
Other time I was few months in relationship with another Alfa, who fucked me only 3 times (three!) during our 5 months together. He treated me as his oral cumdumpster - I got to suck him 2-3 times a day and got nothing in return. Well... he didn't care if I masturbated during sucking his cock. That was merciful, as I know few Men who would slap me hard if I didn't concentrate 100% on their cocks.
Another example... I hate anal, but if Alfa Male really wants to fuck me in the ass, he will do it. I would cry and beg him not to, I would try to move out or clench my ass, but if He is strong and brutal enough, he will take it. And I will cry from the pain but eventually submit. On mental level I love to feel conquered and I feel it has roots in the way my virginity was taken.
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For your friends who know about your dom/sub/cuckold situation. What do they think about it? Is your husband ever allowed to lick your gilfriends?
I am independent of other people opinions. I do not have many close female friends, but only one is NOT cheating on her husband or partner - Megan. She is married to real Alfa, who happens to be mine (and other women) lover and she is very submissive.
My other friends cheat on their husbands or partners and to say the truth they are very jealous of my relationship and the fact that I can do it openly.
And there is Lena - my closest friend. Her situation is totally different. She is 40 y.o. dominant Queen, her husband 55 y.o. slave. As my marriage is femdom/cuckold, Her marriage is femdom/BDSM. There are strict rules and permanent chastity, punishments and a lot of humilitation. She taught me much about femdom psychology and rules. I can say, she is my mentor in the matter. Without Her I couldn't be able to build relationship with my husband as it is now. She thinks I am too delicate and soft for him.
My husband got to lick and fuck his two girlfriends before he was mine. Since he is mine he didn't get any sex and only got to lick me. Few times he got to lick Lena, as Her husband got to lick me. So in his life he had sex with 2 girls, licked 4 pussies including mine (I plan another one in the near future) and sucked 3 different cocks several times (my plan for him is to service orally more different cocks than pussies).
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Also, have you ever "dated" a beta, or had one for an extended period of time?
Of course, I dated betas and Alfas. How else would I know the difference between them? How else would I know, that I don't want marriage with an Alfa? How else would I know, that my husband is the best choice?
Apart from my husband, relationships with other betas were rather short. For most guys (even beta SIMPs) it was hard to get used to my licentiousness and dominance. Even when they seemed to accept the fact, that I have sex with other Men and not with them, it was short term acceptance. They either run from me or argued with me and tried to change me... sometimes even if they agreed that I fuck other Men, they tried to control me. Then I kicked them out of my life.
Great blog, your hubby is very lucky! Any desire to have children from an alpha male, or will that just slow you down?😁
IIn spite of my age I do not think about children yet. But if I want to have a child it will be my decision only and the father of my child would be my submissive beta husband. Having a child with some stranger Alfa Male may sound like a good fantasy, but I cannot imagine it in real life.
We have femdom/cuckold marriage and my husband is not allowed to have sex with me, but I love him. He is inteligent and handome man and would be great father. Still he wouldn't be allowed to put his dick in me (it's base rule in our relationship), so we would use artificial method of impregnation.
There should be special courses for young Ladies to teach them how to treat beta boys.
Queen and servant.
Learn and practice, beta boy...
since every man tells me they are an "expert" at this. . . read the informational pamphlet on the way in please. . .
I remember first time a beta boy licked me after sex with my Alfa Lover. My Lover wanted a qiucky short before a dinner with one of my SIMPs. I had no time to clean, only dried myself with a towel. There was so much inside and it had flowed out into my panties in the restaurant. After the dinner we got to my apartment and I let the beta boy to eat my pussy. He was in heaven, he really thought I was so wet for him. After two orgasm from his licking, I told him I was tired and didn't even let him take out his penis, althought ussually I had given him short handjob. It was so slutty and selfish...
Beta boys sex.
His BALLS!!!
I've read your blog and of course I accept your reasons for being here. But I am curious. Is there a part of your sexual fantasies that involves being the real life captive of a sexual sadist that will keep you.
Against your will. Never free of restrictions. A caged and bound female sexual lab rat. Where you are never allowed to switch modes. Whipped, beaten and sexually tortured into submission. By whatever means necessary. Every day. No exit. ?
When I was younger I had many such fantasies. Sometimes still have, but not so often. One of them:
I am a virgin Princess travelling with other young girls on a ship and pirates raid the ship during cruise. We are all captured with intention to be sold in some Arab state. The other girls are kept in crates and every day taught obedience - they will be sold as sex slaves to some rich Men. The girls are forced to fuck and suck, they are punished until they are broken into total submission. The customers would pay proper price for obedient girls.
But I am very special - as a virgin and Princess I will be sold to some Arab Sheikh to become His special sex toy, maybe even wife. Nobody rapes me as my virginity is worth fortune, but I am forced to look at the other girls being trained and I get to service cocks orally - fluff them, clean them from cum and other girls fluids, suck them, swallow gallons of sperm. I am trained to worship cock whenever presented to me. After two weeks I am trained to be top class virgin cocksucker.
Then we arrive to a port and I am sold to some Sheikh (I don't even see what he looks like). I am sold like animal. Other girls are also sold to different customers. Then I am taken to some property in the middle of nowhere. There is dessert all around. No way to run.
I am bathed and prepared by other beautiful woman to be presented to my Owner. I meet Him. He sits on a luxury sofa with to beautiful woman on both sides. He is huge, muscular Male with beard and hair all over the body. He looks so strong and charismatic. I am so tiny and weak compared to Him. I am so afraid of Him.
He says: "I paid a lot of money for you, so you are my property, my toy. Your life is mine now and I will do whatever I want with you. You are here on probationary period of 3 months. If I am happy with you, you'll become my wife and give birth to many children. If I am not happy, I will sell you to a brothel and you'll be whore for thousands of men. There is no other option in your life. Everything depends on your behaviour. Now greet me properly."
Then He pulls back the tunic flaps and I see His huge, veiny cock with big head and gigantic hairy balls. Thanks to the training on the boat I know what to do...
Then the fantasy goes... I used to masturbate to this vision many times. There were two scenarioes. In one he was happy, in the other not so. In every further scenario I was just a property with no option to change anything...
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Well. Thats only fantasy. I would never want to be in this situation for real.
But in real life I was in relationship with sadistic Alfa Male and for over 9 months living in His house. I submitted to Him and He trained me step by step to His expectations. Our relationship fell apart and NOT because of the harsh sexual treatment. I loved Him and wanted to become His wife, whatever the price was. But REAL ALFA MALE is not a good material for marriage. That was my lesson from this adventure. Alfas are good for sex, but married life is much better with submissive betas. At least for me.
Beta boys, if you find your girlfriend like that - covered with another mans sperm all over Her face and mouth, do not hesitate to kiss Her and lick the cum. She will know how dedicated you are.
A woman married to some submissive beta boy...
Is she arranging a date with her Alfa Lover or thanking Him for a good sex? Beta boy in his right place...
This scene reminds me of the times when, as an escort girls, my friend and I spent evenings with a client who visited our city about once a month. Always fancy hotel, good wine, Him and two of us. This guy was insatiable, had really huge cock and balls, cum gallons of sperm and was able to worn out both of us. Money was great, sometimes fine gifts, but first of all I loved the sex.
Stairway To Heaven