Why Go Through All Of That Just For It To End Like It Didn't Mean A Thing.

“How amazing is it to find someone who wants to hear about all the things that go on in your head.”

— Nina LaCour

Earphones On

Music to drown the noise

with earphones on the whole time

staying as far away as possible

because I knew if I heard it

I wouldn't be able to stop myself

I would eventually speak up

I would explode it all

the anger and sadness

I've been bottling it all in.

Then it would cause more hurt

everyone would be mad

because everyone thinks they're right.

So even if there's screaming at the back

I keep my earphones on

with the volume up high, ignoring reality.

“The strongest people have a past filled with chaos, heart break and disappointment.”

— r.h. Sin

One word, TENACITY! Thank you

“Not everyone is healthy enough to have a front row seat in our lives. There are some people in your life that need to be loved from a distance.”

— Unknown

I talk to you in my head more than I ever did in real life.

the ever terrifying and exhausting cycle of “i don’t want to share my writing bc it feels disheartening when not many people are interested in it” and “i have to post the writing for people to become interested in it”

“I never realized what a big deal that was. How amazing it is to find someone who wants to hear about all the things that go on in your head.”

— Nina LaCour

And I wish someday I could forgive myself for loving so purely all the wrong people.

“Someone somewhere is searching for you in every person they meet.”

— Unknown